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Listening
Exodus 24:9-18
Sermon by Dan Schrock
September 8, 2002

Then Moses and Aaron, Nadab, and Abihu, and seventy of the elders of Israel went up, and they saw the God of Israel. Under his feet there was something like a pavement of sapphire stone, like the very heaven for clearness. God did not lay his hand on the chief men of the people of Israel; also they beheld God, and they ate and drank.

The LORD said to Moses, ``Come up to me on the mountain, and wait there; and I will give you the tablets of stone, with the law and the commandment, which I have written for their instruction.'' So Moses set out with his assistant Joshua, and Moses went up into the mountain of God. To the elders he had said, ``Wait here for us, until we come to you again; for Aaron and Hur are with you; whoever has a dispute may go to them.''

Then Moses went up on the mountain, and the cloud covered the mountain. The glory of the LORD settled on Mount Sinai, and the cloud covered it for six days; on the seventh day he called to Moses out of the cloud. Now the appearance of the glory of the LORD was like a devouring fire on the top of the mountain in the sight of the people of Israel. Moses entered the cloud, and went up on the mountain. Moses was on the mountain for forty days and forty nights.
(NRSV)

At 6:00 PM on Saturday, January 28, 1989, I arrived at the Lombard Mennonite Church in Lombard, Illinois, entered what was called the Fireplace Room, sat down on a folding chair, and had a vision.

I wasn't exactly trying to have a vision. Along with about a dozen other young adults who were also sitting in a circle with me, I was just trying to quiet myself and listen to whatever God wanted to communicate to me. The twelve of us had been doing this every Saturday night for the past few months, gathering quietly at the church for one hour of listening prayer. Our purpose was to practice a way of praying that had been almost entirely absent in the churches of our childhood. Although prayer had been prominent in our childhood churches, it was prayer of only one kind, the kind where we talk and trust that God is listening. But we wanted to try the other major form of prayer, the one where we shut our mouths and listen to what God says to us. Since the twelve of us in that room had almost no experience with listening prayer, we agreed that we needed a full hour each week just for the practice. And besides, we reasoned, there are 168 hours in a week. If God is as important to us as we claim, then even one hour of listening to the Holy One is just a mere pittance.

So there I sat, trying to quiet my raging mind and listen to whatever God wanted to communicate to me. But I was having a very hard time of it. For 45 minutes I squirmed around on that folding chair, my brain refusing to settle down and focus on God. Scores of other things flitted through my mind and demanded attention. I remembered I needed to add eggs to the grocery list. I fretted about the pile of unfinished tasks that had accumulated at work. I ruminated over my lack of clarity about vocational direction. Then there were the emotions careening though me: slow, seeping anger I had for my boss; affection for Jenny; the sometimes bittersweet, sometimes vexing, sometimes intimate feelings for some close friends, admiration for my pastors.

And then suddenly, after 45 minutes of desperate but futile attempts to quiet all these thoughts and emotions, I finally managed to relinquish the cacophony and settle down into silence. That's when, without warning, the vision came to me.

To understand the vision better, perhaps you should know a little about what was going on in my life at the time. By this time I had already been to seminary and was now working in a job that I needed to leave soon because it was not right for me. God was clearly
not calling me to stay in that line of work for the long term. But what else could I do? Being a pastor was an obvious option for one who had been to seminary, but one which I stoutly resisted. I thought I had the wrong personality type (I was too shy and withdrawn); and I certainly did not want to get crucified like so many pastors in my youth had been. No way did I want to be a pastor, even though a lot of people around me were suggesting that that's precisely what they thought I should do.

As I said, after 45 minutes of restlessness, I finally settled down into blessed silence, a state of being that the 20
th century British and American poet T.S. Eliot calls ``the still point of the turning world.'' That's when God spoke to me through a vision.

In this vision I found myself on a wide plateau high on a mountain, with the sun rising across the sea to the east and birds darting about merrily. In the middle of this bucolic scene sat a small white chapel of the type that you sometimes see in New England, with a spire rising from the front and center of the building. I walked into this chapel, strolled up the center aisle to the worship table at the front, and knelt down to pray. After a few minutes, the risen Christ entered the sanctuary from a side room to my left. A woman whose name I will not reveal this morning also appeared from a room to my right and knelt down beside me. Then Jesus walked over to the two of us, took our hands in his, told us to rise, and motioned us to walk with him up onto the platform behind the pulpit. Taking our hands again, he blessed the two of us and charged us to be faithful ministers.

Suddenly I realized this was our ordination and installation service to pastoral ministry. At first I felt honored, surprised, shockedand then I rebelled. I insisted this could not be. I argued vigorously with Jesus. No! I don't want this!

I don't know if you have ever tried to argue face to face with the risen Jesus Christ. For me it was and is impossible to stand up to that man for very long. In this particular case, Jesus was kind but firm, giving me a look that said, ``Stop it, Dan. I am going to do this, and I am going to do it right now because the time has come. I want you to cease and desist this instant.'' So I capitulated, and Jesus finished the ordination service.

In the weeks following this experience, I asked others close to me to help discern whether or not this was an authentic call to become a pastor. They agreed unanimously that it was, and a year and a half later on Pentecost 1990, I was ordained.

When do you listen to God? How often do you listen to God? In the range of habits that makes up your spiritual life, where have you inserted the spiritual posture of listening? Is listening to God a part of your praying? How do you listen to God in scripture? In worship? In service to others? And in all of this listening, what have you heard?

For four years, I belonged to a small group whose primary purpose was listening to God. The primary purpose was not sharing, not fellowship, not Bible study, and not intercessory prayer, as worthwhile as all those things might be. Our only goal was to hear whatever God wanted to say to us. Each time we met, we spent an hour listening silently to a short passage of scripture that one of us had selected beforehand. For the first 20 minutes, we listened for a word or phrase from the passage that caught our attention, that shimmered and danced and seemed to have some energy, as if it were saying, ``Here, pay attention to me! I have something to tell you!'' It might be a word like
feared or bowed or pointing , a phrase like in a loud voice or looked at her .

For the next 20 minutes, we listened silently for a feeling or an image that passage evoked in us. It might be a feeling like hope or sadness or desolation, an image like a tulip opening up to the morning sunlight or like broken down cars in a junkyard.

For the final 20 minutes, we then listened silently for what God might be saying to us through this passage. Usually God spoke in short, pithy statements. Over the years, some of the messages I heard were cast your net on the other side or fear not, for I am with you or I am bigger than this storm . That group was easily the most worthwhile small group I've ever been in, largely because we learned to cease the chattering of our tongues, to quiet our inner conversations, to focus on God, and to listen.

The Bible has oodles of stories about people who listened to God. One of the most dramatic comes from Exodus 24 during the wandering in the wilderness, when Moses, along with 73 other leaders of Israel, climbs up the local mountain in order to listen to God. Part way up the mountain, they are granted a vision of God: there God stands in front of them, under whose feet is something like clear sapphire. Silently, while watching this God, they eat a meal which God has presumably provided for them.

After the meal God invites Moses to climb higher up the mountain. So Moses leaves the others and climbs higher. When he arrives at the summit, the cloud of God's glory descends from the heavens to cover the mountain. God's appearance is like fire, devouring and purifying firedancing, passionate, overwhelmingvisible to people all the way at the bottom of the mountain. For six whole days, Moses stays there at the summit, in complete and utter silence, waiting for God to speak. On the seventh day, God starts to speak, speaking and speaking and speaking until Moses' ears and mind and heart and soul are full of the words of the Lord. Forty days and forty nights Moses stays put on the summit of that mountain, saying nothing, doing nothing except listening. And God pours forth speech into Moses, seven whole chapters of speech without interruption, all the way to chapter 31, verse 18, when God finally says enough and joins Moses in silent communion.

What is the content of this speech? What does God say to Moses? For the first time, God speaks into Moses the image of a tabernacle where Israel might worship God in the wilderness, and instructions for how to build it. For the first time, God tells Moses about the Ark of the Covenant, the table for the Bread of the Presence, the lampstand, the altars of Burnt Offering and of Incense, the bronze basin, vestments for the priesthood, how to ordain priestsdetail after glorious detail, revealing for the first time the means and mechanics of Israel's worship, the sum and substance of praise, speaking into existence a new reality decisive for Israel's future: spoken words as fierce as water raging downstream, spoken words as gentle as rain on parched ground, spoken words to alter ex-slaves into the people of God.

Oh people of God: when do you stop chattering? Where do you sit, or lie down, to quiet your inner activity? How are you listening to God? And what words does God speak in your inward ear?
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Meaning and Truth May 5 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Meaning and Truth May 5 2002.rtf@CB5
Meaning and Truth
Sermon by Anita Kehr
May 5, 2002

I have been struggling over the last month to figure out what needs to be said this morning during this particular sermon time. Today marks a particular moment in the life of the congregation; we are experiencing both ending and beginning. You can see evidence of both in the bulletin. There in the bulletin you'll find the request for a letter of transfer from Cindy and Richard Litwiller, he who had served here as pastor for eight years and left nearly two years ago, which is when we began the interim period which is ending this week. And, also in our bulletin, you'll find both the new address for and a note from Jennifer and Dan Schrock, he who will begin serving here this week as our new pastor, which is when we will start the next phase of our congregational journey. We'll begin our transition into living as a congregation with a new kind of shared pastoral leadership, and I look forward to dreaming and envisioning and exploring and moving ahead in the years to come.

Sowe're at this moment as a congregation; we're on the cusp of further change and transition. We're excited; we're anticipating and hopeful; we're probably wondering how it will all go. The big celebration, Dan's installation as pastor, is still two weeks away. So, just what is the word that the congregation needs to hear today? Again, you'll find evidence in the bulletin of my answer to that question. Take a look at the sermon titlea modest topic, reallyjust ``meaning and truth.'' (some sort of rueful expression)

I regretted giving the sermon that title almost as soon as Eleanor finished copying the bulletin. I thought, ``How arrogant that sounds! How smug! How over-reaching! What's the congregation going to think when they're reading down the order of worship and see a sermon titled something like that? These are not subjects that you cover lightly or all in one morning!'' On the other hand, I assume that each of you comes here each Sunday with some desire to hear something that gives meaning and tells the truth. And that's the hope I have for this morning.

This whole thing started when I read a line quoted from Nicholas Mosley, who is a novelist. Mosley writes: ``There is a subject which is taboo in the way that sexuality was once taboowhich is to talk about life as if it had any meaning.'' Perhaps we might more accurately say that what is taboo is to talk about life as if it had any truthful, transcendent meaning. In our North American culture, we see many, many different kinds of searches to find or to create meaning in human lives. We've probably gone on some of these searches ourselves.

We see materialism, where value is conferred by ownership and security by protection of what we own. We see rationalism, where meaning can only be discovered through the application of logic, reason, and intellect. We see spiritualism, which isin today's world, I thinka search for anything that makes us feel as if we are connected to something bigger than we ourselves. (Indeed, much of spiritualism suggests that we are bigger than ourselves, that we really are part and parcel of the universal and immortal Divine Spirit.) And, we see individualism, an accompaniment to many of these other searchesand perhaps making all of these searches possiblewhich asserts that whatever works for me ought to be just fine with you because what is important is… me!

Now, our culture, with its multitude of searches for meaning and its emphasis on individual fulfillment, is not unlike the Athens that Sherry described as she read from Acts 17. Athens was a cosmopolitan place, a crossroads of the world. It was filled with persons whose delight it was to visit and examine new ideas, to bat them around, to discuss and argue, to hold onto some and to discard others. And as Paul waited for the arrival of Silas and Timothy from Beroea, he saw idols displayed prominently throughout the city and in the marketplace depicting a whole array of gods. Epicurean philosophers, who preached the pursuit of happiness as the aim of life, argued with Stoic philosophers who urged that humans behave according to their nature. When Paul joined the throng, preaching Jesus and the resurrection, both of those groupsand probably all those other folks who congregated in order to chew over the newest thoughtbegan to debate with him, wanting to dispute his proclamation of ``foreign divinities.'' It is in the course of the debate, then, that Paul names the Truth, but he does so by shaping the message in ways familiar to his listeners. He even uses some of their poetry! Paul begins by acknowledging the people's religious nature, and then he names the idol which had only been named ``the unknown god.'' Paul identifies the goal of all their longing and their search as the one God, the Creator of heaven and earth who is beyond any kind of confinement in images of wood and stone. This God, he says, is near enough to be foundhas always been near enough to be foundbut has now appointed one man, whom we know as Jesus, to be both Savior and judge. The authority of that man is verified by his resurrection from the dead.

It was the mention of the resurrection that threw many of them off. That was just too weird: who could ever believe a claim like that? A few of them did agree to talk to Paul again, but fewer still actually became believers.

Now, the interpretive controversy around this story has to do whether Paul's encounter in Athens was a success or a failure. There were converts…but no apparently no church. There was no persecution…but nor was there any passion. Those folks who believe Paul failed believe that the lesson from this text is that you can wash the gospel down too much by trying too hard to make it accessible to your listeners. Those folks who believe Paul succeeded believe that the lesson from this text is that you have to shape the message to meet the needs of the listeners. I think that the lesson from this text is that the gospel is very difficult to preach when the underlying assumption of the listeners is that all ideas are equal and that religion is reduced to an idea. With such a foundation, there is difficulty in moving from idea to conviction, from conviction to commitment, from commitment to passion. The Athenian culture is not unlike our own.

Paul's sermon in Athens reminded his listeners that human beings are created to search and long for God, the Creator. And God the Creator is also God the Savior, who has reached out again and again to humankind with invitations of salvation. And salvation is living in meaningful and truthful relationship with God through the faithfulness of Jesus and with the help of the Holy Spirit. And that relationship takes in our whole livesGod demands it! So now it's time to tell you the truth and to give you the meaning of life: ``Hear, O people! The Lord our God, the Lord is one. You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength. And, you shall love your neighbor as yourself.''* * Mark 12:30

Do you note that those two commandments touch every area of our lives? The first one commands a whole-life commitment to God. The Atheniansand some of uswanted only to use their minds, to be able to consider and embrace ideas that were compatible with all the other ideas and assumptions that they already held. That's one temptation: to limit our covenant with God to the extent to which we can apply our intellect. And yet, there is unknowable mystery in God and God's work. We need the passion of the heart and the commitment of our hands in order to learn to know God fully and completely.

Another temptation is to reduce our commitment in proportion to the level of positive feelings that we have: as long as we have that inner sense of peace or security or whatever, then we're okay. But if those feelings fluctuate, if doubt or anger or sadness creep in, then we don't know what to do. That's not how it's supposed to feel! And yet, there are times we will feel doubt or anger or sadness; can we trust God enough to hold those feelings, too? Our heart needs the commitment of the mind and the strength of ethical behavior to sustain it in hard times.

A third temptation is to reduce salvation to behavior: If I do all the right things and none of the wrong things, then salvation is mine. I can think what I want to, feel what I want to, but as long as I'm doing the good and right thingespecially the work of the churchthen I'm just fine. And yet, such activity is emptinessa noisy gong or a clanging symbolif it's not accompanied with a discerning heart and mind to understand what is truly important.

And the fourth temptation is to do it all alone. It is much easier to figure out what you want to believe, what the proper attitudes are, what ethical behavior is if you don't have to answer to anyone in particular. The problem with this is twofold: first, the Bible depicts believers within communities of faith. Very few folks in the Bible go it alone, and those who domost often the prophetsact alone but on behalf of a people. And second, the second commandment touches our relationships. Instead of tolerating our neighbor, we're called to love our neighbor, and not just be pleasant to our neighbor, but to love them as we love ourselveswhich implies that we will want the best for our neighbor and we will act for their best interests.

These temptations all involve compartmentalization, holding back pieces of ourselves from God's transformation. However, God calls us to give over everything, to plunge headfirst, wholeheartedly, vigorously into commitment and covenant, and to do it in relationship with other believers. William O'Malley, a teacher in the Bronx at Fordham Prep School proposes four nonnegotiables of Christian faith catechesis…. 1) Jesus is the embodiment of God. Somehow, God came from beyond time and space to show us how it's done. 2) Jesus/God died in order to rise and show us that we are immortal and to share divine aliveness with us. 3) Those who belong to Jesus/God see the values of `The Kingdom' (them firstGod and neighbor) as more important than the values of `The World' (me first). 4) We celebrate that incorporation in a serving community….'' This seems like a pretty good summary of the meaning of life and truth to me.

Let's remember that as we walk in a saving relationship with God, we will be changednot into unearthly beings but rather into the authentic human beings we were created to be. And as we learn what it means to be children of God, members of the body of Christ, co-workers in the kingdom, it is the reality of a whole-life commitment that will draw the interest of those who are searching for meaning and truth.

In my life, I've come to know two people who truly love mathematics. I've known lots of people who like math, who enjoy the intrigue of tackling a problem and the satisfaction of solving it. But these two love mathematics for itself. One of them is Ron Kolb-Wyckoff, who taught math at Bethany Middle School. Early in the middle school's history, Ron also taught science; for one whole semester the students worked on figuring out the proportional distance between the planets and then laying out a scale model along the railroad tracks. For Ron, science is only applied mathematics. The other one is David Neuhouser, a professor at Taylor, who was one of the instructors in a class I took on ``epistemology,'' the ways of knowing. Dr. Neuhouser gloried in mathematics, in exploring the orderliness of the world through that particular lens. But he also dreamed in mathematics; he imagined how God's existence might lie in mathematical dimensions outside human comprehension. For both Ron and Dr. Neuhouser, their whole-life pursuit of mathematics is a way to see the work of God unfold; the mathematical relationships that permeate the universe are evidence of the creativity of the Creator. Because of these men, I have a bemused appreciation for a subject which I always put at the bottom of my interest lists. Their passion changed my mind and my understanding of the non-functional value of mathematics; I have come to believe, because of their witness, that mathematics has inherent beauty. I don't understand it, but I believe it.

And so it must be with our witness in this Athenian world. It is only through experiencing the love of Jesus that we can share the experience with anyone else. Our whole-life commitmentheart, mind, soul, strengthmust be passionate enough, not perfect enough but passionate enough, to cause wonder among even the most cynical observers. And our corporate life must also witness: that we can agree and disagree in love, that we support and challenge one another, that we are exploring and experiencing our faith journey together!

Today marks a particular moment in the life of the congregation; we are experiencing both ending and beginning. And, frankly, I am delighted that we've made it to this point! I am excited to begin to work with Dan and to see what God has in store for us! But I am also aware that this is a moment within the scope of a much larger mission and meaning. We are a Mennonite Christian congregation in a community with other Christian congregations in a Conference and a denomination with other Mennonite congregations in a world where the love of God through Jesus Christ spans the globe. We can celebrate a world-wide kinship.

But we are also a Mennonite Christian congregation in a community where many people live hand to mouth or who have been inoculated against faith or who strive to acquire things in attempt to fill up their lives. We are a Mennonite Christian congregation in a country that consumes disproportionate amounts of the world's resources, that is currently exerting its will against the wisdom of other world partners, and the citizens of which are more and more embracing the pursuit of individual pleasure as a worthy goal. We are a Mennonite Christian congregation in a world that is at war, where reports of violence come with numbing frequency, in a world that has starvation and raging illness and oppression and other kinds of spiritual blindness. We are a congregation that needs to do its work!

Let us recognize this moment today as a mark of our continuing congregational transformation, a mark of the movement and guidance of the Spirit in our midst. In celebrating this time of transition, let us not celebrate because we have called a fine pastor who will facilitate the preservation of our congregation, but instead let us celebrate this moment as a milestone on our journey. Let us recall the truthful meaning of our life together: We gather in order to call and to form disciples of Jesus Christ. We gather in order to learn to love the Lord our God with all our heart, mind, soul, and strength and to gain strength to love our neighbors as ourselves.

Amen.
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Sun, 26 Oct 2003 04:58:13 GMT
Noticing September 15 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Noticing September 15 2002.rtf@CB5
Noticing
Mark 13:32-37
Sermon by Dan Schrock
September 15, 2002

``But about that day or hour no one knows, neither the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. Beware, keep alert; for you do not know when the time will come. It is like a man going on a journey, when he leaves home and puts his slaves in charge, each with his work, and commands the doorkeeper to be on the watch. Therefore, keep awakefor you do not know when the master of the house will come, in the evening, or at midnight, or at cockcrow, or at dawn, or else he may find you asleep when he comes suddenly. And what I say to you I say to all: Keep awake.'' (NRSV)

In the first chapter of his book, Jeremiah tells how he became a prophet. The conversation between him and God goes something like this.

``Jeremiah, I appoint you to be a prophet to the nations. Before you were born, while you were still in the womb, I consecrated you to be a prophet.''

``Ah, Lord God, I can't be a prophet! I'm still a boy! I don't know how to speak eloquently and persuasively yet.''

``Hogwash, young man! Your age is irrelevant! You will go to whomever I send you and speak whatever I tell you. Do not be afraid, for I am with you.''

Then the Lord God reached out and touched Jeremiah's mouth. ``There,'' God said, ``I put my words in your mouth. I appoint you over nations, to pluck up and pull down, to build and plant. Now that I have called you and consecrated you, let's begin our work. We have a lot to do, you and I, and we shall start like this. Jeremiah, what do you see? Look in front of your face; what do you see?''

``Well, that's kind of obvious, God. I'm standing here beside an almond tree, so I see one of its branches.''

``Excellent, young man! You see well, for I am watching over my word to perform it. Let's try again. Turn a little and then tell me what else you see.''

``Well, I see a boiling pot over there on the fire, tilted away from the north.''

``Well done, Jeremiah! Out of the north disaster will boil over onto the inhabitants of the land.'' (Adapted from Jeremiah 1:4-14.)

This story illustrates the importance of noticing. After God calls and consecrates Jeremiah, the very first thing God wants him to do is to look, to observe, to pay attention, to notice. If we want to live in relationship with God, noticing will be a crucial part of how we recognize the movements of God around us. Noticing is a basic practice of the Christian spiritual life.

Jesus himself acknowledges the importance of noticing. According to the gospel of John, one of the very first things Jesus says to Andrew and one of the other disciples is ``Come and see'' (John 1:39). In other words, ``Come along with me; join my movement; follow me around Galilee for a while. And watch! Look at me; observe what I do and say. I have things to teach you, but if you want to learn them, then pay attention to me. Notice.''

And that's just what the disciples do, not only the male disciples like Peter and Andrew, Nathaniel and Thomas, but also the female disciples like Mary Magdelene, Salome, and Mary the mother of James. They all follow Jesus wherever he goes. They watch him send evil scurrying; they watch him strengthen weak and wasted limbs; they watch him create inexhaustible supplies of bread and fish. But it is not enough for them only to watch Jesus. He also wants them to watch the little things in the world around them. So he teaches them to notice everyday things like yeast and seed. ``Look around your kitchen,'' Jesus says, ``and notice the yeast you use to bake bread. The kingdom of God is just like that: it begins small and eventually leavens the whole world. Or see that farmer over there planting seeds? That too is like the kingdom. Just as some of those seeds will grow and some of them won't, so too will some of your efforts for God bear fruit and some of them won't.''

Jesus also trains them to pay attention to the drama of human relationships. ``God,'' he says, ``is like that dad we heard about the other day, the one who had two sons, the younger of which demanded his inheritance, ran away and squandered it. When that boy came home, dragging his tail between his legs, his dad welcomed him with open arms, even threw a party for him. Well, God forgives just like that. Or the story about that businessman in this morning's edition of
The Jerusalem News, the one who was traveling from Jerusalem down to Jericho, and was attacked by robbers. Did you notice that article? All sorts of supposedly good and holy people like pastors and priests drove right on by, even though the man was lying on that road half dead. A Samaritan, of all people, helped him! Stopped his car, got out his first aid kit and did triage, then drove the man to a medical clinic in Jericho and told the doctor on duty to spare no expense in fixing him up. Even gave the doctor his Visa credit card number! Now that's being a good neighbor!''

And then there's the event that Jesus wanted these disciples to notice most of all. ``I'm going to Jerusalem in a couple of weeks,'' he says, ``and you're coming along with me. If you haven't been paying attention yet, I definitely want you to pay attention when we get there. The powers that be are going to arrest me. They will try me on spurious charges, and then they will crucify me. As you well know, the Romans periodically crucify people for supposedly being seditious. So in one sense, my crucifixion will not be anything too terribly unusual. But what will be unusual is how I die and why I die. Even more unusual is what will happen three days after I die: something you've never seen before. So for the love of God, notice what happens!'' (See Mark 8:31-9:1; 9:30-32; 10:32-34.)

To underscore the necessity of noticing, in Mark 13, Jesus encourages us to be alert for the return of the master. Now surely one of the things Jesus is referring to here is his own second coming, which may happen at any time. But Jesus may also be referring to ordinary, day-to-day events that are always happening to us and that reveal the presence of God in our daily activities. The key Greek word in this passage is
blepo , which can be translated as ``beware'' or ``look'' or ``watch.'' It means using your eyes to perceive, notice, and observe what goes on around you, both in a physical and in a spiritual sense. The idea behind this word is that we use our physical eyeballs to look at objects, people, and events in the world, and then also use our inner eyes to see the spiritual realities that lie behind those objects, people, and events. In its ordinary meaning in the Greek language, the word blepo does not refer to events at the end of history, but rather to the ordinary, day-to-day looking that we do at home and at work. Jesus wants us to practice the art of noticing signs of the kingdom in our daily lives.

The art of noticing is possible because God is around us all the time. That's what the doctrine of omnipresence means. God is never absent, but is always present, moving, acting, revealing, calling, prodding, showing, inviting. To word this a little more starkly, God is always in our face; and the only question is whether or not we are paying attention. Or if you wish, change the metaphor: God is always closer to us than our own breathing; and the only question is whether or not we notice it.

Noticing is a basic component of many of spiritual practices such as Bible study, service, prayer, and worship. It's an inner attitude or habit that we carry around with us all the time. The simplest way to notice is simply to stop for a moment and ask yourself questions like these: What is unusual here? What's going on in this experience, in this relationship, in this Bible passage, in this institution, in this church, in this company, that is odd? What's happening here that's not supposed to be happening, or that we didn't expect to happen? What doesn't fit? What's weird? What is surprising? Asking these kinds of questions is the first step in noticing. The second step, of course, is to ask whether this unusual thing might be the Spirit of God at work. Is it possible that this unusual thing is the Spirit of the Living God at work?

We are all familiar with the story of the burning bush in Exodus 3, which happened while Moses was going about his daily work of tending sheep. Some Jewish rabbis have offered an interesting interpretation of this story. They speculate that on that particular day a lot of people walked by that burning bush, but failed to notice what was going on. They just weren't paying much attention. To them it was merely another small brush fire which in the wilderness would soon burn itself out. True, brush fires didn't happen every day; but they were frequent enough not to cause a big stir in anybody.

Until Moses came alongand he, of all those people, was the first to notice what was really happening. The rabbis say that it's as if Moses was shuffling along the path leading his sheep, glimpsed this thing in the corner of his eye, walked a few more feet, and then suddenly stopped, slapped his forehead, spun around on his heel, and exclaimed, ``Whoa, there! That's odd. A bush on firebut the fire is not turning the bush to ashes. A fire where the fuel is not burning up. This is weird!'' Only at that moment was God finally able to speak to Moses, because God finally had Moses' attention. The burning bush that did not burn up was the bait God used to catch Moses' imagination, to bring him up short and create space in Moses to receive direction. And of course that little conversation between God and Moses beside the burning bush changed the direction of Moses' life.

I conclude with a story from my own experience.

About two years ago I began a process of spiritual discernment to find out whether God might be inviting me to begin working on a doctoral degree. Three questions were crucial to this discernment process. First, what kind of doctoral degree: a Ph.D., which is primarily a research degree; or a D.Min., which is primarily a degree somewhat like a M.D. or a J.D. for the practice of a profession, in this case the profession of pastor? Second, what subject area should the degree focus on: worship, New Testament, preaching, English literature, communication, or something else? Third, which institution: Ohio State University, Indiana University, Princeton, Notre Dame, Drew, Emory, or somewhere else?

After about a year and a half, I finally discernedor thought I discernedthat God was nudging me to do a D.Min. in preaching at either Austin Presbyterian Theological Seminary or at the consortium of seminaries in Chicago. I was excited by this plan and very much looked forward to implementing it. When we moved here in Indiana, I was going to apply to one of those two institutions and begin working on preaching.

But after we arrived here in Goshen, I began to notice something totally unexpected. I noticed that I no longer had energy for a D.Min. in preaching from any institution. It felt unappealing, unexciting, drab. Since just a few months before I had been excited, I did not know how to interpret this new lack of energy. But I tried to remain attentive, to see what would happen next.

By early June I began noticing several small things which I will not describe here in detail but which seemed in retrospect to be connected: a particular advertisement I saw in
The Christian Century , a late-night conversation with one of my relatives, and especially a dream I had early in the morning on June 7. I concluded from all this that in contrast to what I had earlier thought, God was in fact hoping that I'd begin working on a D.Min. in Christian spirituality at Columbia Theological Seminary outside of Atlanta. When I explained all this a few days later to Jenny, she was at first skeptical, then she too turned positive by this new sense of direction. Without going into great detail, I also tested this idea with Anita, the elders, and the PCRC, all of whom approved it without reservation. At a wedding last month I bumped into some friends who had already heard about my change of plans via the grapevine. ``A degree in Christian spirituality fits you perfectly,'' they said. ``We always thought your idea of focusing on preaching was a little ridiculous.''

The Spirit of God is always moving around us, closer than our own breath. So let us noticeand in the noticing, let God speak.
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Sun, 26 Oct 2003 04:58:14 GMT
Peace Sunday July 7 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Peace Sunday July 7 2002.rtf@CB5
Peace Sunday
Sermon by Anita Kehr
July 7, 2002

I read a book this week that has a wonderful quote in it. Now this is not a line from a theology book, or a pastoral care book, or a missiological book. It's from my favorite kind of book, which is … fiction. I like to read novels that don't tax my brain too much but that are also written well. I don't like over-complicated and artsy stuff, but I also don't like over-simplistic and super-sweet stuff. I enjoy mysteries a lot. Those of you who have ventured into my (rather scary) office will see that the stack of books on my desk that I
should be reading continues to grow higher. However if you could look beside my bed, you'd see that my stack of fiction books from the library shrinks and then grows and then shrinks again… because I actually read them.

Anyway, Patricia Sprinkle wrote the book that I read this past week. It's about a young girl named Carly who's growing up in the early 1950s and living with her aunt and her uncle. This uncle of hers is a Presbyterian pastor in a little North Carolina town, and he's trying to bring some new ideas to the community about how people of different races ought to get along with one another. It's like he's rowing upstream against strong currents flowing from all parts of the community. As an adult, Carly looks back to those experiences, and she writes, ``For the first time, I comprehend that racism is never natural; it has to be carefully taught. And to those historians who would imply that racism derives from unjust systems and red-faced white male bigots, I would say that it was kneaded gently into me by good-hearted women of both races, repeating scenarios they learned from their own mothers and grandmothers. I believe they all genuinely believed they were doing what had to be done.''
Sprinkle, Patricia. The Remember Box . Zondervan, 2000, p. 203.

Now I'm not going to preach about racism today, but I am going to preach about peace. I'm going to preach about peace partly because it's the denominationally-declared Peace Sunday, but
not because it's denominationally-declared. I'm going to offer this message to you because in the week that we celebrate the independence of the United States, we have taken in lots of other messages from all around us, both subtle and not so subtle. Those messages being kneaded into us tell us that these United States of America are particularly blessed by God among all nations. Those messages tell us that the honorableeven Christianattitude toward our country is one of profound patriotism and allegiance. Those messages tell us to believe that the only effective way to respond to evil and attack is to retaliate with death and destruction. And, while I am grateful to be living where I can say these things without fear of reprisal, let me also say that those messages deceive.

Therefore, I am going to preach about the importance of the values that
we , as a community of Christian faith, knead into each other and into our children. I hope that we will think carefully about the truths we teach about the gospel of salvation. I hope that we will remember that the salvation that comes through Jesus Christ is a salvation of reconciliation, encompassing peace with God and peace with others, as well as shalom and justice, and that that salvation is available to everyone. I hope that we will acknowledge God's wrath against evil and sin but that we will allow God to exercise judgment. I hope that we will renew our allegiance to God above all others. I hope that these things become one piece with all of our witness, kneaded in so completely that they simply become an integral part of the bread of life that we offer, not simply a dusting of sesame seeds that we can brush off if we don't like them.

If you have your Bibles, turn in them to Isaiah 2:2-4. You all know this passage; you've heard it over and over again. It is Isaiah's beautiful description of what God desires for humanity, of what will come when God's reign is fulfilled on earth:
(read) . Now, remember that in his prophetic ministry, Isaiah called Judah and Jerusalem to account. He pointed out to them the hypocrisy of their elaborate worship while living in corruptness, and he implored them to act justly and with mercy, according to the commandments given to them by God. His was not a lone voice. Those same themes run through all of the prophets, major and minor, calling God's chosen people to remember the covenant that they had made and to return in obedience to it.

However, the vision of Isaiah, the one we just read, opens up the covenant to all nations. Isaiah envisions a time when all peoples will submit themselves to the sovereignty of God, and there will be no more need for war or destruction. God's salvation will extend well beyond Hebrew boundaries. Obviously, those boundaries were still intact during Isaiah's time, but the expansiveness of God's salvation is the hope, the vision, the expectation of the future.

In Ephesians 2 then, in the text that we heard Hannah read, we see that those former, very rigid, boundaries between the ``Chosen'' and the Gentiles are beginning to be erased through Jesus Christ, who ``is our peace.'' Through the work of Jesus Christ the former walls between nations, between ethnic groups, between people are being demolished. In his life and ministry, Jesus echoedin fact, he quotedthe Old Testament prophets in their call for justice and mercy and faithfulness to God. He acted to bring the breadth and depth of peaceor ``shalom'' as the Hebrews would sayto so many in his lifetime here!: to give food, to offer healing, to lift up the oppressed, to release those who were captive in all kinds of prisons. In his quiet submission to death, Jesus enacted the power of obedience and grace and put to death sin and death. In his triumphant resurrection to life, Jesus proved the futility of violence, removed the sting of death, and made it possible for us to share in eternal life. The salvation that Jesus brings to us is a salvation of reconciliation, first bringing us into renewed relationship with God and then into renewed relationship with each other.

After his resurrection and before he returned again to dwell with God, Jesus commissioned his disciples.
(invite the children to help?) He told them, ``Go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And remember, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.'' Matthew 28:19-20 The message of reconciliation and salvation is for everyone and is not limited by any human border or governmental structure. Remember what we read in Ephesians: Jesus has created a new humanity , a humanity which has been reconciled to God and to each other, a humanity whose citizenship is in the household of God, a humanity for whom Jesus creates and embodies and is peace. The reality of this reconciling peace is inseparable from the gospel of salvation. This truth we must knead into our hearts and souls.

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Sun, 26 Oct 2003 05:00:26 GMT
Persisting October 6 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Persisting October 6 2002.rtf@CB5
Persisting
Luke 18:1-8
Sermon by Dan Schrock
October 6, 2002

Then Jesus told them a parable about their need to pray always and not to lose heart. He said, "In a certain city there was a judge who neither feared God nor had respect for people. In that city there was a widow who kept coming to him and saying, ``Grant me justice against my opponent.'' For a while he refused; but later he said to himself, ``Though I have no fear of God and no respect for anyone, yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will grant her justice, so that she may not wear me out by continually coming.''

And the Lord said, ``Listen to what the unjust judge says. And will not God grant justice to his chosen ones who cry to him day and night? Will he delay long in helping them? I tell you, he will quickly grant justice to them. And yet, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on earth?''
NRSV)

While it is not often said, persistence is nonetheless one of the greatest virtues of the Christian life. Persistence in prayer, persistence in discipleship, persistence in sticking by God's people, persistence in relying on God.

To evoke Christian persistence and let it grow in your imagination, I'd like to tell a story based on Jesus' parable.

The widow was an ordinary woman. Not especially popular, certainly not powerful, not well-educated, clearly not wealthy. Just an ordinary person, who for the first time in her life she had no home, no income, and no relatives.

There was a time when she had all three. Josh had been a good husband who worked diligently and rarely complained, even in the early years when his pottery business not yet well known and they mostly ate barley bread and raisins. But after a few years, when Josh's reputation for well-crafted pots had spread to neighboring towns and people came from all around to buy, they could afford better food like extra virgin olive oil, figs, and on occasion, roasted lamb.

Oh, Josh was a fine husband. Sometimes he made small puzzles out of clay to amuse her. Other times he'd play practical jokes, like the time he sneaked into the house when she wasn't looking and substituted wet clay for the fig pudding she had just made. It wasn't until she tried to spoon some out later in the afternoon that she caught on.

All that was gone now that Josh had died. A few weeks ago the creditors had come and taken everythingthe house, the pottery shop, the furniture, and even the dowry her parents had given her on the day of their wedding. How she wished for the family jewelry her mother had given her, and the finely-crafted table and chairs her father had made with his own hands! But those greedy creditors had taken it all, even though the house and the pottery shop were enough to repay the loan. Now she had nowhere to turn. Her relatives were dead, and since Josh's few remaining family members lived far away and couldn't have cared less, she couldn't count on them for help.

As the rain fell, soaking her dress and turning the street into mud, she reflected that she had not eaten anything since yesterday, and then only a piece of bread tinged with blue and green. The pain inside her belly and the dizziness in her head reminded her that unless she acted with resolve, they would soon be laying her beside Josh's stiff body.

One option remained. Maybe she could ask the local judge to intervene on her behalf. Maybe he would force those wicked creditors to return her dowry. But the problem with this option was that the judge had a reputation for wickedness.

At that very moment the judge was holding court in the central plaza. The case before him concerned two brothers who were arguing about the boundary line between their two properties. The older brother, who had received twice as much inheritance as the younger brother, was clearly trying to get even more land by pushing the boundary line a few feet further into his younger brother's property. The younger brother wanted justice, wanted what was rightfully his according to the will.

After listening to both sides, the judge handed over his decision. Since the older brother was a close friend, the judge decided that the older brother was within his rights to have the boundary line at the new location, and that the younger brother would simply have to make do.

Soon after this case was decided, the widow shuffled into the central plaza. When she came up to the judge, she straightened her back and looked him in the eye. He could see she was an ordinary destitute woman.

``Honorable sir,'' she began, ``a month ago my husband died. Soon after the funeral, my husband's creditors came and seized all our property: our home, my husband's pottery shop, all our possessions. They claimed that all of these things just barely repaid the loan. I know for a fact, however, that the loan was not nearly as much as they said. I have a paper here in my pocket that proves how much it was. I also know that the worth of the house and the shop was enough to repay the loan. They have unjustly stolen my dowry. I plead with them to give those things back to me, but they only laughed. So I have come to you for justice.''

``What are the names of your husband's creditors?'' inquired the judge.

``Samuel Miller and David Shoemaker.''

``Let me see the receipt for the loan,'' said the judge as he held out his hand. After looking at it carefully, he asked the woman, ``Your house and pottery shop were on Baker Street, just past Tanner Street, right?''

``Yes,'' the widow replied.

The judge thought for a moment. He and Samuel and David went way back, to when they were students together in the local school. Probably the widow's argument was correct, that the house and shop were enough to repay the loan and that she ought to get her dowry back. But he liked Samuel and David, and wanted to continue being friends. . . .

``No,'' the judge said out loud, ``your case is weak. I will not intervene on your behalf. Next case!''

As the widow shuffled away, her back drooped once again. At the edge of the plaza she slumped to the ground, curling up against the drizzle which was getting heavier. The judge was living up to his reputation. With no other options, why not give up?

As she slipped into semi-conscious stupor of hunger and desperation, she silently cried out: ``O God, have mercy on me! Where can I get justice? Where can I find food? Have mercy on me!''
Just then footsteps sloshed by her. She wearily glanced up, and recognized the judge who was on his way home. Without thinking, she gathered what little strength she had and shouted after him, ``Give me justice!''

He stopped and turned to see who was yelling. When he realized who she was, scorn shot from his eyes and continued home.

The woman dragged herself up from the mud and followed at a safe distance. When they arrived in one of the town's better neighborhoods, the judge turned into his house and locked the door behind him. Not knowing what else to do, the woman dropped to the ground.

The next morning, when the judge unlocked his front door and headed for work, he noticed a sleeping form on the ground. ``Just an ordinary filthy beggar,'' he thought to himself. Half-way down the street, however, he felt a tug at the sleeve of his jacket. Surprised, he glanced back and recognized the widow who had made a nuisance of herself yesterday.

``Please, sir,'' she pleaded, ``Won't you help me? I have no one else to ask.'' His lips tightening into a thin line, the judge yanked his sleeve away, tried to brush off the mud left there by her hand, and stalked onward.

On the way home that afternoon, the judge spied the widow waiting for him at the edge of the plaza. Picking up his pace, he took a wide flanking detour around her. But she anticipated it, and accosted him in the middle of the maneuver. ``Oh sir, have mercy on me!''

And so it went. Every morning the judge found her at his door, and every afternoon at the edge of the plaza. At first she was merely a fly, bothersome but not intolerable. He would do his best to brush her away, and while at work or home put her out of mind.

But as the days wore on, he noticed that forgetting her was not so easy. It was the eyes that got him, those piercing, pleading, persistent eyes. They would appear while he ate dinner, or when he glanced at the never-ending line of people who came to seek justice from him at the plaza. Then the eyes started breaking into his dreams, and he'd wake up tossing and turning, with the sweat beading down his back. Nights grew more sleepless. Dark circles appeared below his eyes. Eventually his eyelids puffed up. Seeing her was like a slap in the face. And still, without respite, this most ordinary of women cornered him as he went and came.

Finally he had enough.

The next morning he left his house and stopped in front of this ordinary but persistent woman. ``Come,'' he said, ``You and I are going to visit those creditors. I will give you justice.''
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Sun, 26 Oct 2003 05:00:27 GMT
A Love Story June 2 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=A Love Story June 2 2002.rtf@CB5
A Love Story
Genesis 17:7
Sermon by Dan Schrock
June 2, 2002

``I will establish my covenant between me and you, and your offspring after you throughout their generations, for an everlasting covenant, to be God to you and to your offspring after you'' (Genesis 17:7).

As you may know, prenuptial agreements have become more common in recent years. Some men and women are choosing to write legally binding documents before they get married which detail how each spouse will behave in their marriage, and in some cases, what will happen if the couple divorces. If you wish, call these prenuptial agreements a form of conditional love which essentially say, ``If you do this for me, then I promise to do this for you. If I do something for you, then you do something for me.''

Some years ago Harper's Magazine reprinted a prenuptial agreement made between a wife and husband in Albuquerque, New Mexico.1 I'd like to read you some of the clauses from this agreement between Teresa Garpstas and Robert LeGalley.

Under the section entitled ``Sex and Child Care,'' Teresa and Robert said:

·         ``Teresa will stay on birth control for two years after we are married and then will try to get pregnant.
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·         When both of us are working, Teresa can have only one child.
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·         When one parent is free, Teresa can have another child.
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·         When both of us are free, Teresa can have one more child. After the 3rd pregnancy we will both get sterilized.''
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The section entitled ``Personal Conduct'' contained the following stipulations:

·         ``We will both make ourselves available for discussion 15-30 minutes each day.
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·         We won't raise our voices with each other. If we get angry, we will count to ten first.
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·         We are both willing never to badger each other.
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·         On weekdays, we will turn out the lights by 11:30 PM and wake up at 6:30 AM.
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·         When driving, we will stay one car length away from other cars for every 10 mph.
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·         We will buy supreme unleaded fuel from Chevron and won't let the fuel gage get lower than half a tank.''
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One of the last stipulations in this agreement was the most ironic:

·         ``We will provide unconditional love and fulfill each other's basic needs.''
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One suspects that Teresa and Robert had noticed disagreeable habits in each other during their courtship and wrote this prenuptial partly to ``fix'' those potential problems. We leave it to the researchers to discover whether or not prenuptials improve the chances for life-long marriage. But we don't need researchers to tell us that prenuptial agreements will never be able to anticipate all the twisting and turning of events that could happen in marriage. When we say ``I do,'' the simplest and strongest course of action is to make it an unconditional ``I do.''

The unconditional marriage covenants that we make with each other are modeled after the unconditional covenant that God made with us, expressed in God's promise to Abraham and Sarah which we heard a few moments ago. One way to understand the Bible is to see it as the story of how God struggled against tremendous odds to live out that unconditional covenant made with Abraham, Sarah, and their spiritual descendants. Story, then is the best way of talking about unconditional covenants. So I'd like to tell you a story originally written by Ronald J. Sider, a Brethren in Christ minister. It's a story about the marriage between his uncle Jesse and aunt Lydia, a devout Brethren in Christ couple who lived in rural Ontario.


Jesse and Lydia had been friends since childhood, and grew up in the same Brethren in Christ congregation of farmers. ``I had strong attractions to her when I was young,'' says Jesse. ``We went together a little, broke off a little, and went together again.'' After a 5-year courtship, they married on September 9, 1931, when Lydia was 21 and Jesse was 22. ``To me she was the one in the world,'' Jesse says. ``And I think I kept that right to the end.''

The first 7 years of their life together were good. In February 1933, their first child, Anna Mae, arrived. Then on the morning of December 30, 1935 a second daughter, Ruth, was born. But the next morning, something was obviously wrong with Lydia. Physically she was in great health, but she behaved strangely. The doctor recommended total rest.

It soon became apparent that rest was not sufficient, and that mental illness had invaded their happy marriage. For 2½ years, Lydia was able to live at home. She was not well, but fairly stable.

Then in the middle of 1938, Lydia ``really let loose'' says Jesse, ``and just became quite unmanageable at home. She had all kinds of ideas. One morning she announced that I was not her husband. She said we weren't lawfully marriedwe weren't married at all.''

They were living in a double house. So Lydia moved in with Uncle Andrew's family next door. ``That kind of kept it, well, so it was livable,'' remarks Jesse.

One morning while Jesse was milking the cows, Lydia heard some hunters in the woods. When she heard guns firing, she announced that Jesse had shot himself. ``He was alright, he was a good fellow, but he's gone, he shot himself,'' she declared. With that, she came over to Jesse's side of the house. Jesse came in from the barn and found Lydia lying on the floor, in front of the space heater. He washed and got ready for breakfast, and as soon as he left the room, she went back to Uncle Andrew's side of the house.

In January 1939 Jesse finally took Lydia to the Hamilton hospital, one of the best psychiatric hospitals in southern Ontario. The government would have paid the cost, but Jesse wanted to pay them himself. And he didfor 30 years.

At first Jesse kept checking with the doctors each week he visited, believing Lydia would soon be better. One day the doctor pulled him aside. ``Your wife is not going to get any better,'' he said. ``I think you should go home. Make a new home. Take care of your girls, and forget about this woman. The girls don't even need to know she ever lived.''

``Well Doc!'' Jesse protested. ``I can go home and take care of the girls, but I can't forget her. She's part of me.''

``Well, what are you going to tell the girls?'' the doctor asked.

``I am going to tell them that their mother's sick,'' Jesse retorted, and with that the doctor let the matter drop.

For 29 years, Jesse drove the two hours to Hamilton every 2 or 3 weeks to visit the woman he had promised to love for better or worse till death them would part. ``Usually she was glad to see me'' Jesse remembered. ``Sometimes, though, she would hope I broke my neck on the way home. Then I'd go home and think, `Well, what am I going to do? No use me going up there to see her any more.' And then I couldn't help but think about her, and in a week or two I'd back up again, and I would get an entirely different response from her.''

For many years, Jesse prayed that God would heal his wife. ``Why she couldn't get healed, I don't know. That's one of the mysteries of this life,'' he remarked. In 1953 the doctors suggested performing a lobotomy. In this surgical operation, used for treating serious psychological disorders, doctors cut a lobe of the brain.

When Jesse saw his wife the day after the operation, he marveled at the change in her. She asked about home and other things she hadn't talked about in years. ``This was the first thing that ever showed any signs of helping her,'' observed Jesse.

``Don't expect her to stay like that,'' the doctors cautioned. ``She'll drift back, but we hope she'll come back to this point again in about 6 months.''

After a while, Jesse tried having Lydia home for a week or two, but it didn't work well. One time Lydia wandered off to a farm about 4 miles away. Sadly, Jesse returned her to the hospital. Months later he tried bringing her home again, and this time things went better.

The doctors had been testing various kinds of medication for Lydia, and had finally found the right combination. After 29 years away, Lydia was home for good. She was not quite normal, but livable. So for the next 3 years Jesse gently cared for the woman he still thought of as his youthful sweetheart and bride.

Then one Thursday Lydia became sick in her stomach, and four days later she died of a ruptured appendix. Because of the operation on her brain, she never felt the pain that otherwise would have warned her that something was wrong.

The day before she died Jesse visited her in the hospital. ``Would you pray for me?'' Lydia asked. This was a bit unusual. ``I'm sure she was a Christian before her mind got warped'' Jesse said, ``but after that she could think almost anything. While she was home those last 3 years, she never showed any spiritual emotions that I could see. And now she said, `Would you pray for me?' I said, `Sure, I'll pray for you.' The next day she was gone. I felt as if this was the Lord's time to take her home. It all went so peacefully.

``Someone once asked me if I ever felt angry with the Lord. I was right at first. I thought this isn't fair; she was 29 years old when this happened. But that kind of thinking doesn't get you any place. All those years never once did I feel that she was a burden. Oh sure, she was a burden, but I never felt that it was anything I should be relieved of. I loved her, and I did all I could. I took her to the hospital with the feeling that she would be returning in three months or so. It just didn't work out that way. We walk with the Lord one day at a time.''

Jesse made a vow before God with the woman he loved to live in lifelong covenant, for better for worse. And it got much worse. But he kept that covenant, by God's grace, once day at a time.2

May God grace us to do the same.

Notes

1.
``Conditional Love,'' Harper's Magazine , February 1996, pp. 24-25.

2. Adapted from Ronald J. Sider, ``Uncle Jesse, Aunt Lydia: a love story,'' Gospel Herald , August 9, 1994, pp. 1-3.
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Sun, 26 Oct 2003 04:48:56 GMT
Better than Marriage November 3 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Better than Marriage November 3 2002.rtf@CB5
Better than Marriage
1 Corinthians 7:25-38
Sermon by Dan Schrock
November 3, 2002
Now concerning virgins, I have no command of the Lord, but I give my opinion as one who by the Lord's mercy is trustworthy. I think that, in view of the impending crisis, it is well for you to remain as you are. Are you bound to a wife? Do not seek to be free. Are you free from a wife? Do not seek a wife. But if you marry, you do not sin, and if a virgin marries, she does not sin. Yet those who marry will experience distress in this life, and I would spare you that. I mean, brothers and sisters, the appointed time has grown short; from now on, let even those who have wives be as though they had none, and those who mourn as though they were not mourning, and those who rejoice as though they were not rejoicing, and those who buy as though they had no possessions, and those who deal with the world as though they had no dealings with it. For the present form of this world is passing away.
I want you to be free from anxieties. The unmarried man is anxious about the affairs of the Lord, how to please the Lord; but the married man is anxious about the affairs of the world, how to please his wife, and his interests are divided. And the unmarried woman and the virgin are anxious about the affairs of the Lord, so that they may be holy in body and spirit; but the married woman is anxious about the affairs of the world, how to please her husband. I say this for your own benefit, not to put any restraint upon you, but to promote good order and unhindered devotion to the Lord.
If anyone thinks that he is not behaving properly toward his fiancee, if his passions are strong, and so it has to be, let him marry as he wishes; it is no sin. Let them marry. But if someone stands firm in his resolve, being under no necessity but having his own desire under control, and has determined in his own mind to keep her as his fiancee, he will do well. So then, he who marries his fiancee does well; and he who refrains from marriage will do better.
(NRSV)
One of my friends has dedicated himself to a life of celibate singleness. He has never been married and never will get married. Now in his late 40s to early 50s, he is committed to remaining single for as many years as God gives him to live. He will never express his sexual desires in a genital way; and he will never be a father, even though he likes children.
It's not that my friend despises marriage. On the contrary, he has many married friends and does whatever he can to uphold, support, and strengthen the marriages around him. But he himself will not marry. He freely admits that sometimes he finds it hard to remain single, especially when he gets to know a wonderful woman to whom he is powerfully attracted. But my friend still will not marry. He has made a covenant with God to stay single.
The reason he remains single is to devote himself more fully to serving Jesus Christ. Because of this powerful devotion to Christ, my friend is one of the most passionate Christians I've ever met. He is passionate about peace, passionate about justice, passionate about serving the poor, and above all, passionate about prayer. His inner spiritual life with Christ, at least to the extent he has shared it with me, sounds vibrant, creative, and intimate. This combination of a passionate inner life of prayer and a passionate outer life of service has made my friend one of the wisest Christians I know. The depth of his spiritual and theological insight is simply astonishing. I believe that if my friend had chosen to marry back in his 20s, he would not now be the kind of passionate Christian he is.
Singleness has allowed my friend to do two things that married people find much harder to accomplish: he lives simply, without a lot of personal possessions; and he moves easily across North America and around the world to engage in special service projects. While married people can also live simply and move to new locations to serve in the name of Christ, it's much harder, especially with children.
My friend is a living example of what Paul describes in the passage which Sarah Roth read for us: a person who chooses singleness in order to devote herself or himself more fully to Jesus Christ. I admit I don't know very many people like my friend who have consciously and deliberately chosen singleness. I know vastly more people who are single by default, simply because they have not been able to find anyone to marry, or because they lost a spouse through death or divorce.
Maybe I know so few people like my friend because the church has largely ignored Paul's proposal that singleness is significantly better than marriage. Oddly, the Christian church often acts just the oppositewe tend to value marriage far more highly than singleness. Quite a bit of the church's activities are planned with married couples in mind, or married couples and their children. The church often assumes that singleness is a transient state which will someday end in marriage. Singles are regarded as half a person, not quite whole, not quite complete, until they finally get married. We instill this kind of this thinking into each other at an early age. Christian parents sometimes tell their children "When you grow up and get married, you will do x, y, and z." Of course the implication behind such a statement is that our children will surely marry because that's the only decent and acceptable option. At extended family gatherings, we do it again. Relatives might ask a single person over 25 years of age, "So, Amy (or Andrew), when are you going to get married? Found yourself any special friend yet?" which communicates that it's about time this single person marries and settles down.
The problem with this is that it's not quite Biblical. In contrast to the way we often operate, the New Testament places the highest value on singleness. Paul proposes to the Corinthians, and by extension to Christians everywhere, that we are much better off being single than being married. Why? For two reasons. The first reason is this: if we are single, then we can devote more of ourselves to God. My friend is a good example of how this works. When we are single, none of our energy is devoted to spouse and childrenif we have childrenwhich leaves all of our energy for devotion to Christ, if we so choose. But when we marry, the covenant with our spouse obligates us to devote large blocks of time to him or her and to children, if they exist. While marriage is certainly compatible with Christian faith, the truth is that marriage sometimes dilutes our focus and saps our energy. Singles have the capacity to be more focused disciples of Christ. Their diversions can be fewer. Their focus can be purer.
Singleness is a better choice partly because single people escape the kinds of distress that married people experience (verse 28). Paul doesn't specify what kinds of distress he has in mind, but a little imagination can sketch what he might mean. At one time or another in many marriages, partners have a knock-down-drag-em-out fight. Some of these fights might stretch over months, even years. Spouses might also get bored with each other, grow distant from each other, or go in such different directions that the marriage becomes little more than a hollow shell.
If the couple has children, a whole new group of possible distresses emerge: getting awakened in the middle of the night by hungry infants, having children who continually fight each other, finding out your daughter is addicted to cocaine, watching the local evening news and seeing the police escort your son to jail for armed robbery, or looking on helplessly as your young adult child slides irrevocably into schizophrenia.
And then there are the supreme distresses of losing a beloved spouse or a beloved child to cancer or a car accident or some other untimely death.
Singles generally do not experience these kind of distresses in the same way that married people might. To be sure, single people sometimes struggle with their own distresses, the chief of which might be loneliness. I would simply point out that loneliness is hardly unique to single people. In my pastoral work I have talked to quite a few married people who are also profoundly lonely. So if you're single and you think that getting married will automatically take away your lonelinesswell, not necessarily.
Paul's second reason for suggesting that single people are better off is that the world we live in will not last very long anyway. This worldits organizations, social structures, institutions, corporations, nation-states, inequities, racism, poverty, war, hatred, houses, cars, trees, animals, and even its marriagesare not going to last much longer. This world is coming to an end. We don't know when, but we do know it will. At some point in the future, God will make over the world, re-creating it into something more glorious than we can think or imagine. In the new earth and new heaven, sin and evil, disease and death, will terminate. Our tired old lives will change into new, perpetually fresh living. We will enjoy full and unfiltered communion with God. So the present forms of this world are passing awayand one of those forms is marriage. Marriage belongs to this world, infers Paul, not the next world. In the larger view of eternity, marriage is short, transient and less relevant, because it belongs to a world which itself is short, transient, and less relevant. In light of this, it's better to be single, because singleness is where we're all headed anyway.
It so happens that Paul is merely reiterating what Jesus had already said. Back in Luke 20:34-36 Jesus said that "Those who belong to this age marry and are given in marriage; but those who are considered worthy of a place in that age and in the resurrection from the dead neither marry nor are given in marriage. Indeed they cannot die anymore, because they are like angels and are children of God, being children of the resurrection" (NRSV). Jesus and Paul, the two primary figures in the New Testament, agree that marriage, like death, will not continue in the world to come. We will all be single, just like the angels.
This does
not mean that if we are married we should divorce in order to be single! Both Jesus and Paul, along with other Biblical writers, strongly urge married couples to do everything in their power to remain married for as long as both partners live. Marriage is a covenant, and covenants are intended to be life-long. If you choose to be married, say Paul in 1 Corinthians 7 and Jesus in Mark 10, then stay married, for humans should not try to separate those whom God has joined together in holy matrimony.
In 1 Corinthians 7 Paul refuses to glorify marriage. The most positive thing he says about marriage is that it's not a sin (verses 28 and 36), and that it's a good choice for someone who has a great deal of sexual desire because marriage allows such a person the only appropriate way to express sexual desire genitally. Marriage is not sinful, it's ok, and it's fine for the people who choose it. But singleness is a better choice.
I yearn for the day when the church honors single people the way we honor married people. I think we are making some progress. The newest edition of the Mennonite
Minister's Manual , published in 1998, has a wonderful order of worship called "Blessing for a Life of Celibacy." It's intended for individuals who want to commit themselves to celibate singleness in order to serve God better. While it can be done as a private service, I think it's better suited to a public service, just as weddings are a public service. This service consecrates singleness as a wedding consecrates marriage.
I close with a slightly adapted blessing for single people taken from this service:
May God the Lord who called Abraham and Sarah to set out not knowing where they were going shepherd you in your pilgrimage and lead you by safe pathways. May God the Son, who in his earthly life was celibate and single, be your constant companion. May God the Spirit who helps us in our weakness teach you to pray as you ought and strengthen you in holiness of life. Amen.
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Defending the Reputation of Yahweh August 18 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Defending the Reputation of Yahweh August 18 2002.rtf@CB5
Defending the Reputation of Yahweh
1 Samuel 17:41-47
Sermon by Dan Schrock
August 18, 2002

Among some African-American youth, there is a verbal game called ``playing the dozens.'' In a typical game of the dozens, two people face off against each other in the presence of a crowd. The game begins when one contestant insults the other contestant's intelligence, appearance, or family: ``Your mother is so old, she was a waitress at the Last Supper.'' The second contestant then hurls an insult back at the first contestant: ``You're so dumb, you think Taco Bell is a Mexican phone company.'' Back and forth the verbal sparring goes: ``Your family is so poor, your mother calls TV dinner trays her good china.'' ``You're so stupid, you asked for a price check at a 99¢ store.'' ``Your breath smells so bad, people on the phone hang up.'' ``Your grandmother is so old, she wrote the forward to the Bible.'' ``Your parents are so poor, they got married for the rice.'' ``Your mother is so old, her Social Security number is in Roman numerals.''

``The dozens'' can be played on street corners or subways, pizza parlors or playgrounds. It is a game of wits, requiring emotional strength and intellectual agility. The audience is crucial to any game of the dozens. The audience is first of all necessary to witness this face-off; indeed, if no audience is present, contestants have no reason to play the game. The audience, secondly, is responsible for recording the verbal history of the battle, and for spreading reports of the battle throughout the community. Third, the reaction of the audiencetheir guffaws and approbationdetermines who ultimately wins the game.

What is fundamentally at stake in the dozens is one's personal reputation in the eyes of the community. The winner leaves with enhanced respect and social standing, while the loser walks away disgraced. In one game of the dozens played in New York's Frederick Douglas Projects, one of the insults``You're so fat, your blood type is Ragu''was so inventive that it continued to haunt the victim for a long time afterward.
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The dozens is not unique to African-American culture. Variations of this game were also played in cultures of the ancient Near East. In the gospels, for instance, Jesus and the religious leaders frequently engage in verbal sparring contests over interpretations of the law. In the typical pattern of the game, which New Testament scholars sometimes call riposte and counter-riposte, the religious leaders come to Jesus and ask a question intended to trap him and make him look bad in the eyes of the crowd. As you know, Jesus always comes up with a creative answer that shuts up the religious leaders and delights the crowd. Jesus was so skilled at this game, and won so much honor and respect by playing it, that it's clearly one of the reasons why he was killed. Verbally and intellectually out-maneuvered in every contest with Jesus, the religious leaders finally eradicated him in order to restore their own reputation.

But Jesus and the religious leaders of his day were not the first Jews to face off with riposte and counter-riposte. Listen to our scripture passage from 1 Samuel 17:41-47, which tells about the contest between David and Goliath:

The Philistine came on and drew near to David, with his shield-bearer in front of him. When the Philistine looked and saw David, he disdained him, for he was only a youth, ruddy and handsome in appearance. The Philistine said to David, ``Am I a dog, that you come to me with sticks?'' And the Philistine cursed David by his gods. The Philistine said to David, ``Come to me, and I will give your flesh to the birds of the air and to the wild animals of the field.''
But David said to the Philistine, ``You come to me with sword and spear and javelin; but I come to you in the name of the LORD of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. This very day the LORD will deliver you into my hand, and I will strike you down and cut off your head; and I will give the dead bodies of the Philistine army this very day to the birds of the air and to the wild animals of the earth, so that all the earth may know that there is a God in Israel, and that all this assembly may know that the LORD does not save by sword and spear; for the battle is the LORD's and he will give you into our hand.''
(NRSV)

This contest began when the Philistine army and the Israelite army met in a valley between two mountains, with the Philistines setting up camp on one mountain and the Israelites setting up camp on a second mountain just across the valley. It appeared that there would be nothing new or different about this contestuntil the Philistines unveiled their secret weapona giant named Goliath. And oh, what a giant he was! Some manuscripts of 1 Samuel say Goliath was 4 cubits and a span tall, while other manuscripts say he was 6 cubits and a span tall. That translates to somewhere between 6'9'' and 9'9'' tall, in an era when most human beings measured less than 5'6'' tall. No matter which of the manuscripts is right, Goliath seemed truly giant.

Goliath was fearsome: a battle champion, a finely-honed killing machine with awesome defenses from head to foota bronze helmet, a bronze coat of mail, and bronze grieves. Offensively, he put fear into even the most hard-bitten Israelite warrior: his javelin was made of bronze and his spear had an iron head weighing 15 lbs. As he strode out in broad daylight, he defiantly challenged the army of Israel: ``Chose your best man and send him down here in the valley to fight me. If your man wins, we Philistines will serve you. But if I win, you will serve us.''

But the Israelite army had no warrior like Goliath. Every Israelite soldier knew it and King Saul knew it. When he was younger, King Saul might have taken on the Philistine champion in hand-to-hand combat, for it was said of Saul that he was a head taller than other men. But Saul was getting old, past the peak physical prowess for a warrior; so Saul did not volunteer himself. The more significant problem was that Saul was scared. He and God hadn't been getting along very well lately, which meant that Saul was no longer sure whether God was actually with him or not.

So Saul and his army brooded in their tents, caught between two unpalatable choices: either send out a warrior to fight Goliath, and face certain defeat; or pack up their tents and leave, without answering Goliath's challengea course of action that would have heaped ridicule on the heads of Israel.

So there the two armies sat for 6 weeks, stalemated. Each morning Goliath came out to re-issue his challenge; and each morning the scorn spread across his vast face. You can easily imagine the guffaws in the Philistine camp. Each morning the Israelites dreaded waking up, forced once more to face national humiliation.
But that was not the worst of it. The worst part was that Yahweh, the God of Israel, was also being humiliated. Oh yes, this was a deep humiliation for Yahweh, at least in the eyes of the watching world. For centuries, Yahweh had been trying to establish a reputation among the nations as a God of power and justice. Do you remember when the Hebrews were slaves in Egypt, how Yahweh and Pharaoh struggled against each other for superiority? How Pharaoh thought he was invincible, and how Yahweh sent plague after plague to humiliate Pharaoh? Well, you know how that story turned out: Pharaoh found out pretty quickly who this Yahweh was and what Yahweh could do.

That's how Yahweh built a reputation, first in Egypt, then in the wilderness, and finally among all the nations who lived in the region of Canaan. The nations round about caught on fast that Yahweh, this God of Israel, was not one to be trifled with. Israel's God was exceptionally powerful. Israel's God could do unusual things their gods couldn't do. So far no other god could thwart this Yahweh. Yahweh, it seemed, had a decisive edge in everything. The nations had learned to fear and respect Yahweh.

But now, in the name of the Philistine god, Dagon, Goliath was ripping Yahweh's reputation to shreds. It was the fundamental duty of each god, you see, to defend and preserve his or her nation, to fight for his or her nation on the battlefield. So if an army was losing on the battlefield, it had to mean that nation's god was inferior. Therefore since Israel could not answer Goliath's challenge, Israel's God, Yahweh, was getting a thorough dunking in the pool of international respect.

And then one day an unknown teenager walks into the camp of Israel, and hears Goliath's challenge. When this teenager sees that no one in the Israelite army answers the challenge, he is scandalized; and he begins to ask why a big bully like Goliath is so successful in humiliating Yahweh. Where did this teenager get such chutzpah? It certainly wasn't because he had any experience as a professional soldier! Maybe it came from the many bears and lions that he and God had killed together. More likely it came from the relationship of intimate trust between him and Yahweh. Whatever the reason, as soon as this confident teenager enters Saul's tent, even before the King had a chance to speak, he says: ``I am David, and I will fight this Philistine.''

King Saul tries to arm David in the conventional way, matching Goliath's bronze helmet and mail with a bronze helmet and mail for David. Saul assumes that this battle will be won by conventional military might. That is normally what kings and presidents dothey think you win a conflict with superior firepower. But David, fresh from the sheep fields, is free to think in new ways, to think of a third or fourth or fifth option for resolving the problem. So David refuses all the King's defensive and offensive military technology. David wants to enter this contest just as he is: vulnerable, weak, and apparently powerless.

This unorthodox strategy amuses Goliath. When he sees David, he laughs with scorn. Calling upon Dagon and other Philistine gods, Goliath insults David, swearing to feed him to carrion birds and scavengers.

David insults Goliath right back: ``You come to me with conventional military weapons, with javelin, spear, and sword. But I come to you in the name of Yahweh, the God whom you have been insulting for the last month and a half. Today Yahweh will be victorious, and I will feed you to the carrion birds and scavengers. Why? So that all the nations and their puny gods will know that Yahweh does not tolerate insults to the divine reputation.''

And in the twinkling of an eye, a small stone leaves David's sling, smacks Goliath on the forehead, and kills him.

And that's how Yahweh, your God and my God, restored the divine reputationwith a teenager who had the courage to resolve the problem in an unconventional, unorthodox way.

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1 ``Some History about Playing the Dozens,'' at http://www.online-magazine.com/snaps.htm. See also ``The Dozens,'' at http://www.africana.com/Articles/tt_019.htm.
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Desiring September 22 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Desiring September 22 2002.rtf@CB5
Desiring
Matthew 7:7-11
Sermon by Dan Schrock
September 22, 2002

``Ask, and it will be given you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives, and everyone who searches finds, and for everyone who knocks, the door will be opened. Is there anyone among you who, if your child asks for bread, will give a stone? Or if the child asks for a fish, will give a snake? If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good things to those who ask him!'' (NRSV)

What are you searching for? What door are you knocking on? Underneath the many layers of your life, what is your deepest desire? More than anything else, what do you want? What are you desperate for?

And is this thing that you want good or evil? Our hearts can be full of the wrong things, you know. So will this thing that you desire most deeply make you more like Jesus Christ? Will it turn you into a better wife or husband, a better daughter or son, a better friend, colleague, or church member?

In November 1971, my grandmother died in a tractor-car accident. In some future sermon I might tell you more about the details of how she died and how her death affected my spiritual development. This morning it's enough to say that she died instantly at the hands of a drunken driver, that my grandfather witnessed the accident, and that he heroically tried to save her, but could not.

In the first hours after the accident he sat in his favorite chair in the living room of his house, wailing, with her drying blood splattered across the front of his overalls. Over the next few days when he went to the funeral home, he would run across the viewing room and throw himself over the casket where her stiff body lay, sobbing without restraint.

If you had asked him that first winter after her death, Grandpa would have saidaccurately enoughthat his deepest desire was to have her back again, to return to that dreaded day and do things differently so that the accident would never have happened, in some way to undo her death. What he wanted above all was to experience intimacy and companionship with her once again. He wanted it so badly that without her, he thought life was not worth living.

The days came when he pulled knives out of the kitchen drawer and threatened to stab himself, when he took his 16 gauge pump action shotgun to Willis Hahn, his best friend across the fields, and said, ``Keep this for me, please Willis, because I might use it on myself. I can't trust myself to have this around anymore.''

In the spring following her death, his buying spree started. He went to Wolfburg's, the clothing store in downtown Wakarusa, and bought new work clothes, even though his current work clothes were still in excellent shape. He drove to his favorite men's store in South Bend, and came home with packages of new dress shirts, new ties, new dress slacks, new Sunday shoes, and a new two-piece suit. When these purchases did not sooth his loneliness, he went to Sorg Dodge and came home with a brand new 1972 Chrysler, painted metallic green, with aluminum mag wheels, air conditioning, FM stereo, and 400 cubic inch engine. That car became his surrogate lover. He allowed no one else to touch it. He bathed it every Saturday and lovingly waxed it every two months. He refused to drive it when there was salt on the roads; but at other times he took it for long, intimate, solitary drives. But we all knew that the Chrysler also failed to sooth his loneliness. We could tell by looking into his eyes.

What is your deepest desire? Underneath all the layers of your life, what do you want more than anything else? Sift through your layers of aspiration for fame, for money, for power, for success, for brilliance, and what do you discover underneath? A desire for love? Intimacy? Forgiveness? Hope?

Unearthing our deepest desire normally takes a long time. It usually can't be done in five minutes. It requires sifting through things, assessing and evaluating them, distinguishing the true from the false, the less important from the more important.

It also means sifting through what is less godly from what is more godly. We may very well dig through our inner layers of dirt and find treasure of deepest desire at the bottom, only to pursue that treasure in ungodly ways. My grandfather surely could have articulated that his deepest desire was for intimacy. Without question, intimacy is a holy desire which is the very character of our relationship with God. But suicide, new clothes, and a Chrysler with mag wheels will never take us to intimacy. We might know what our truest desire is but still pursue it in all the wrong ways.

If we pursue them with integrity, our deepest desire will eventually take us to God. When God created us in the divine image, God placed within each of us a desire for God. Our deepest desires for things like intimacy, hope, peace, or forgiveness, are therefore gifts of our creation. They lie at the center of our lives waiting to be discovered, like the pearl of great price buried in the field (Matthew 13:44). When we discover these desires, they have the capacity to take us to God because they themselves are of God. As a deer longs for flowing streams of water, so our souls long for God (Psalm 42:1). Our souls thirst for God, our flesh faints for God, as in a dry and weary land where there is no water (Psalm 63:1).

Fortunately, our desire for God is matched by God's desire for us. God's desire for you is at least as great, if not greater, than your desire for God! Have you ever read Isaiah 49:15-16? This is God talking to us: listen!

Can a woman forget her nursing child,
or show no compassion for the child of her womb?
Even [she] may forget, yet I will not forget you.
See, I have inscribed
you on the palms of my hands.
God yearns for us so much that we are now inscribed on the palms of God's hands, our names written on God's flesh, our identity held tenderly, close to the bone and sinew and muscle of God. So God desires us; and if we root around long enough at the heart of our lives, we discover that we also desire God. God's desire for us, and our desire for God, meet in a place called the kingdom of God. Discovering our deepest desire is therefore at the heart of Christian living.

This discovery does require some discernment, however. How can we distinguish between God-given desires and desires which do not come from God? I suggest that God-given desires have at least four characteristics.

First, authentic, God-given desires will lead us to a kind of conversion experience. This is true even after our primary conversion to Christian faith and our baptism into Christ. When we arrive at our deepest desire, it will begin to change us from the inside, without a lot of conscious, external effort from us. We will start to change, becoming a little more holy, a little more faithful.

Second, even though we find God-given desires at the center of our soul, these desire are themselves not self-centered. That is, a God-given desire pulls us out of ourselves toward others and toward God. It makes us less selfish. The search for our deepest desire is not a journey
into ourselves, but a journey through ourselves to the center of our lives where God is. 1 And when we meet God there, God then leads us back through ourselves toward others.

Third, a God-given desire helps to free us from our attachment to things: to our cars, clothes, houses, bank accounts. God-give desire orient us away from things toward God.
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Fourth, God-given desires increase in us the fruits of the Holy Spirit that Paul names in Galatians 5:22-23: love and joy; peace and patience; kindness, generosity and faithfulness; gentleness and self-control. If you're not sure whether the fruits of the Spirit are growing within you, then just ask someone who knows you well, like your best friend. If you're married, then ask your spouse. He or she usually knows!

In Matthew 7:7-11, Jesus assures us that if we search, then we will find; if we knock, then the door to our deepest desire will be opened to us. For many of us, this searching and knocking will sometimes have a desperate quality to it, like that of a deer desperately searching for water in a dry land. I leave you with a story about a man who searched desperately for his deepest desire, met God in that search, and was thereby changed.

In the 4
th century there was a Greek Christian named Maxim. While a young man he went to church one day and during the service heard Paul's encouragement in 1 Thessalonians 5:17-18 to ``pray without ceasing . . . for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.'' It struck him in such a way that he thought he could do nothing else than fulfill this commandment. So he walked out of the church and went into the neighboring mountains to pray unceasingly. He knew the Lord's Prayer by heart and some other prayers. So he began to recite these prayers over and over again. This made him feel elated, like he was being truly Christian. He was praying! He was with God! Everything seemed to be so perfect!

Except that the sun began to go down and it got darker and darker. When darkness had settled over the mountains, he heard all sorts of frightening soundscracking branches under the paws of wild beasts, death cries of smaller animals being eaten by larger animals. He saw animal eyes flashing at him through the darkness. Then he felt really alone, a small unprotected thing in a world of danger and death, and that he had no help unless God gave it. He no longer said the Lord's Prayer, but began to shout, ``Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me!'' And he shouted that all night because the wild animals and their flashing eyes didn't give him a chance to sleep.

Then morning came and he thought, ``Whew, all those animals are gone and now I can go back to praying.'' Except now he was hungry. So he started collecting some wild berries in the bushes, until he remembered that all those wild animals might still be lurking somewhere behind a bush. So crept very softly and with every step whispered, ``Lord Jesus Christ, save me, help me, help me, save me. O God, help me, protect me as I gather these berries!''

Time passed. After many yearsdecades, in facthe met an old man who asked Maxim how he had learned to pray unceasingly. Maxim replied, ``I think desperation taught me to pray unceasingly.'' The old man asked for more information. So Maxim explained how he had gradually become accustomed to all the noises and dangers of both day and night. But then temptations came upon him, temptations of flesh, of the mind, of his emotions. After that there was no moment day or night when he did not shout Godwards, saying ``Have mercy, have mercy, help, help, help!'' Then one day after 14 years of that, the Lord appeared to Maxim; and the moment the Lord appeared, stillness, peace, and serenity came upon him. There was no fear left, because the Lord had taken over. ``By then,'' Maxim said, ``I had learned that unless the Lord comes, I am hopelessly and completely helpless. So even after the Lord came and I was serene and peaceful and happy, I went on praying `Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me' because I knew that only in the divine mercy would I continue to find peace of heart, peace of mind, and rightness of will.''
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Notes
1 Anthony Bloom, Beginning to Pray (New York: Paulist, 1970), p. 46.

2 These three characteristics are adapted from Philip Sheldrake, Befriending Our Desires (Notre Dame: Ave Maria, 1994), pp. 103-104.

3 Bloom, pp. 73-74.
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Despair December 1 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Despair December 1 2002.rtf@CB5
Despair
Isaiah 64:1-9
Sermon by Dan Schrock
December 1, 2002
First Sunday of Advent

O that you would tear open the heavens and come down, so that the mountains would quake at your presenceas when fire kindles brushwood and the fire causes water to boilto make your name known to your adversaries, so that the nations might tremble at your presence! When you did awesome deeds that we did not expect, you came down, the mountains quaked at your presence. From ages past no one has heard, no ear has perceived no eye has seen any God besides you, who works for those who wait for him.

You meet those who gladly do right, those who remember you in your ways. But you were angry, and we sinned; because you hid yourself we transgressed. We have all become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous deeds are like a filthy cloth. We all fade like a leaf, and our iniquities, like the wind, take us away. There is no one who calls on your name, or attempts to take hold of you; for you have hidden your face from us, and have delivered us into the hand of our iniquity.

Yet, O LORD, you are our Father; we are the clay, and you are our potter; we are all the work of your hand. Do not be exceedingly angry, O LORD, and do not remember iniquity forever. Now consider, we are all your people.

For most of 1997 I lived in a state of despair.

The congregation we belonged to was beginning to realize that it could no longer stay in the grand and wonderful building it had occupied for 32 years. Originally built in 1893, our church building was designed to house a congregation of about 150 people. But we had grown to a congregation of nearly 180. On some Sunday mornings, latecomers scanned the benches in a futile effort to find a place to sit. In some classrooms, 10 or 12 children squeezed into rooms meant for 5 or 6. The building had enough space for precisely 3 adult classes, but not more than 3. Our parking lot had room for 3 cars.

Small spaces were not the only problem. Due to physical disabilities, several members could no longer walk down to the fellowship hall in the basement or up to 2
nd floor classrooms. We thought about installing an elevator, but balked at the price tag when the building had so many other drawbacks. Expanding to the west, north, or east was impossible since the building was bordered by a street and two alleys. We had already expanded to the south some years before by buying the neighboring house, a lovely Victorian dwelling into which we had invested $50,000 of renovations.

In a desperate search for resolution to our dilemma, we pursued all sorts of ideas. We discreetly contacted two nearby congregations with huge buildings and tiny memberships, pleading with them to swap or sell their building. Neither was interested. We opened formal negotiations with a Christian Reformed Church five miles away to form a legal partnership, build a new, much larger building on their property, and share pastors, worship services, Christian education, fellowship and mission, essentially becoming a merged Mennonite-Christian Reformed congregation. Even though their membership was very interested in this idea, it died when our membership voted it down.

The next thing we tried was to buy an empty Methodist building about 10 miles away. We toured it, examined it, even held a trial worship service in it. The vote to purchase it failed miserably and opened up a nasty rift in the congregation between the angry folks who voted yes and the gleefully victorious folks who voted no.

That's when despair enveloped me. For five long years, the best minds in the congregation had dreamed, imagined, strategized, investigated, polled, and planned. We filled out surveys, consulted realtors, and paid architects; had special congregational meetings, special Sunday school classes, and special worship services. We talked, listened, cried, grieved, lost patience, got angry, and once in a while laughed at ourselves. We put the best human effort into it that we knew how to do. But none of it seemed to work. None of it seemed to matter. None of it seemed to do any good.

So despair descended on me and refused to leave. I came to the end of myself. Every attempt at resolution that others and I tried had failed. My journal from that year is full of dark moods, troubled dreams, and hopeless yearnings. I had no idea what to do next.

Advent begins with despair, with the feeling that we have reached the end of our hope. We realize that all our plans for improving the world, for making our lives better, have failed. We've put our very best into itour best planning, our best experience, our best training, our best wisdomand we get nowhere. Things are just as bad as they were before, and maybe even a little worse. Things seem out of control, as if the inner momentum of events is now rolling over us and we have no power to stop it. We finally realize we cannot save ourselves, let alone save the world. We are irretrievably lost.
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Isaiah 64 was written in this kind of despair. After many long years of captivity in Babylon, Jews had finally been allowed to return to Jerusalem, which was nothing like the Jerusalem during the glory days of David and Solomon. This Jerusalem was barely more than a small village, with no king, no palace, no Temple and no city walls, only a motley collection of huts and hardscrabble farmland. The book of Haggai, written at about this time around 520 B.C., describes a fragile community of Jews under attack by drought, crop failure, hunger, and inflation (1:6). People had worked hard to plant grapes and olive trees, barley and wheat, leeks and lentils, pouring into the effort their best agricultural knowledge, their strongest muscles, their most fervent hopes. It didn't matter because sufficient rain never came. Plants withered in the hot soil. Breakfasts and suppers became smaller and smaller. Bellies distended. Muscles shrank. Eyes glazed over. Flies did as they pleased. And despair settled over the land.

Despair is a crucial part of Chrisitan faith because it makes us want God more than anything else. When we've tried the best we can and it doesn't do any good, when we've come to the outer limits of our ability, and when we don't know what to do next, then we are most desperate for God. We call out to God, admitting that we are hopelessly lost unless God intervenes. In depair we know we can't do it by ourselves because we tried and it didn't work. Despair pries us loose from the old delusions that we can do it by ourselves if we're just smart enough or strong enough or rich enough or powerful enough or technologically advanced enough. In this way despair pushes us closer to God. We see now that God is our only hope. God is our only comfort. God is absolutely the only possibility that remains.

Now we understand why Isaiah 64 starts off the way it does: ``O [God] that you would tear open the heavens and come down!'' We are lost without you! Our crops won't do a thing unless you send rain! We will die of starvation unless you do something! In all of heaven or earth we have none but you!

What happens, you see, is that despair gets us out of the way of ourselves and maybe for the first time opens us up to relinquishing all our projects to God. We thought we were in control; but now we realize we never were. We thought we could succeed; but now we realize we're failures. We hoped in ourselves; but now we hope only in God.

All it takes are 7 simple words: ``God, I can't do this by myself.'' ``God, we can't do this by ourselves.'' In the act of uttering those words, we relinquish our projects, our plans, our certainties. We admit God is bigger, better, and smarter. We yield to the One who imagines alternatives we never dreamed of and births possibilites we, in our puny vision, never saw. We depend on God to lead us to the next place in our journey. Despair, and the relinquishment that flows from it, finally bring us to what may be the most important lesson we will ever learn: that we are frail, fragile creatures who depend on God with every breath we take.

I have known people who tried their very best to free themselves of addiction to alcohol, cocaine, or tobacco, but who finally came to utter despair because all their efforts failed. I have known people who tried to eradicate some nagging sin all by themselves, but who were driven to despair because nothing helped. I have known people who worked as hard as they knew how for peace or justice or social order, who finally quit in despair because they saw no progress.
Turning to God is the only option left.

So in a fit of frustration, I finally turned to God in 1997. This is what I said:

``God, I give up. We have planned, strategized, surveyed, fussed, freted, negotiated, analyzed, and investigated to death our building and space problems. Where has it all gotten us? Essentially nowehere: we've arrived at a bunch of nos, but have not uncovered a single yes. We have worked very hard to come up with a solution, and have nothing to show for it except indecision, confusion, and frustration.

``I'm sick of the whole business. And I'm of a mind to say I'm not going to deal with it or worry about it any more. After all, we aren't the ones who caused all the space issues!
You did! You brought this growth about. You sent us all these people. True, some of us said we wanted to grow (some of us, sort of), but none of us planned or strategized or manipulate this growth into being. We only went about our business of worshiping, welcoming, teaching, serving, fellowshipingand you made the growth happen.

``So it seems to me it ought to be your problem to fix. Iwedidn't create this. You did. So you fix it! Amen.''

God did. God created a new possibilities no human had thought of. Thirteen months later, the congregation moved into a centrally-located building with ample space for every area of church life, at an affordable price.

Thanks be to God, and only to God.

Note

1 Walter Brueggemann, et al, Texts for Preaching: A Lectionary Commentary Based on the NRSVYear B (Louisville: Westminster/John Knox, 1993), p. 1.
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God s Hands August 11 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=God s Hands August 11 2002.rtf@CB5
God's Hands/Our Hands
Acts 4:13-20; 23-31
Sermon by Anita Kehr
August 11, 2002

There they were: a group of believers gathered together after a trauma. They came together after the release of Peter and John from the custody and interrogation of the rulers, elders, and scribes of the temple. Peter and John had gotten into trouble after they had healed a man who was lame from birth, and they healed that man in the name of Jesus. The healing, which amazed everyone who heard of it, gave Peter and John plenty of opportunity to testify to the reality of Jesus being the Messiah. The number of believers grew… and that annoyed the temple leaders for a whole bunch of reasons. So, they hauled in Peter and John for questioning.

It ended up that Peter and John turned their interrogation into an opportunity to teach the teachers. They explained how they had healed the manthat is, by taking the man by the hand and pulling him up to steady feet in the name of the one whom the leaders themselves had put to death. And they quoted Psalm 118:22, a passage familiar to everyone in the room, showing how it worked very well to describe the way that the temple leaders had rejected Jesus. Peter and John didn't back down at all, and that only frustrated the leaders even more.

And, they were stuck. They wanted to get rid of Peter and Johnat least they wanted to stop their message from spreadingand yet they had to admit that the healing had been noteworthy, perhaps even a sign from the hand of God. So they decided simply to warn Peter and John to shut up, to be quiet, to promise not to preach any more. Peter and John refused to agree to that order. They said, ``We can't keep from speaking about what we've seen and heard.'' The leaders tried threatening them again, but eventually they just sent the two disciples away in disgust.

So, there they were: Peter, John, and a group of other believers. And they prayed. They prayed with power! They prayed in the belief
that God's hand had been revealed in the life of the anointed one, Jesus Christ. And they prayed in the belief that God's hand would continue to be at work in their own time . They prayed less for protection than they did for boldness, and they asked to see God's hand outstretched for healing and to do signs and wonders in the name of Jesus . They asked for God's empowerment in order to live boldly in the vocation to which they had been called: to be disciples of Jesus. Their prayers were answered; the believers were shaken up, filled to bursting with the Holy Spirit, filled so full, in fact, that they couldn't help but speak the word of God with magnificent boldness and act under the miraculous direction of the sweeping hand of God.

The hand of God continues to stretch out over the earth, even today, even now in this moment. It is in the work of God's hands that we discover who God is. Hands, I thinkboth God's and oursare the first indicators of intent, moving and grasping and clasping and pulling and pushing quickly, without forethought, obedient to our deepest impulses.

The Bible depicts the hand of God working in many, many different ways. The hand of God moves over the faceless deep and forms the earth and all its creatures. And after that creation, God, with uplifted hand, makes a covenantswears an oathwith Abram, that Abram and Sarai would have many descendents and that God would be the God of their people. The hand of God holds the life of every living thing and the breath of every human being.
Job 12:10 The hand of God gives sustenance and renewal. The hand of God upholds and protects and saves. The hand of God takes the people Israel by the hand and delivers them out of Egypt. God's hand continues to deliver and redeem. God's hand is mighty and powerful and strong and irresistiblenothing can stand against it. God's hand lying heavy upon us can give visions or blessing, conviction or discipline. The work of God's hand brings wisdom and creativity, discernment and provision. God's hand is gracious, and it is righteous. God's hand helps, strengthens, gives joy and refuge. The hand of God reminds us of the divine presence with us, accompanying us in all things, fulfilling all promises, bringing unity in division. God's hand opens generously, and God's hand guides. Jabez prayed, now most famously, this way: ``Oh that you would bless me and enlarge my border, and that your hand might be with me , and that you would keep me from hurt and harm.''

When Bryan and I (and Hannah) were in our first year of Voluntary Service, I found myself struggling periodically. Living in a VS household holds great treasure, but it is also hard work. It's a little bit like getting married to someone you meet for the first time on your wedding day. You're supposed to live together and get along, but you don't really have any choice in the matter. Now, we had good people, wonderful people!, in our unit, but every so ofteneven in the very big house in which we livedeverybody would feel just a little too close. We'd get on each other's nerves, tempers would flare, and household life would just get kind of tough. And when life at home is tough, it's hard to find a place of respite and rest.

Now during one of those tough times of household life, God gave me a vision. Now, this is not a regularly occurring event, and so it remains very clear to me. I was sitting on the unit house's upstairs porch swing, waiting for supper to be served and rocking gently back and forth, feeling rather sorry for myself and trying to pray, when all at once I received this very clear image. The image was of me being held close and folded up in God's hands. All I saw were the cupped hands, and all I knew was that I was safe within them. I knew they were God's hands because I felt so protected, so sheltered, so soothed. I sensed their power and strength. Even now, almost 18 years later, when I am asked to describe my image of God, I say that I see God most clearly in handsBIG hands that enfold and protect and strengthen and soothe and bless.

However, God is neither merely meek nor mild-mannered. God is not tamable. God loves, and God becomes angry. When God's hand stretches out against a nation or a people or an individual, they should quake. The Bible describes these works of God's outstretched hand as graphically as it describes those other godly actions. To deliver the children of Israel, God's hand stretched out against Egypt, and plagues descended. God's hand shatters enemies. The hand of God was against the faithless generation of the children of Israel in the wilderness, who never saw the promised land because of their timidity. The hand of God holds up a plumb line against the covenant people to measure their faithfulness. The hand of God judges and punishes and destroys. God's hand brings devastation. God's hand lying heavy upon us convicts us of our sin and saps our strength. The hand of God first warns and then scatters a disobedient people. God's hand holds a cup of wrath.

I wonder about this. I wonder whether we can imagine that these terrifying works of God's hands emerge as much from love as those other, more comforting, activities of God's hands? Can we think that God's jealous loveGod's judgment and disciplinemove us to become a people formed for holiness, call us back to relationship? What a difficult question! What uncomfortable thoughts!

When I was searching the Scripture to locate the works of the hand of God, two impressions emerged with clarity. First, the breadth and the depth of God's involvement in our human existence awed me, and second, the way that God united judgment with mercyover and over and over again--humbled me. God calls the people, God calls us, to account but also offers ways of salvation, to return and be reconciled.

Jesus offers us yet another perspective from which to view the work of God's hands. We believe that Jesus
incarnates God; Jesus gives us a particularly truthful way of learning to know God. John the Baptist claims that the hand of Jesus would hold a winnowing fork, separating chaff from grain, bringing judgment. The hand of Jesus touches in healing many times. Jesus' hand of healing touches children and elders, women and men. The hand of Jesus rests gently upon the head of children, offering them blessing. The hand of Jesus holds a whip that drives out those who cheapen and misuse the place of God's worship. The hand of Jesus writes in the sand before he says, ``Let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.'' And the hands of Jesus are uplifted on the cross, pierced, creating a new covenant of reconciliation between God and humanity. Those pierced hands of Jesus shatter the power of the enemy, not through violence but through patient obedience all the way to death… and then all the way again to resurrected life. The nail marks on those hands of Jesus are lifted in blessing and commissioning the disciples, reminding them that they, now, are to become the witnesses to the gospel of repentance and forgiveness and reconciliation with God. Luke 24:44ff. The hand of Jesus holds his believers securely, as they are held securely in God's hand. John 10:28-30. The hand of Jesus has brought judgment and grace, challenge and comfort, disruption and peace. And we, as followers of Jesus Christ, are called to share in the work of the divine hands.

Throughout all of salvation history, God's hand has fallen upon human beings, calling them to act in faithfulness. Moses led the children of Israel by the strength of God's hand. The prophets received their visions under the weight of God's hand. Kings were upheldor brought downby God's hand as they held to or disregarded the covenant. Jesus sent the twelve out to proclaim and to heal by anointing. After Jesus ascended to heaven, to sit exalted at the right hand of God, and after the Holy Spirit poured down in all power, the hands of the disciples and new believers acted as witnesses to the reconciling salvation of God through Jesus Christ. The obedient touch and prayer of Ananias (do you remember this from Dan's sermon two weeks ago?) released Paul from his prison of physical and spiritual blindness. The laying on of hands among believers brought healing in the name of Jesus, and the laying on of hands set apart some for certain kinds of ministry and leadership. The holy hands of believers rise up in prayer and without anger or argument.
1 Timothy 2:8. The welcoming hands of believers offer lavish hospitality in response to the generosity of God. Our hands become the hands of God made visible in the world: we are the body of Christ.

So, look at your hands for a moment. Open them. Have you taken hold of God's outstretched and inviting hand, both terrible and comforting beyond measure? Can you rest in security, knowing that you are held in the palm of God's hand? How do your own hands work in partnership with the risen Christ?
(silence) Lift up your holy hands in prayer and offer them to God: (silence)

Our God, whose hand created heaven and earth and all that is within them, grant to us that we may speak your word with all boldness while you stretch out your hand to heal, and signs and wonders are performed through the name of your holy child Jesus. Shape us by your hand, as a potter shapes clay. Let your favor rest upon us and prosper the work of our hands, that by our work we may declare your glory and your salvation. We pray in the name of Jesus, by whose pierced hands we are reconciled to you. Amen
From Acts 4, Jeremiah 18, and Psalm 90.
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Have a Messy Christmas December 22 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Have a Messy Christmas December 22 2002.rtf@CB5
Have a Messy Christmas
Luke 1:26-38
Sermon by Dan Schrock
December 22, 2002
4
th Sunday of Advent

In the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent by God to a town in Galilee called Nazareth, to a virgin engaged to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David. The virgin's name was Mary. And he came to her and said, ``Greetings, favored one! The Lord is with you.'' But she was much perplexed by his words and pondered what sort of greeting this might be. The angel said to her, ``Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God. And now, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you will name him Jesus. He will be great, and will be called the Son of the Most High, and the Lord God will give to him the throne of his ancestor David. He will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.'' Mary said to the angel, ``How can this be, since I am a virgin?'' The angel said to her, ``The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you; therefore the child to be born will be holy; he will be called Son of God. And now, your relative Elizabeth in her old age has also conceived a son; and this is the sixth month for her who was said to be barren. For nothing will be impossible with God.'' Then Mary said, ``Here am I, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word.'' Then the angel departed from her. (NRSV)

Most of us have high expectations for Christmas. We think Christmas should be perfect.

One writer observes that in American culture much of the burden to have a perfect Christmas falls on women. Flogged by women's magazines to create the merriest Christmas ever, exhausted mothers shuttle frantically from baking cookies in the kitchen, to buying presents in the shopping mall, to mailing packages at the post office, to watching Johnny's play at school. By the time Christmas Day actually arrives, the house must be perfectly clean from basement to attic. The tree, the nativity scene, the lights, and the Christmas cards must all be neatly in place. Then there's Christmas dinner: not only should it taste fabulous, and not only should there be lots of variety, but it should also look every bit as beautiful as the pictures in the magazines. On top of all this, when the meal is finally ready and the guests are seated, the hostess is supposed to look rested and play the role of witty conversationalist.

As if it were not enough to have all these secular expectations for a perfect Christmas, Mom has an even heavier agenda if the family goes to church. There are pageant and choir rehearsals, extra worship services, and still more cookies to whip up and bake. Then comes perhaps the most difficult burden of all, created by generations of scandalized preachers: the admonition to reject the tinsel and bauble and to put Christ back into Christmas. Not only are we supposed to create the perfect family holiday, but the perfect spiritual experience as well.
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The first Christmas was not perfect. It was messy. It began when a stranger came to an unmarried teenager to tell her that God was giving her an unplanned, out-of-wedlock pregnancy. Some months later this teenager's belly began to get bigger, and you can just imagine how people in her village started to gossip.

``Who do you think is really the father of that girl's child? Anna told me, who heard it from Miriam, who got it from Mary, that she says the father is God! God! What a story! That girl has certainly gone around the bend altogether. Does Mary really think we are going to believe a story like that? So really, who was it? Was that young man Joseph doing things he shouldn't be doing just yet? Or was some other young buck fooling around with Mary? And if it wasn't Joseph, will he accept the baby and raise it anyway? Oh, what a scandal! What a mess!''

At the end of the pregnancy, things got messier. A government decree forced Mary and Joseph to leave their home town of Nazareth and travel 90 miles south to Bethlehem. None of the gospels tell us what mode of transportation they used to get there; but given the fact that Joseph and Mary did not have very much wealth, they might have walked most of those 90 miles, rather than riding on a donkey as Christmas art usually portrays them. Be that as it may, the timing of this government decree couldn't have been worse for Mary, because her contractions started by the time they got to Bethlehem. Since telephones, advance reservation systems, and credit cards hadn't been invented yet, they had no way of calling ahead and reserving a room at the Holiday Inn with their Visa card. So when they arrived in Bethlehem, they had to look around and see what was available. Not much was. All they could find was a smelly cave with farm animals, manure on the floor.

The contractions intensified. Mary would have preferred to have had this child in her own home with her own midwife from Nazareth to assist in the delivery; but that was not to be. Poor Joseph scurried around the village and did manage to find a midwife from Bethlehem; and while she proved to be competent during the delivery, neither Mary nor Joseph had ever laid eyes on her before.

They named him Jesus; and for lack of a decent crib, wrapped him tightly to keep his spine straight, putting him to sleep in the feed trough where the sheep and goats sniffed him to see whether he might be something to eat. As one day folded into the next, his diapers got messy and needed to be changed. He woke everybody up in the middle of the night because he needed to be fed. He had to have his nose wiped because he caught a cold. As if these inconveniences were not enough, Matthew writes that this small family soon fled for their lives to Egypt, and that soon after they were on the road, Herod's soldiers came to the village, killed, and vanished into the twilight with the blood of babies dripping off the ends of their swords.

Despite all the messiness caused by this infant son of theirs, Mary and Joseph certainly felt joy, because after all the birth of a baby usually does bring joy. So joy? Yes. But perfection? Absolutely not. There was not much about that first Christmas that we would call either a perfect family holiday or a perfect spiritual experience. Instead, the first Christmas included a dubious moral situation; several last minute changes of plan; giving birth in an unpleasant and unsanitary environment; and slogging through homelessness, terror, violence, and uncertainty about the future.

In other words, what went on that first Christmas was the messiness of ordinary human living. At bottom, that's what Christmas isa celebration of God in the middle of messy human living. When we say God came to earth in the form of Jesus, we are saying that God chooses to get involved in the messiness of human life. At Christmas let us face the truth: we are not perfect; our holiday parties are not perfect; our families relationships are not perfect; and our Christian discipleship is not perfect.

Consider family life. How many people truly look forward to spending Christmas with their extended families? Some do. Some of us look forward to a satisfying, rewarding Christmas holiday with our family. But others do not. For them, Christmas family gatherings will be less than perfect. Say, for example, that you are the youngest child in your family. You might genuinely like your older brothers and sisters; but even now as an adult you still carry around inside a painful residue from growing up, a residue that built up over the years for two reasons. First, you tried so hard to be like your older siblings but often failed. Consequently you still feel a little inferior, and it hurts. Second, because your siblings were older and more vocal, they usually set the pace for your family, running roughshod over your interests. And now when you get together with them at Christmas some of those old feelings return. For you, family life at Christmas is messy, complicated.

Or say that you are a parent and your children are all coming home for Christmas. Always, no matter what the circumstances, you have loved each of your children from the bottom of your heart. But some of them have not turned out like you expected. Maybe some of them have not yet accepted the faith that you hold so dear, and you grieve in silence. Maybe one of them has chosen a line of work that you feel is ethically questionable, even morally repugnant; but you bite your tongue. Maybe one of them married a person you thoroughly disapprove of; but they made their choice and now you and they have to live with the consequences. Life with your children is a little messy.

Or say you're relatively alone this Christmas, or at least you feel alone. Maybe you never married or you're single again. Maybe one of your parents or siblings or children died this year and this will be your first Christmas without that person. Maybe you never had children, either because of choice or inability. Regardless of the specific circumstance, there's a hole in your heart at Christmas, and you don't know what to do with that hole. Your life is messy too.

The joy of Christmasand there is joy!lies in the fact that God enters this messiness. God joins us, lives with us, and works through the grand messes of our lives. At Christmas maybe our model can be Mary. In none of the gospel accounts does God ever ask Mary to create the perfect environment for the Savior's birth. All God asks is for Mary to make some room, first in her womb, then in her family, and finally in her heart and mind. Mary gets ready for God's coming not by making frantic preparations but by sharing space. The joy of God then comes to her in messy, hidden ways; but from first to last God is there and God is directing the sequence of events. In the conversation with Gabriel at the beginning of the pregnancy, it's clear that the only thing God asks of Mary is her permission. ``Mary,'' asks Gabriel, ``will you put herself in God's care, give God room to act, make yourself available for whatever God is planning?'' At the end of that conversation, Mary simply says, ``Yes, I'll go along with it; I'll do it; may it be to me as you have said,'' even though she is far from certain how all this is going to turn out.

From Mary's point of view, nearly everything about this son of hers will get a little messy. Not only was his birth messy but also his growing up. Remember some of his strange behavior when he was 12 years old, and again when he got to be an adult. Remember the weird things he said in public. And remember his very public dying in Jerusalem's garbage dump, which surely brought Mary intense anguish. Only after his resurrection could any of these events possibly have made sense to her, which means that for 30 some years, Mary endured the messiness of her son Jesus, trusting that somehow God would turn the mess into salvation.

At Christmas, God is not asking us to be perfect, or to have the perfect family, or to create the perfect Christmas. Instead, God is merely asking us to say yes. ``Yes, God, you can come. I'll make space for you. I don't know what you have in mind. I don't know what you will do when you come. I don't know what the consequences will be. But I'll receive you, and make a home for you in the middle of all this messiness.''
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When God comes into our lives, the arrival is often like the arrival of a baby. It's never precisely what we expect. It will probably be complicated and troublesome and messy and full of hard workand maybe, someday, cause us terrible anguish. But the joy of Christmas is that God is here with us, molding our messiness into salvation.

So go ahead. Relax, and have a messy Christmas.

Notes

1.       Gretchen Wolff Pritchard, ``Expecting,'' Christian Century , December 8, 1993, 1235.

2.       Pritchard, 1235.
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Through the Storm May 12 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Through the Storm May 12 2002.rtf@CB5
Through the Storm
Matthew 14:23-33
Sermon by Dan Schrock
May 12, 2002

And after he had dismissed the crowds, he went up the mountain by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, but by this time the boat, battered by the waves, was far from the land, for the wind was against them. And early in the morning he came walking toward them on the sea. But when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified, saying, "It is a ghost!" And they cried out in fear. But immediately Jesus spoke to them and said, "Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid." Peter answered him, "Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water." He said, "Come." So Peter got out of the boat, started walking on the water, and came toward Jesus. But when he noticed the strong wind, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, "Lord, save me!" Jesus immediately reached out his hand and caught him, saying to him, "You of little faith, why did you doubt?" When they got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, "Truly you are the Son of God." (NRSV)

We are delighted to be here at last! For many months, Nicholas and Peter, Jenny and I have been preparing to move to Goshen. The process of saying goodbye to our dear friends in Columbus went well and helped to conclude that era of our lives in a meaningful way. While sweet memories of those people will continue to linger, we do feel ready to begin the process of starting anew in this place with you. Thanks to your help, the loading and unloading of our household goods went quickly. You have been kind and thoughtful in welcoming us, for which we grateful. A congregation would be hard put to welcome a new pastor more warmly than you have done. We are settled into a home, which we like very much, in a neighborhood congenial to our tastes.

I look forward to working with Anita, whom you obviously love and respect very much. Maybe she has already told you that she and I first became acquainted with each other 27 years ago at Bethany Christian High School, when she was a freshman and I was a sophomore. I don't recall that we had any classes together; but we did both play violas in the orchestra. In fact, we sat beside each other in orchestra for three years, if I recall correctly, and shared the same music stand. That doesn't mean we ever had a substantive conversation with each other! All we ever talked about were things like whether the stand was the right height and which one of us was going to turn the page of the music. I don't know about Anita, but if 27 years ago someone had told the two of us that we would one day become pastors, and especially that the two of us would one day become pastors in the same congregation, I, at least, would have laughed them off the face of the earth! Back in those days the thought of shy, introverted me ever becoming a pastor was more than I could possibly imagine. The far-fetched idea of Anita and me being pastors together would have been so outrageously funny I never would have believed it.

But here she and I are, 27 years later, your pastors. To you young people who are now in junior high or high school, or in college, Anita and I stand before you as examples of how God might have some surprise waiting for you in the future. Some of you young people, maybe all of you, are wondering what to become when you get older and enter the world of work. Maybe you're thinking now about becoming a doctor or lawyer or mechanic or businessperson. The notion of you someday becoming a pastor might now not reside anywhere on the hard disk of your mind. But at some point in the future, God may very well issue you a call to ministry which is so persistent and so profound that you will have little choice but to say yes. The Mennonite Church USA needs good leaders, and some of you probably have the God-given ability to become pastors. That goes for you young women as well as you young men, because in the future the MC USA is going to need many more female pastors than it has now. More congregations will want to do precisely what this congregation has done: have two pastors, one female and one male, of equal ranking and responsibility.

So I look forward to working with Anita. Based on what I have heard and seen so far, she is a very fine, competent pastor. We expect that most of the time she and I will get along fine. But I am not so idealistic to believe that she and I will never disagree, never be frustrated with each other, never become put out at each other. We will. When it happens, I ask for your patience with us until we get things resolved, and especially for your prayers. I am serious about your prayers. Your prayers may be the most important thing you can do for us. Being a pastor can be both difficult and rewarding; and sometimes the thing that gets us through the darkness is prayerour own prayers and that of others.

I also look forward to working with Eleanor, the elders, the Pastor-Congregation Relations Committee, and the other commissions and committees. For most of my first year, I expect to do a lot of listening. No doubt I will also offer ideas and suggestions, but I expect my primary pastoral mode will be to listen. There is a lot about you that I don't know yet! At the most elemental level, I don't even know all your names; and over the next few months as I try to learn them, I hope for your patience when I get the wrong name or just plain blank out. However, I want to know more than just your names. The PCRC and I have begun talking more about thoughtful, planned ways I can become better acquainted with you.

I do not know what all lies ahead for our congregation. Mostly good things, I expect, but maybe also some difficult, scary, chaotic moments. If Jesus and his followers experienced both good times and difficult timesand they didthen we probably will too. Immediately before the story we read for today, Matthew writes about a wonderful experience that Jesus and his followers had eating and fellowshipping and being the kingdom of God together. You know the story. The crowd comes out to hear Jesus. Apparently they thought they'd be home in time for supper, because hardly anyone brought anything to eat. But when it gets late in the day, people start getting hungry. One child happens to have brought along 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish, which Jesus blesses and hands around to everybody. The food keeps going and going and going, miraculously multiplying to feed 5,000 men plus women and children. If there are as many women as men, and if there are 1-2 children for each two adults, then those 5 loaves and 2 fish feed 15,000-20,000 people!

Oh yes, our God is capable of giving us great abundance, great blessing, great communion with him and with each other. I suspect that God has already been giving great communion here at Berkey Avenue; and I trust that God will continue giving it to us. As God is good, in our corporate future lie abundance, fellowship, satisfaction, and joyall miraculous wonders of God's rule among us, gifts of Jesus Christ.

Maybe a few storms lie ahead of us too. As dusk falls after this wondrous meal, the disciples get into a boat to return to the other side of the lake. In their dark journey across the lake, a storm blows in. The wind turns nasty. Waves crash and smash and roll. Then the disciples see a ghost hovering over the wavesand they are petrified.

To understand just how petrified folks in that boat were, you have to know something about the way Jewish people felt about storms. In a word, storms terrified them. Never in their history stretching back to Abraham and Sarah had Jews been a sea-faring people. Typically they lived in the central and eastern regions of Palestine, almost never in the western area where Palestine met the Mediterranean Sea. That was historically where the Philistines lived. If you never sail ships on the sea, then you tend to be more afraid of the sea than if sail it every month. This is partly the reason why the disciples are afraid. True, some of the disciples were fishermen; and true, this little lake was not nearly as large as the Mediterranean Sea.

But fear of the stormy, watery chaos is characteristic of Jewish thought. What made bodies of water so fearful for Jews was Leviathan. Leviathan was a mythical beast that Jews thought lived in the watera huge, nasty, mean-tempered creature that stirred up storms, upset boats, and swallowed sailors. Do you remember the story of Jonah? He was thrown overboard in a nasty storm, and was immediately eaten by a great fish. Well, that great fish is a kind of Leviathan. Other Old Testament texts that mention Leviathan include Psalm 104:25 and Job 41:5; but the main text is Psalm 74:13-14, where the psalmist describes how God tamed Leviathan:

``You [God] divided the sea by your might; you broke the heads of the dragons in the waters, you crushed the heads of Leviathan; you have him as food for the creatures of the wilderness'' (NRSV). So on the one hand, Jewish folks were terrified of Leviathan who lived in the stormy sea; but on the other hand, they firmly believed that God was bigger and more powerful than Leviathan, that God had tamed Leviathan, and that Leviathan could do nothing unless God permitted it. The story of Jonah is a perfect example. God commanded the fish to eat Jonah; and God commanded the fish to spit Jonah out again. From first to last, that Leviathan does only what God tells it to do.

In Matthew 14, Jesus demonstrates this same divine mastery over watery chaos. This storm on the Sea of Galilee has no power over Jesus. It can't sink him, swallow him, or kill him. Jesus rules those waves. Jesus rules that wind. Jesus strolls on top of that water just as easily as you or I would stroll on top of the bike path on a warm, sunny day. And as soon as Jesus strolls on into the boat, the storm peters out to nothing.

So we do not need to fear whatever chaotic storms may lie ahead for our congregation. We do not need to fear whatever disagreements or conflicts we may yet have. We do not need to fear the darkness of uncertainty or the vulnerability of being adrift at sea. Jesus is with us. He is ours and we are his. He comes to us across every storm, enters our boat, and commands the wind and waves to be still. Jesus Christ rules.
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To Host the Holy August 25 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=To Host the Holy August 25 2002.rtf@CB5
To Host the Holy
Exodus 36: 8-9 and 20-30; 40:34-38
Sermon by Dan Schrock
August 25, 2002

All those with skill among the workers made the tabernacle with ten curtains; they were made of fine twisted linen, and blue, purple, and crimson yarns, with cherubim skillfully worked into them. The length of each curtain was twenty-eight cubits, and the width of each curtain four cubits; all the curtains were of the same size. (36:8-9, NRSV)

Then he made the upright frames for the tabernacle of acacia wood. Ten cubits was the length of a frame, and a cubit and a half the width of each frame. Each frame had two pegs for fitting together; he did this for all the frames of the tabernacle. The frames for the tabernacle he made in this way: twenty frames for the south side; and he made forty bases of silver under the twenty frames, two bases under the first frame for its two pegs, and two bases under the next frame for its two pegs. For the second side of the tabernacle, on the north side, he made twenty frames and their forty bases of silver, two bases under the first frame and two bases under the next frame. For the rear of the tabernacle westward he made six frames. He made two frames for corners of the tabernacle in the rear. They were separate beneath, but joined at the top, at the first ring; he made two of them in this way, for the two corners. There were eight frames with their bases of silver: sixteen bases, under every frame two bases. (36:20-30, NRSV)

I know a man who took good quality pine boards, and with tape measure and saw, hammer and nails and glue, built himself a small table 2½ feet high and 1½ feet square. The table top was made of ½'' plywood, smoothed and sanded. Then he took a finely knit white cotton tablecloth and draped it over the table he had built. Next he took lengths of 1'' x 4'' red oak boards, and using the same tools built two candle holders designed to hang on the wall. Each holder measured 18'' high, with a 4'' horizontal board nailed into the vertical board, into which he then drilled a hole large enough to hold a candle. Finally the man stained and varnished what he had made.

When he had finished building, the man took the table draped with the cloth, and carefully carried it into a small closet next to his study. He hung the candle holders on the wall of the closet and affixed new candles into them. He carried a chair into one end of the closet, and placed it facing the table on the other end of the closet. Into the closet he also put matches for the candles, a hymnal, a recorder, a Bible, and a book of prayers.

A few days afterward, the man's pastors came to his house, walked with him into his study, and with prayers of blessing consecrated this prayer closet, this prayer chapel, which the man had built. Nearly every day thereafter, the man went into his chapel, lit his candles, played hymns, and prayed with scripture. In that place he hosted the presence of holy and mysterious God.

What have you done to host the Holy One? Where have you constructed a place for meditation, worship, and spiritual renewal? How did you consecrate it? And what has God done to you and in you in that place?

The latter part of the book of Exodus describes in fine detail how the Israelites built a tabernacle in the Sinai wilderness in order to host God who had liberated them from slavery in Egypt. For six chapters, from chapter 35 to chapter 40, Exodus records in detail after intricate detail how the construction foremen, Bezalel and Oholiab, built this tabernacle. There were 10 linen curtains, each 4 x 28 cubits, woven with cherubim designs, finished off with blue, purple, and crimson yarn. Then they built acacia wood frames measuring 1½ x 10 cubits, with two wooden pegs and two silver bases under each frame. But that's just the tabernacle itself. Bezalel and Oholiab also oversaw the building of the ark of the covenant, the table for the bread of the Presence, the altar of incense, the altar of burnt offering, the court of the tabernacle, and the vestments for the prieststhe construction of each one described in minute detail.

When you first read these chapters, you might ask why the author recorded all this excruciating detail. This is holy scripture, after all; so why use up all that ink and parchment on details that posterity may or may not be interested in? What's the spiritual meaning of all this? Why be so long-winded? Why not come right to the point and state the meaning succinctly in one paragraph?

And then you realize, maybe, that six chapters of details are there to point out that if we want to host the presence of Holy God, then careful preparations are in order. It takes a bit of work to prepare for God. It takes a bit of effort to host God. The details are important. That's the spiritual meaning of all this. Sustained spiritual growth comes with sustained spiritual habits. And forming sustained spiritual habits takes detailed preparation.

The place you construct for meditation, worship, and spiritual renewal may not be in the closet of your home. It could be in your basement, in your back yard, or a cabin in the woods. I once knew a science professor who for a long time felt distant from God, even though he had been baptized and went through all the motions of going to church, serving on commissions, singing and praying in worship. The longest distance he felt in his life was the distance between his faith and his work. What did God have to do with teaching? What did biology have to do with God? Finally he hit upon the idea of putting a simple wooden chair in the corner of his laboratory to represent the presence of Jesus Christ. Every morning when he got to school, he glanced in the direction of that chair in the corner, nodded toward it and briefly smiled, as if the risen Jesus himself were sitting on it. Occasionally as he lectured throughout the day, he'd glance at the chair to remind himself that Jesus was there, watching and listening. At the end of the day, just before flipping the lights off and locking the door, he'd glance at the chair in the corner and whisper ``thank you.''

The place where you host the holy might constructed of wood or fabric, but it doesn't have to be. I have known many people who constructed their place out of hymns. One of them was my mother. I did not often see her read the Bible, much less study it; and did not often hear her pray, at least not out loud. So her primary way of hosting the holy was neither reading the Bible nor speaking audible prayers. Yet she was clearly Christian. So how did she host the holy? Mainly through this. This is my mother's personal hymnal, which she used from the time it was first published in 1969 until the new blue hymnal was published in 1992. Perhaps you can see from where you sit that it's well used. In fact, it's falling apart. The corners are rounded from use; the fabric on the cover is frayed and separated from the cardboard underneath; and the spine is so deteriorated that she had tried to repair it with scotch tapea repair job which itself has since come apart. Inside is a system of personal notations. As she learned new hymns, she'd circle the hymn number at the top. If the same tune appeared elsewhere in the book, she wrote the number of that other hymn under the title of the first hymn. She also made a number of notations in the indices in the back. This functioned as my mother's prayer book. In hymns, she reached out to God and God graciously responded. In hymns, she and God danced.

And so it was for those Israelites in the wilderness. After they had lovingly constructed the tabernacle, after all designing and measuring and sawing and weaving and metal working, the presence of God came to take up residence in this tabernacle they had made. Listen to the closing words from the book of Exodus:

Then the cloud covered the tent of meeting, and the glory of the LORD filled the tabernacle. Moses was not able to enter the tent of meeting because the cloud settled upon it, and the glory of the LORD filled the tabernacle. Whenever the cloud was taken up from the tabernacle, the Israelites would set out on each stage of their journey; but if the cloud was not taken up, then they did not set out until the day that it was taken up. For the cloud of the LORD was on the tabernacle by day, and fire was in the cloud by night, before the eyes of all the house of Israel at each stage of their journey. (NRSV)

The cloud and fire and glory of God: strange and wonderful things happened to Israel after they built this tabernacle. Maybe that could happen to you, too. After you've hosted the Holy One long enough in your life, strange and wonderful things may start happening to you. One woman who intentionally started to host the presence of the living God in her life said this: ``I don't quite know what's happening. Utter strangers smile at me on the street and say `hello' as if they knew me.'' Well, even if this woman did not notice anything different about herself, others did. Her face often radiated a benign smile, not like the fixed smile of a person who's trying to be ruthlessly cheerful, but a soft, pliant, and unconscious smile. Her eyes sparkled with a contemplative, non-invasive interest. The effect? Other people were drawn into her physical-spiritual presence, which of course was the presence of none other than God.
1

In other words, hosting our holy God may affect the way we appear to other people. In the 13
th century, eyewitnesses saw a brilliant light surrounding Francis of Assisi when he preached or engaged in worship. In the 16 th century, eyewitnesses saw a similar light around Ignatius of Loyola when he preached and worshipped. The same was said of Francis de Sales in the 17 th century, Seraphim of Moscow, and Giles of Assisi. 2

Such stories come not only from Europe, or from the Middle Ages. In the early 1960s, the Anglican missionary William Austin took a spiritual retreat at a Trappist monastery here in the United States. During this retreat Austin and some friends took a walk and got lost on the vast monastery grounds. So they called out to a monk who was working in an adjoining field and asked him for directions. Here in Austin's own words is what happened next:

As the young man turned and began to walk toward us, we all fell silent, awestruck, because he was radiating a barely perceptible but very tangible Light. He gave directions like any ordinary person, then turned back to his task, still shining. When we came [back] to the motherhouse, we stammered out our astonishment to the guest master, who just laughed and said, ``Oh yes, that would be brother G.'' 3

The goal of the Christian life is not to achieve these kinds of dramatic physical manifestations. But when we host our holy God, who can predict what God may choose to do in us? Who knows what might happen?

Notes
1 Robert C. Morris, ``Holy and Glorious Flesh: The Transfiguration of Desire,'' Weavings , July/August 1999, p. 36.

2 Michael Murphy, The Future of the Body: Explorations into the Further Evolution of Human Nature (Los Angeles: J.P. Tarcher, 1993), pp. 505-507, quoted in Morris, p. 36.

3 Morris, p. 37.
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Voices on the Edge December 8 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Voices on the Edge December 8 2002.rtf@CB5
Voices on the Edge
Mark 1:1-8
Sermon by Dan Schrock
December 8, 2002
Second Sunday of Advent

The beginning of the good news of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. As it is written in the prophet Isaiah, ``See, I am sending my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your way; the voice of one crying out in the wilderness: `Prepare the way of the Lord, make his paths straight,''' John the baptizer appeared in the wilderness, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. And people from the whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem were going out to him, and were baptized by him in the river Jordan, confessing their sins. Now John was clothed with camel's hair, with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. He proclaimed, ``The one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to stoop down and untie the thong of his sandals. I have baptized you with water; but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.'' (NRSV)

If we had met John the Baptizer, we would not have liked to be around him.

In the first place, he stank. During his years in the wilderness he never did take a shower. True, he occasionally got himself wet in the Jordan River, but that wasn't the same as taking a bath. If you read the story in Mark carefully, you'll see for yourself that he never washed with Head and Shoulders
shampoo or Dial anti-bacterial soap. Think of all those months in the hot sun of the wilderness, sweating with abandon. Then think no bath, ever. The man smelled awful.

Second, he looked terrible. Put out of your mind those manicured men in the Kohls advertising flier that comes every Sunday morning in
The Goshen News . John didn't wear tailored wool and wrinkle-free cotton. He wore a chemise of camel hair, hung straight down from shoulders to knees, held tight against his waist with a leather belt. Since he never shaved, his beard was long, thick, and wiry. I have no idea how he trimmed his fingernails and toenails. Maybe he bit them off.

Third, we would have been grossed out at the food he ate. Eating honey was ok, but eating locusts were a different matter. It's true, they certainly were nutritious little bugs: 75% protein, 3.4% fat, and 7.5% carbohydrates, rich in riboflavin (1.75 milligrams) and niacin (7.5 milligrams), with a smattering of iron, calcium, and sulfur.
1 Imagine eating locusts all day, every day. Sometimes John ate them alive, still squirming in the mouth; sometimes he toasted them over a fire; sometimes he boiled them in a little Jordan River water and drank the broth; sometimes he ground them up between two stones and mixed them with honey, a sort of peanut butter made from ground locust.

And fourth, we would not at all have liked to listen to him, because he was blunt. He called the pastors, Bible professors, and denominational executives of his day ``a bunch of poisonous snakes'' (cf. Matthew 3:7). He wanted to cut down the trees of polite religion and burn them in a fire (Matthew 3:10). He said if you have more than one set of clothes, you have too many, so give the rest away (Luke 3:11). And he minced no words in calling divorce and remarriage just plain wrong (Matthew 14:1-4).

No, we would not have enjoyed being around John the Baptizer. His very life was an affront to our cherished conventions and shallow pieties. He offended, insulted, and shocked. He was uncouth, rude, and obnoxious.

And that's why he was such good news.

Yes, this barbarian was good news. Because he lived on the edge of society out in the Judean wilderness where no one else lived, in a land where life is so precarious that you are driven to the bosom of God, John saw things that no one else saw. He heard things no one else heard. Therefore he uttered things no one else said. He had unique insights into Judean culture precisely because he kept his distance from that culture and because he received his primary sustenance from God. His way of life and his way of speaking deconstructed a deeply troubled Judean society.

Modern authorities write ``the wilderness of Judea was a particularly forbidding place of barren chalk hills and impassable rocky defiles, of bitter cold winters and fiercely hot summers.''
2 In such a place, society could not lull John into conformity. He lived too far away to pull in the TV stations in Jerusalem; and besides, he had no TV. Newspaper boys for the Jerusalem Herald-Tribune refused to ride their bicycles that far out of the city; but John had no use for the paper anyway. The national telecommunications company, Judeatech, had never installed phone lines out to the wilderness; but that was fine with John since he didn't want a telephone or Internet service. He made no mortgage and utility payments, which was a good thing because he had no income. He saw no advertising, bought nothing in malls, watched no sports, listened to no music, read no books, drank no coffee, took no vacations, and attended no committee meetings. He had no health insurance and no retirement plan.

All of which is why he said: ``The rest of you have a problem. That problem is called sin. You are so preoccupied with maintaining your social and religious conventions that you can't even see it. I see it because I don't waste my time with all that stuff. Sin has permeated your lives. You send fearsome armies to kill rulers in the name of eradicating terrorism; but you refuse to admit that your very actions create enormous terror. You cheat on your tax forms and call it ``keeping what's mine.'' You pay a CEO 30 or 120 or 210 times more than you pay the janitor, and then call it ``just compensation.'' You fire a full-time worker one week and the following week hire two part-time workers so you don't have to pay health insurance. You carry around sordid behaviors and habits that you meticulously hide from everyone else.

``The solution is repentance, which is not just getting down on your knees, saying you're sorry, and begging for mercy. Repentance also means relinquishing your bad habits and building good habits. I myself cannot forgive you, because I only prepare the way. But I can offer you a baptism of repentance in anticipation of the real savior who is coming soon.''

Odd though he was, or more likely because he was so odd, people flocked to John. Call it the curiosity factor. Crowds of people traveled the 15 miles down from Jerusalem to the Jordan River, in part so they could brag to their friends back home that they had seen this phenomenal wild man in person. Some in the crowds turned around and fled back to Jerusalem, disgusted by the smell and the sight and the sound of his words, vexed for having wasted their time on a kook. Others dithered on the riverbank a little way off, not sure whether to go closer, not sure whether their lives were really as awful as John made them sound, not sure whether this baptism of his would do any good.

Still others waded into the water with him. They knew that God often comes to us from the edges. So they took a chance and splashed in, thousands upon thousands of them, letting the healing liquid of God's grace flow over their bodies and flush out their sin. Later on, when Jesus arrived, himself to be baptized by John in the Jordan, himself to be purified in the wilderness at the edge of society, himself shocking in speech if not also in appearance, full forgiveness and full salvation were finally available to everyone for the asking.

Salvation often comes to us in a similar way, from some shocking, unpleasant edge on the margins of polite society. For much of my life refugees have performed this role for me, for they are among the most marginal people in the world. Driven to flee by war or famine, economic hardship or religious persecution, refugees feel distant from their old homeland and strangers in their new homeland. Precisely because they live constantly on the edge of society, refugees have unique insights which if you listen to carefully, offer you a kind of salvation. The first refugee who did this for me was Ramzi, a refugee from Palestine. In 1967 during the 6-Day War which Israel waged against neighboring Arab countries, I remember watching news reports about the war which tended to favor the Israeli view. Then one night during the war Ramzi stopped by our house on 9
th Street to pick up some clothes that my mother had ironed for him. Dad asked him how he was doing, knowing full well that Ramzi's mother and sisters were still in Palestine. Ramzi stood in our living room and sobbed because of the terrible anguish of not knowing what the Israeli army might do to his family, and himself not able to do anything about it except pray like mad. That evening I received a new perspective on the interminable Israeli-Arab conflict which has saved me from assuming that anything and everything the Israeli government does is morally acceptable. I am grateful for the gift Ramzi and other Palestinians have given me.

Then there are Francois, Mondes, and Lourde, refugees from La Gon?ve, a small island off the west coast of Haiti. As you know, Haiti is the poorest country in the western hemisphere; but you may not know that among Haitians themselves, the island of La Gon?ve has a reputation for being the poorest area of the country. Haitians on the mainland actually look down their noses at people from La Gon?ve, which means that Francois, Mondes, and Lourde were among the most marginal people anywhere in the world. After worshipping with them in the same congregation for 3 years in Miami, Florida, I received the gift of two things from these brothers and sister in Christ: first, a small, vicarious sense of what it might be like to be abjectly poor; and two, a small sense of how it might be possible to praise God and trust in divine love even when you're poor. In other words, they saved me from a stony-hearted life of never feeling compassion for people who live in poverty.

Then there is Yassir, a refugee from Sudan, who grew up in a Moslem family in a Moslem town in a Moslem world, but who found Islam spiritually unsatisfying. Through a friendship with Ken Sensenig, a Mennonite Central Committee worker near his hometown, Yassir became a Christian. His baptism angered his family and many in his town, which meant that if Yassir wanted to live, he had to flee his homeland. Yassir's frequent presence in our home in Columbus reminded us that even in the modern world some people receive considerable persecution for their faith in Christ. Yassir saved me from the assumption, all to easy to make if you live here in North America, that being a Christian will always be as easy and painless as eating chocolate cake.

So what about you? This Advent, what voices on the edge of your life will you honor? What John the Baptizer will you go listen to in the wilderness? And how will you experience a measure of the salvation which always comes as a gift of Jesus Christ?

Notes
1 ``Locust,'' in The Interpreter's Dictionary of the Bible (Nashville: Abingdon, 1962), Volume 3, p. 146.

2 Bruce J. Malina and Richard L. Rohrbaugh, Social-Science Commentary on the Synoptic Gospels ( Minneapolis: Fortress, 1992), p. 176.
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Watching from the Boat
Mark 6:7-13; 30-34
Sermon by Dan Schrock
August 4, 2002

Jesus called the twelve and began to send them out two by two, and gave them authority over the unclean spirits. He ordered them to take nothing for their journey except a staff; no bread, no bag, no money in their belts; but to wear sandals and not to put on two tunics. He said to them, ``Wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave the place. If any place will not welcome you and they refuse to hear you, as you leave, shake off the dust that is on your feet as a testimony against them.'' So they went out and proclaimed that all should repent. They cast out many demons, and anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.

[Later] the apostles gathered around Jesus, and told him all that they had done and taught. He said to them, ``Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while.'' For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went away in the boat to a deserted place by themselves. Now many saw them going and recognized them, and they hurried there on foot from all the towns and arrived ahead of them. As Jesus went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach them many things.
(NRSV)

Some years ago, I had a friend named Mary who quit her job as a pastor. She was tired, incredibly tired, and quit her job in order to rest.

Mary is one of the most compassionate people I know. After graduating from college with a degree in nursing, she worked as a nurse in poor areas in the southern U.S. Later she went to Haiti as a mission worker where she lived among some of the poorest, most desperate people on the globe.

After completing several terms of service in Haiti, and after going to seminary, Mary become the pastor of a small church in Homestead, Florida. Soon after she began working at her new church, she faced a new and more terrible challenge then she had ever encountered before in her many years of helping people: Hurricane Andrew.

Ten years ago this month, Hurricane Andrew smashed into south Florida, leaving vast miles of flattened houses, upended trees, and severed utility lines. In many areas, fixing the wreckage meant hauling away everything in sight to the city dump, leveling the ground, and constructing new buildings from scratch. The hurricane hit Mary's church hard. The homes of 75% of the congregation were completely destroyed. Furthermore, the congregation's brand new church building was heavily damaged.

A few days after the hurricane ended, Mennonite Disaster Service arrived and used Mary's church building as their headquarters. While the MDS workers were wonderful at repairing and rebuilding homes, Mary admitted that they were also a bit burdensome. During the year those MDS workers lived in the church, they constantly tracked dirt and roofing tar on their boots into the building. After a while the red carpet in the sanctuary turned gummy and black.

But the sanctuary carpet was the smallest of Mary's problems. Every week for month after month, she visited members and others in the community, trying to find enough clean water for people to drink, enough decent food for people to eat, and some semblance of a roof to place over people's heads. As time wore on, Mary spent most of her time helping people deal with their depression and mental fatigue.

A year after the hurricane, I saw Mary at a meeting. She looked like a dishcloth that you squeeze out and carelessly leave on the kitchen counter, only to come back in several hours and find it's still there, now dried hard in the same twisted shape you left it in. I found out why she looked that way: she had been working 60-70 hour weeks for nearly a year. She was so exhausted that her congregation and her conference minister ordered her to get out of town and take a month-long sabbatical.

But apparently a month-long sabbatical was not quite enough, because a year after I saw her, Mary resigned from the church. The demands of serving others in desperate need every day of the week was more than she could bear. Call it compassion fatigue: Mary had been squeezed a little too hard.

Maybe you know a thing or two about fatigue. Maybe for you it's the ceaseless round of meeting after meeting, or the unending stream of clients who walk through your office door, or the continual procession of patients who appear on your floor of the hospital. Maybe it's too much bad news about some international situation that you care about deeply. Whatever the reason, maybe you are tired.

The disciples were tired too. Or at least Mark infers they were tired after their missionary journey. Jesus sent them out to visit the surrounding villages, anoint the sick with oil, and cast out evil. The disciples gladly accepted this mission, because they were compassionate people who grieved at all the suffering in the world. They wanted to fight evil and fix problems. So off they went, two by two, to make the world a better place.

And they did make the world a little better. When their mission is accomplished, they return to Jesus full of stories to share and victories to savor. One imagines their jubilation: ``We did it, Jesus! We did mission! We made sick people well; we freed possessed spirits; we quickened dull minds! We saved the world! We scared evil back into the dark holes it crawled out of! Ha!''

Now this jubilation is gooddisciples of Jesus do well to feel pleasure at the worthwhile things they've accomplished. Jesus smiles at their stories and gives them a warm hug of approval. But Jesus also notices that these disciples are profoundly exhausted, so exhausted and so frazzled that they haven't even had time to eat a proper meal. Compassion has taken its toll. So Jesus suggests that they all get into a boat, sail across the lake to a quiet place, retreat from the demands of ministry, eat a good meal, and rest, rest, rest.

As so often happens when you want to rest, the needs and problems of the world follow these disciples. The crowd is not willing to leave Jesus and the disciples alone. The crowd wants more healing, more freedom, more good news from God. So the crowd sees where the boat is headed, speculates where Jesus and the disciples are going to land, and runs around the edge of the lake to that spot and waits. So when Jesus and the disciples arrive in the boat, the shore is filled with people. The disciples probably groan. They were looking forward to quiet, peaceful rest, and these people show up again! They groan at the thought of dragging their weary bodies out of the boat, uncorking their flasks of oil, and listening to the problems of yet more people.

But Jesus is perceptive, and Jesus has an idea. He tells the disciples to stay in the boat: ``Stay in the boat, guys, and drop the anchor here in the water. You need to rest. You need a Sabbath. Sit back, relax, and watch me work for a while. Watch me care for these people. Watch me care for the needs of the world.'' And that's just what Jesus does. By himself, he gets out of the boat, wades ashore, and ministers to the crowd, while the disciples stay in the boat and watch.

I propose to you that fatigue often has a simple solution which is called ``Sabbath.'' Sabbath means quit. Stop your normal work. Do something radically different, or do nothing at all. Be nonproductive. Go to sleep.

God created the human body to need regular and ample sleep. In this way, God gives us a small Sabbath every 24 hours. In the evening we humans go to sleep, but God continues to work. While we sleep, God causes great and marvelous things to happen in the world, far beyond our capacities to engineer: the earth turns on its axis and revolves around the sun, earthworms aerate the soil, proteins repair our tired muscles, dreams appear in our brains and restore a little sanity beneath the madness of our waking hours. While we sleep, God moves mysteriously and quietly throughout the earth, but also moves surely and consistently. God renews, recreates, refurbishes, replaces, regenerates. All we have to do is lie in our beds.

In other words, God runs the world for a while without us. That is the central meaning of Sabbath: we rest, while God runs the world without us. Sabbath is God's way of liberating us from the tyranny of believing that if we don't do it, it won't get done. Sabbaths might last overnight, or a week, or a month, maybe even a year. However long it lasts, the principle is the same: we sit in the boat and watch what God accomplishes without us.

To be sure, every Sabbath eventually ends; they never last forever. When our Sabbath is over we leave the boat to meet a needy world and once again offer it the compassion of Christ. But by then Sabbath has done its work in us. After taking a Sabbath, we know we are not responsible to fix the world all by ourselves. We know, because we have seen it, that God has been working while we rested. God's Spirit has been quietly but profoundly at work in others, healing them, opening up new possibilities in them, giving them hope. Therefore when we leave Sabbath and re-engage the world, our task is not to start something new, but to join in on what God has already been doing while we were resting. After Sabbath, we know we don't have to do it all. We know that God merely wants us to supplement what God has been doing all along. While those disciples rest in the boat, they learn that sometimes the compassionate power of God works without them.

After my friend Mary resigned from the church in Florida, I lost track of her for a few years. I assumed that her pastoral work in Florida had done her in completely, that she had changed vocations and was doing something completely different. Then one day the telephone rang; on the other end was Mary. We chatted for quite a while. To my surprise, she was now working once again as a pastor in a large church in another state. She sounded happy and enthusiastic about her work. I asked her what happened after she quit the church in Florida, and why she was back in the pastorate. ``Well,'' she replied, ``I took a Sabbath, and during that Sabbath, God and I renewed our relationship. So I'm back.''

If your compassion is spent and your spirit is exhausted, perhaps you too would like to rest in the boat for a while. Rest, and attend to what the mighty Spirit of God is doing all around you. Glory in God's gift of Sabbath.
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What Might God Be Doing at BAMF September 1 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=What Might God Be Doing at BAMF September 1 2002.rtf@CB5
What Might God Be Doing at BAMF?
Acts 16:6-10
Sermon by Dan Schrock
September 1, 2002

They [Paul, Silas, and Timothy] went through the region of Phrygia and Galatia, having been forbidden by the Holy Spirit to speak the word in Asia. When they had come opposite Mysia, they attempted to go into Bithynia, but the Spirit of Jesus did not allow them; so, passing by Mysia, they went down to Troas. During the night Paul had a vision: there stood a man of Macedonia pleading with him and saying, ``Come over to Macedonia and help us.'' When he had seen the vision, we immediately tried to cross over to Macedonia, being convinced that God had called us to proclaim the good news to them. (NRSV)

A quarter of a century ago, the founders of this congregation had a splendid vision. Their vision was to found a Mennonite church on the growing west side of Goshen, a part of town which then had only one other Mennonite congregation. Their vision was for this church to meet non-Christian people in Goshen's western neighborhoods, preaching the good news of God's salvation and inviting them to faith in Jesus Christ. In the minds of the founders danced dreams that one day this congregation would consist of dozens, scores, even hundreds of members who lived on the west side and who joined because of our evangelistic efforts. It was a noble vision that expressed one of the fondest hopes of Christian faith: to witness to unbelievers and let the Spirit of God change them into believers. Truly a wonderful vision.

And part of the vision became reality. A church was in fact planted here on the west of Goshen. For a quarter of a century, the Berkey Avenue Mennonite Fellowship has to the best of its ability followed Jesus Christ, witnessed to the love of God, and lived in the power of the Holy Spirit.

But others who have been in this congregation longer than I admit that the rest of the vision never happened. During the nearly 25 years our congregation has existed, very few if any unchurched residents of the west side came to faith in Christ and joined our congregation. And not for lack of trying. We prayed that the vision might come to pass. We tried to be sensitive, caring neighbors. We tried to communicate to others that whatever good is in us comes from our relationship with Christ. We witnessed and served, yearned and hoped. But that part of the vision did not become reality.

Many years ago some other Christians named Paul, Silas, and Timothy also had a vision that did not become reality. It happened like this. Paul, Silas, and Timothy were then traveling through Asia Minor, visiting congregations of the faithful that Paul and others had helped to start some years earlier. They started in Lystra and Derbe, small towns in south central Asia Minor, and traveled north through the Roman provinces of Galatia and Phrygia. It was at that point in their journey that Paul, Silas, and Timothy hatched a vision to cross over into the province of Bithynia to preach the good news. The story implies that no Christians had yet gone into Bithynia and tried to form new congregations in the towns of Nicaea, Nicomedia, and Heraclea. It was a splendid vision. What could be more worthwhile than planting churches in an area that had no churches? And what better person to start those churches than Paul, who by almost any measurement was a wildly successful church planter?

But it did not happen. Verse 8 notes that ``the Spirit of Jesus did not allow them'' to go to Bithynia. We don't know how the Spirit of Jesus communicated this message to Paul, Silas, and Timothy. All we know is that somehow the three of them came to realize that the Holy Spirit was not in their vision. Although the text says nothing about their emotional reaction, perhaps they were deeply disappointed at the loss of this vision. So lacking any better idea of what to do next, they went the only direction they could, west down the mountain passes to the coastal city of Troas. During that part of the journey, they were probably confused and uncertain. If they couldn't go to Bithynia, what could they do? What did God want from them now? Fortunately during their first night in Troas, Paul had a vision, or as we might say today, a dream. In this dream Paul saw a Macedonian man pleading with him to travel across the Aegean Sea and help them in Macedonia.

As you may know, there is a long and honorable tradition in the Bible of people who believed that God speaks to humans through dreams. Jacob and his son Joseph both had significant dreams, as did Pharaoh and Nebuchadezzar. Daniel was a famed interpreter of dreams. In the gospel of Matthew, the Magi, Joseph, and the wife of Pilate all had important dreams. Acts is full of dreams, the most famous of which is Peter's twice-beheld dream of the sheet in chapter 10. Dreams were and are an important way for God to communicate with human beings.

The morning after, Paul shared his dream with Silas and Timothy. The three of them took it very seriously, and immediately agreed to sail across the Aegean Sea to Macedonia, convinced that God was in this change of plans.

That decision to leave Asia Minor and go to Macedonia proved to be a decisive event in the history of the early church. It was during that trip through Macedonia that Paul, Silas, and Timothy started congregations in three cities which eventually became prominent in our history. Do you remember the cities of Philippi, Thessalonica, and Corinth? Five letters in our New Testament were written to congregations in those cities!

This story from Acts suggests that God sometimes does wonderful and exciting things that were not in our original vision. We may very well be disappointed that our original vision did not happen; and for a while we may not have any clear idea of what to do next. But the story also suggests that with patience and perseverance, God will grant a new vision, a new sense of direction, that will turn out to be decisively important, resulting in something wondrous which we had not originally expected.

As I look around this congregation, I see four wonderful and exciting things which I wonder if God might be doing. I offer them to you for discernment.

1. This congregation has a profound sense of mission. I've belonged to nine different congregations in my lifetime, but none of those nine take mission more seriously than the people in this congregation do. Those of you in business treat employees and customers both fairly and justly, striving to provide an honest product at a good price, while also earning enough profit for decent salaries and future capital. You work hard to integrate your business and your faith.

Some of you work with our town's expanding Hispanic population, offering help with translation, housing, jobs, and health care.

Others of you take the ministry of prayer very seriously, saying I don't how many prayers in the course of a week for people inside and outside this congregation.

Many of you work in public and Mennonite educational institutions, putting in long hours to train coming generations of people who will one day become leaders in the church. I've heard say that our congregation may have a higher per capita number of people who work at Bethany than any other congregation in Goshen. Be that as it may, this congregation clearly has a strong commitment to the mission of education.

A large handful of you work in denominational or conference agencies. Your daily ministry has a wide-ranging effect on fellow Mennonites around the country, even fellow Mennonites around the world. Because so many of these agencies are located in Goshen and Elkhart, you who work in them have an opportunity to participate in the wider church's mission in ways that most Mennonites in Florida or Ohio or California simply do not have.

Then there are the mission programs we all support through our budget and volunteer work, such as LaCasa, Interfaith Hospitality Network, and many others. So many of you are generous with your time and resources. Oh yes, the sense of mission in this congregation is exceptional; and I'm sure there's more of this kind of thing going on that I have yet to discover. God is obviously doing wonderful things through ourthrough yourmission efforts.

2. In the past 25 years, a few hundred new people have joined our congregation. Some of them have since moved on to other congregations, as God has led them to do so. But many have stayed, which means that God has grown our congregation from small to medium-sized. It may even be that God has in mind something more than medium-sized. Anita believes that in the coming years our congregation will grow numerically. Since she's been around a lot longer than I, her opinion is more trustworthy than mine would be! However, so far I see no dynamic at work in the congregation that might prevent us from becoming larger. We are a strong, healthy congregation with talent and resources. It appears to me that so far we've managed to grow numerically without trying very hard. To be sure, we try to be friendly and welcoming and all that, but we certainly haven't developed some grand master plan for growth. Which means, I think, that God is giving this growth to us as a gift. The growth is God's doing. And the people God sends are the people of God's choosing.

3. This congregation is highly attentive to children. Most congregations try to attend to children, but few pull it off like this congregation does. Certainly we've been blessed with a large number of children! During my earliest conversations with the pastoral search committee, they noted that a huge bulge of the children presently in our congregation will graduate from high school in the near future and will presumably move on to other locations. Clearly that will happen. But it's also possible that our present group of children will be replaced with more children from families who will start attending Berkey in the next few years. Anita and I recently did a statistical analysis of our children and discovered that ¾ of our children from infant through high school belong to families who came to Berkey in the last 8-10 years, while only ¼ of our children are in families who've been here longer than 10 years. If in the last decade most of our children have come from newer families, then it's reasonable to expect that most of our children in the next decade will also come from new families who are not even here yet.

Some of you parents have told me that while you were church shopping it was your children who made the decisive decision that your family would attend this church. In some cases, children are the ones choosing this church, and the parents merely assent to it. Children like this place, which means that in the future more children whom we haven't met yet may make the same decision for their whole family. So in the future, we may very well continue to have lots of families, with lots of children.

4. God has made us into a town-wide, regional congregation. For centuries, including most of the 20
th century, most churches were neighborhood congregations that drew their members from the same neighborhood in which the church was located. That is no longer true. The vast majority of churches in the United States are now regional churches that draw members from the whole town, even the whole metropolitan area. Only a minority of churches are still neighborhood churches. The well-respected church consultant Herb Miller says that ``churches with a future maintain ministries that connect with people living within 15 minutes' driving distance of their building.'' 1 In our case, 15 minutes' driving distance includes the whole town of Goshen, plus some of the surrounding countryside. As I suggested a few minutes ago, I think we do have ministries that connect with people in Goshen. Therefore I believe God has a good future in store for us.

God is moving among us. God has a vision for us. Therefore let us celebrate what the Holy Spirit is already doing, and join God in making those things happen.

Note
1 Herb Miller, ``Are We Connecting with the Future?'' The Parish Paper , ed. Lyle E. Schaller (October 1997), p. 2.
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When We Don t Know How to Pray October 13 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=When We Don t Know How to Pray October 13 2002.rtf@CB5
When We Don't Know How to Pray
Romans 8:18-27
Sermon by Dan Schrock
October 13, 2002

I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory about to be revealed to us. For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the children of God; for the creation was subjected to futility, not of its own will but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to decay and will obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. We know that the whole creation has been groaning in labor pains until now; and not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the first fruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly while we wait for adoption, the redemption of our bodies. For in hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what is seen? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience. Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought, but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep for words. And God, who searches the heart, knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. (NRSV)

Among all the passages that Paul ever wrote, this is one of the most unusual. Everywhere else, Paul is sure of himself, some might even say cocky. In every instance, Paul knows what to say and how to say it.

When dealing with sin, Paul says, ``We know that wrongdoers will not inherit the kingdom of God'' (1 Corinthians 6:9). But we Christians ``know that our old self was crucified with Christ so that the body of sin might be destroyed, and that we might no longer be enslaved to sin'' (Romans 6:6).

When discussing the meaning of the resurrection, Paul declares, ``We know that Christ, being raised from the dead, will never die again; death no longer has power over him'' (Romans 6:9).

When people are struggling with personal crises, Paul assures them: ``We know that all things work together for good for those who love God'' (Romans 8:28).

Beside the hospital bed of a dying Christian brother, Paul calmly affirms, ``If the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we know that we have a building from God, eternal in the heavens'' (2 Corinthians 5:1).

At the burial service for a beloved sister of the church, Paul maintains: ``We know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus will raise us also with Jesus, and will bring us with you into God's presence'' (2 Corinthians 4:14).

In a Sunday school class on the future of the world, Paul says to his students: ``We know that the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night'' (1 Thessalonians 5:2) and that one day the saints will judge the world (1 Corinthians 6:2).

Again and again, Paul insists that we know. We know. We know.

Until we get to Romans 8:26. Paul suddenly lowers his voice and says with great humility: ``But we don't know how to pray as we ought.''

We don't know how to pray as we ought. An unexpected thing to hear from a person who is so confident about everything else. Paulwho may have more education than any other writer in the New Testament, who has the steel-trap mind of a lawyer and the polished tongue of an orator, who relies on words day in and day out in order to fulfill his vocationsuddenly cannot find the right words when it comes time to pray.

Yet if we think about it, you and I know precisely what Paul means. For in the face of our world's sufferings, we don't know how to pray. Some years ago Church World Service printed a brochure which said that 40,000 children die each day from diseases related to hunger. That figures out to roughly 1,120 children that died just since our worship service began. The same brochure says that each year 15 million acres of land turns into desert because people tried to raise too many sheep on it, or grow too many of the wrong kind of crops on it, or cut too many trees off the top of it, or irrigated it in the wrong way. Every year an area the size of West Virginia, lost to food production.

Paul writes that the whole creation groans as if in the pangs of childbirth. In the face of this, we don't know how to pray as we ought.

Back in the early 1990s Jenny and I were driving north on I-71. When we got off the exit ramp and waited for the light to change, we noticed a man standing beside the ramp with a piece of plywood hanging on the front of him and another piece on the back of him. He was white, appeared to be in his mid-40s, and dressed in new blue jeans and a clean windbreaker. The sign read: ``Will work for food. Have two children.''

And Paul says, the created universe is shackled in the chains of frustration, and we don't know how to pray as we ought.

Some years ago a wealthy Christian businessman decided to give $3.5 million to a small Christian college in the south. This businessman was concerned about the quality of preaching in the church, and wanted his gift to endow a professorship in preaching. Of course the college's president and Bible faculty were delighted to receive this gift. No one had ever given such a large chunk of money to the college at one time. So a date was scheduled for signing the papers and handing over the money.

When the day came, the president of the college and the chairperson of the Bible department got in a car and drove to the businessman's house. The businessman and his lawyer warmly received them in the drawing room. The final papers were lying on the table, ready to be signed. And there lying next to them was the check, already made out to the college for $3.5 million.

When they all were seated and served coffee, the businessman spoke: ``Now I have just a few things to go over with the two of you before we sign the papers. I do have a few restrictions.''

``Yes, we understand,'' replied the president and the Bible department chairperson.

``This money is to be used only by the Bible department.''

``Yes, of course.''

``It will go only for the endowed chair in preaching.''

``Yes, yes, we understand.''

``And I don't want this money to go to any women or niggers.''

With raised eyebrows and lowered jaws, the president and the Bible professor glanced at each other, put down their coffee cups, stood up, and said, ``We're sorry, sir, but we don't want your money after all.'' They strode out of the house, got in their car, and returned to the college, empty-handed.

And Paul declares, we all groan inwardly as we wait to be liberated from our mortality, for we don't know how to pray as we ought.

In this passage Paul probes the frustration every Christian feels in living with the tension between the already and the not yet. We have already begun to experience the salvation that God offers us through Jesus Christ. We have been baptized. We have joined the community of faith. We have grown spiritually through worship, Bible study, fellowship, service, and mission. It is as if God has reached backward in time, has reached out to us from the age to come, and allowed us to share partially in the resurrection life that Jesus Christ now experiences fully. We have received the Holy Spirit, that same Spirit that empowered Jesus during his earthly ministry. The Spirit is like God's fiber optic cable from the divine future into our human present, the conduit through which God communicates to us and changes us into what we are meant to be.

Yet we groan, and the world groans with us, because we are not yet fully changed. Our groans are like those of a woman in childbirth, waiting for God to fully birth what was begun in the resurrection of Jesus. All sorts of crap is still going on. Children and women are still abused by people they know and love. Soldiers still blow each other up. We yearn for the denouement of history. We yearn for the full birth of creation. We yearn for our final adoption as daughters and sons of God. And in the meantime we don't know how to pray as we ought.

How, then, should we live? How, then, should we understand our relationship to God? How, then, should we pray? The answer, says Paul, is not to pray more intricately, or to pray more verbosely, or even to pray more intensely. And the answer certainly does not lie in giving up on prayer altogether.

Instead, the answer lies in the Holy Spirit. Through our halting, uncertain, fragmentary prayers, the Holy Spirit intercedes to God on our behalf. The Spirit steps into our lives, adding its own prayers to our inarticulate groans. And God knows precisely what the Spirit means, because its prayers are according to the will of God. So the presence of the Holy Spirit in our lives and its prayers on our behalf are the foundation of our hope for the future.

Yes, our hope is sure because we have already tasted its fulfillment. Since we have experienced the Spirit, we know that the rule of God on earth will one day be complete. We know that. We've experienced partially that which one day will be complete. Just as a woman in childbirth knows that the baby will soon be in her arms, so too do we know that the kingdom will one day be ours in its entirety.

So when we come to the end of our lives, when we lie down for the last time with our feet wiggling over the edge of the bed and our toes curling in eager expectation of union with God, what will really matter is not how much money we made, not whether we were married or single, not what our children did or did not become, not how successful we were in our chosen vocation. What will really matter is our ability to say: ``God prayed for me.''

Note: This sermon is modeled after a sermon I heard Fred Craddock preach at the Methodist Theological School in Ohio, as part of their 1992 Scholer lecutureship series.
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The First Meaning of the Lord s Supper July 21 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=The First Meaning of the Lord s Supper July 21 2002.rtf@CB5
The First Meaning of the Lord's Supper
Matthew 26:14-16, 20-29
Sermon by Dan Schrock
July 14, 2002

Then one of the twelve, who was called Judas Iscariot, went to the chief priests and said, ``What will you give me if I betray him to you?'' They paid him thirty pieces of silver. And from that moment he began to look for an opportunity to betray him.

When it was evening, he took his place with the twelve; and while they were eating, he said, ``Truly I tell you, one of you will betray me.'' And they became greatly distressed and began to say to him one after another, ``Surely not I, Lord?'' He answered, ``The one who has dipped his hand into the bowl with me will betray me. The Son of Man goes as it is written of him, but woe to that one by whom the Son of Man is betrayed! It would have been better for that one not to have been born.'' Judas, who betrayed him, said, ``Surely not I, Rabbi?'' He replied, ``You have said so.''

While they were eating, Jesus took a loaf of bread, and after blessing it he broke it, gave it to the disciples, and said, ``Take, eat; this is my body.'' Then he took a cup, and after giving thanks he gave it to them, saying, ``Drink from it, all of you; for this is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. I tell you, I will never again drink of this fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom.''
(NRSV)

At various times during the last 2,000 years, Christians have spent a lot of time arguing about the meaning of the Lord's Supper. What do the bread and cup symbolize? What did Jesus really mean when he said ``this is my body'' and ``do this in remembrance of me''?

Over the centuries Christians have answered these questions in different ways. In the 13th century the Catholic Church decided that during communion the bread and wine transubstantiatedturned into the body and blood of Christ. During the 16th century Reformation a great argument developed over this theory of transubstantiation, with Catholics defending it and Protestants attacking it. Martin Luther proposed a theory called consubstantiation, that the bodily presence of Christ was with the bread and wine but that the bread and wine in no way changed. Ulrich Zwingli argued for a theory of remembrancethe Lord's Supper is a way for us to remember the Biblical drama of God's salvation that culminates in Christ. For Anabaptists, especially Balthasar Hubmaier, the Lord's Supper was a celebration of community where individual believers found unity by participating together in this memorial of Jesus' life.

Most of those debates about the meaning of the Lord's Supper miss the point. I would like to suggest that in its original context, the Lord's Supper meant something quite different than transubstantiation, consubstantiation, or even some general remembrance. If we notice the social aspects of the Biblical story, and attend to relational dynamics of what was going on in that upper room in Jerusalem, then we arrive at a new understanding of the Lord's Supper which is much closer to the way Jesus and the disciples actually experienced it that night. We discover that the first meaning of the Lord's Supper is about eating with your enemy, and forgiving your enemy.

Shortly before Jesus and the 12 disciples sit down to eat the Last Supper, Judas Iscariot slips away in secret and goes to visit the chief priests. By this time the chief priests and elders have resolved to arrest Jesus and then kill him. Perhaps word has gotten out on the Jerusalem streets that these religious leaders want help in doing away with Jesus. In any case, Judas makes them an offer: ``How much will you pay me if I betray Jesus of Nazareth to you?'' ``How about 30 silver coins?'' they reply, ``and we'll pay you right now, in advance.''

As Judas leaves the high priestly chambers, 30 coins jingling in his money purse, perhaps he reviews what the ideal opportunity for betrayal will look like. It should be at night, when most people are in bed. It should be in a somewhat secluded, even hidden spot away from houses, so those who are awake cannot see or hear or interfere with the arrest. It should be when Jesus and the other disciples are alone and are not numerous enough to put up a serious fight. And the arresting force should be overwhelmingly large.

So by the time Judas arrives in the upper room to eat the Passover meal, he has already betrayed Jesus in his heart. Judas has planned betrayal, committed himself to betrayal, received payment for betrayal. All that remains for him is to execute this betrayal, which is just what he does later that night.

Somehow Jesus knows all of this. He knows the intent of Judas' heart, knows the plans Judas has made. In other words, Jesus reclines at the Passover table already knowing that Judas has become his enemy.

Let us not underestimate how dastardly Judas is behaving according to the standards of 1
st century culture. In 1 st century Palestinian culture, one of the highest values was being loyal to your family and friends. You did your utmost to honor your father and mother, to be committed to your sisters and brothers, to remain faithful to your friends, and to support them no matter what happened. Disloyalty was therefore one of the worst sins anyone could commit. Betraying your family or friends was almost unthinkable.

Yet betrayal is exactly what Judas is doing. For the past few years, Judas had followed Jesus around the Palestinian countryside, walking in and out of small villages, listening to Jesus describe a new and better way to live called the kingdom of God. Judas watched Jesus perform this kingdom by healing the sick and casting out evil. Judas had been with Jesus on the day when a messenger arrived to tell Jesus that his mother and brothers wanted to talk with him. Judas heard Jesus' response: ``Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?'' and pointing to his disciples, answering his own question, ``Here are my mother and my brothers!'' (Matthew 12:46-50). Judas was counted a member of this new family, a member of God's new kingdom. He was special. He belonged. He was among Jesus' most intimate and trusted friendsno, brothers.

Now Judas turns against Jesus, committing one of the most offensive sins imaginable to that time and place. By almost any human standard, Jesus has ample reason to prevent Judas from entering that upper room or ejecting him from the room before the meal begins. But that's not what Jesus does. Instead Jesus welcomes Judas to this table. Instead Jesus uses this meal as an opportunity to show divine love for Judas. During the conversation it becomes patently obvious that Jesus knows Judas is in the process of betraying him. Yet he serves the bread and cup to Judas right along with the other disciples, making no distinction about who might be ``worthy'' or ``unworthy'' to eat this meal. This is the context in which Jesus utters those simple words that later centuries would overlay with complicated theories of interpretation: ``This is my body broken for your sake; this is my blood poured out for the forgiveness of your sins.''

In other words, at this meal Jesus forgives Judas, forgives everyone who has ever sinned against him. Even though Jesus acknowledges that woe will come to Judas for this act of betrayal, he nonetheless forgives Judas for doing it. ``This is my body, Judas, broken into pieces for you. This is my blood, Judas, poured out for the forgiveness of your sin.'' The very next day after this last supper, it would become clear what Jesus meant. His body busted up on the cross, his blood spurting to the ground, Jesus died. He died for Judas, who betrayed him. He died for the police, who arrested him. He died for Peter, who denied ever knowing him. He died for the other 10 disciples, who mostly ran away and hid. He died for the religious leaders who condemned him. He died for the Romans who crucified him. He died for you and me. He died for all those in every time and place who ignore him, reject him, despise him, refute him, abuse him, kill him. Oh brothers and sisters: Jesus died for enemies! His cross is an act of forgiveness so profound that it now makes peace between enemies!

In its original context, the Lord's Supper is not about transubstantiation, consubstantiation, or any other substantiation. It's about eating with your enemy; it's about offering forgiveness; it's about trying to make peace. The crucial questions do not focus on the bread and wine, or on what happens to the bread and wine, but on who are gathered around the table and how they relate to each other. The focus of the Lord's Supper is not on what you eat, but on whom you are eating it with. Instituted in the context of betrayal, mistrust, and violence, the Lord's Supper is fundamentally about refusing to get revenge on the people who've just shafted you. It's about refusing to take someone else's life even if it means losing yours. Every time we celebrate the Lord's Supper, we remember that at the first Lord's Supper, Jesus welcomed his enemies, ate with them, and forgave them.

So what might happen if we did the same? What might happen if other Christians did the same? What might have happened last fall if George Bush, a professed Christian, had invited Osama bin Laden to the White House for lunch, not to the public dining room where state dinners are held, but to the private dining room in the president's personal living quarters? What if George had personally served Osama roasted leg of lamb and rosemary infused potatoes, sat down across the table from him, looked him in the eye, and said, ``Osama, I forgive you for crashing those jets into the World Trade Center and the Pentagon. I don't want to retaliate. How can we resolve this?'' We don't know what might have happened next, but we do know that might have enacted the basic meaning of the Lord's Supper.

Let us not delude ourselves. The Lord's Supper is not a small, insignificant ceremony we do 4 times a year and then forget about. In the Lord's Supper we proclaim that we can be free from the grip of violence. We announce that the cycle of retaliation and revenge no longer boxes us in. We announce the possibility of forgiveness, of new and healed relationships. Eating this bread and drinking this cup commits us to a life of loving enemies. This meal signals that like Jesus, we would rather die than take the life of someone else.

That, I propose, is the first meaning of the Lord's Supper. And it is to that Supper that our Lord now invites you.
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The Importance of Households November 24 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=The Importance of Households November 24 2002.rtf@CB5
The Importance of Households
1 Peter 2:4-5
Sermon by Dan Schrock
November 24, 2002

Come to him [Christ] , a living stone, though rejected by mortals yet chosen and precious in God's sight, and like living stones, let yourselves be built into a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. (NRSV)

For many of us the word ``family'' evokes images of a happy mother and a father with their two perfectly behaved children, preferably one boy and one girl. You'll see this ideal family in advertising. There they sit in their living room, Mom and Sally reading a book on the sofa, Dad and Johnny playing with trains on the carpet, logs burning merrily in the fireplace, everyone toasty warm thanks to their new Pella windows even though a winter storm rages outside. Or there in the study they've gathered around their new Dell multimedia computer, Junior sitting at the keyboard while Dad and Mom and Sis stand around with huge smiles on their faces, as if this computerdesigned to be used by one person at a timehas somehow created family harmony. Or here they sit down for Thanksgiving dinner in their spotless middle-class dining room, this time with Grandma and Grandpa invited too, white linen and fine china on the table, Dad ready to carve up that mouth-watering Butterball turkey, family unity achieved at last.

This week we begin the cycle of Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year's holidays, when people from across the country travel home to be with family. So powerful is this urge to be with family during the holidays that many North Americans who live in other countries even fly back to the U.S. or Canada. Once reunited for the holidays, many families generally have a good time.

But for other people the holidays are deeply depressing. Some families really don't enjoy each other's company very much. They've learned through painful experience that the upper limit is three hours in the same room with each otherif they try anything longer than three hours Joe and Bob will start arguing vociferously about politics; Mary, a fervent evangelical Christian, will start trying to convert her daughter-in-law, Rachel, who is happily Jewish; and Steve and Amanda will start bragging about the kitchen in their new $500,000 house, making everyone else in the family with lower incomes seethe in jealous anger.

Then there are the family members who refuse to reunite, who are so deeply estranged from their brother or daughter or mother that they cannot tolerate being together for even five minutes. So on Thanksgiving Sam stays put in his Denver apartment, eating hot dogs and potato chips; while in Dunlap, Indiana, his sister Megan stays in bed all day watching TV, medicating herself with a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream. Most lonely of all are the people who have no familythe 98-year-old widow in the retirement center whose three children are all dead from cancer and heart attacks, or the only child who never married and who buried his last surviving parent just last month in the West Goshen Cemetery. Mental health professionals observe that depression spikes during the five weeks between Thanksgiving and New Year's, largely because so many people have no family or are vexed with the family they do have.

Given our efforts to create the perfect four-member nuclear family, it's a surprise to realize that such families are largely absent from the Bible. In the Old Testament, nuclear families have endless problems. The very first family, composed of dad, mom, and two sons, is ripped apart when oldest son Cain murders younger brother Abel in a fit of jealousy and then is banished as a result, making Adam and Eve grieving empty-nesters (Genesis 4). The daughters of Lot get their father drunk and then have sexual intercourse with him (Genesis 19). Abraham and Sarah struggle for years with the inability to get pregnant. Sarah devises a cockeyed scheme to get a child by having her husband sleep with her maid, Hagar. But after it produces a son, Sarah realizes Ishmael will never belong to her and will threaten the inheritance of her biological son. So she sends Hagar and Ishmael out to die in the desert (Genesis 16, 21). Jacob deceives his twin brother Esau, only to be deceived later by his own sons (Genesis 25, 37). David commits adultery and then murder in an attempt to hide the adultery (2 Samuel 11). Later David's son Amnon rapes David's daughter Tamar, whose brother Absalom then kills Amnon in revenge (2 Samuel 13). In a misguided quest for ethnic purity, Ezra orders hundreds, perhaps thousands, of happily married couples to divorce, leaving untold numbers of children in single parent families (Ezra 9-10).

In the New Testament nuclear families are rarely mentioned, and even then not always in a positive light. Marriage and children were apparently not common among the first followers of Jesus. So far as we know, only one of the twelve male disciples, Peter, was married (Mark 1:30). If the other male disciples were married or had children, the gospel writers did not think it important enough to mention. While some of the female disciples were married (Mary the mother of James, Mark 16:1), one imagines that women like Mary Magdalene, who had once been demon possessedor mentally ill, as we might say todayprobably were not married. Jesus spent surprisingly little time in what we today call a ministry to families. In fact, he spurned his own biological family, claiming that his true family consists of the people who follow him and do the will of God (Mark 3:31-35).

In the kingdom of God which Jesus inaugurates, the nuclear family is no longer the most important social unit. The most important social unit is Jesus and his motley collection of disciples, some married and some single, some with children and some without, some well and some sick or living with a disability. Led by a man who himself never married or had children, this motley group of people represents the new and wonderful kingdom that God is building in the world.

Nuclear families as we think of them todaya father, mother, and their biological childrenrarely existed in the first century. Whenever a nuclear family formed, it was quickly ripped apart by disease, death, and slavery. Historians estimate that half of all families in the first century were broken apart by the death of one or both parents.
1 Childbirth often killed either the mother or the child or both, which is one reason the average life expectancy was about 20 years at birth. If you survived the perilous years of infancy, then your life expectancy rose to about 40. 2

Disease was a constant problem for people of all ages. No one knew about bacteria and viruses, so people didn't understand how to prevent the spread of infectious diseases. Surgery was performed in crude and unsanitary conditions which themselves often led to death. Since you couldn't do much for an infected wound except pour a little wine on it and hope for the best, lacerations easily led to gangrene. Coupled with general malnutrition, disease usually led to early death.

Then there was slavery. Throughout the Roman Empire about 1 in 5 people were slaves; 3 but in Italy and Greece, about 1 in 3 people were slaves. 4 When the Roman legions won a battle they typically enslaved some of the defeated population. These slaves were ripped away from whatever families they had, marched to one of the main cities of the empire, and sold off to wealthy people. The lucky ones ended up as domestic slaves, while the unlucky ones were sold as slaves to work in the mines or to row the galleys in Rome's navy. If an enslaved woman had a child, that boy or girl belonged to the master who could sell the child to someone else.

Slavery, disease, and death decimated families so severely that most people did not live in nuclear families. Instead they lived in households. A household was a motley assortment of people who lived together but were not always biologically related to each other. The Greek word for these households is
oikos , a word which appears at least 216 times in the New Testament. To be sure, some people in the oikos , or household, were related to each other. For instance, a household might have a father, his second wife, a couple of children from either the first or second wife or maybe both, a first cousin, and a widowed sister-in-law. But households had vast holes left by people who had died: the first wife who died giving birth after her third pregnancy, all the children who never lived more than a year, the other children who died before becoming adults, the sister who died in a typhoid epidemic, the brother who was drowned when his grain ship sank in a storm on the Mediterranean Sea, and the grandfather who was bitten by a rat, became feverish, and died.

Households also had a lot of people who were not biologically related. Often the household had slaves who did most of the manual labor. Many households included clients and business associates as well. Clients might have been former slaves who had been freed and were now working for wages in the master's business. Others were lower class people socially obligated to the master through the system of patronage. All these people lived together in the same household.

As Christianity spread through the Roman empire, missionaries like Peter and Paul sometimes focused on converting whole households. For example when Peter converts Cornelius in Acts 10, he converts everyone in Cornelius' householdand a centurion such as Cornelius could have had a household of 10, 20, or 30 people. Some were his relatives and some weren't; some were free and others were slaves; some were Cornelius' clients and others were his army associates.

Most households were headed by men, but not all of them. In Romans 16:3-5, Paul asks the Romans to ``greet Prisca and Aquila . . . and the church in their house.'' The way Paul words this is very interesting. It suggests two things: first, that Paul is greeting the whole household, not just Prisca and Aquila; and second, that this particular household is headed by the wife, Prisca. Why? Because she is named first and her husband second. Good literary style in the first century usually listed the husband first, unless for some reason the wife was more important, in which case she was listed first.

Because households were so common, they became the social building blocks of the early church, not families. Yes, Christians continued to use family language as metaphors to talk about the church. For instance, they talked about having sisters and brothers in the faith; and they often used the metaphor of a father for God. But because nearly everyone was living in some kind of household, early Christians found it highly meaningful to imagine the church as God's new household of faith. 1 Peter therefore elevates households to a spiritual and theological concept: Christians belong to the
oikos of God, headed by Jesus Christ. Our spiritual ties to sisters and brothers in faith are more significant than our biological ties.

When we modern Christians speak only about the family, we miss this important theological concept of the household. I am intrigued with how many people in our world do not live in nuclear family units. In the Mennonite sub-culture of Goshen we are used to seeing a lot of intact nuclear families, and our own congregation has a high percentage of intact nuclear families. But not all of us live this way, and not everyone in the world lives this way. American cities have vast numbers of people who live alone, in single parent households, in group housing, or in some other kind of living arrangement which is not the nuclear family. This is particularly true for refugees who leave their families behind in order to seek a better life in the U.S. For them the language of household fits better than the language of family.

Over a lifetime many of us will live in households made up of motley people. We might grow up with one parent, two parents, a step-parent, or foster parents; with biological siblings, adopted siblings, foster siblings, step-siblings, cousins who function as siblings, or next-door neighbors who might as well be siblings. As young adults we may live with other young adults in college dorms, college houses, Voluntary Service units, or city apartments. Single adults and married adults sometimes live together. In middle age, we may invite a foreign exchange student or a refugee to live with us. In our advanced years our spouse may die, leaving us in a household of one; or maybe we move in with our children and grandchildren, joining their household.

Given the great variety of households in modern life, it's wonderful that the New Testament elevates households as a metaphor for the church. May Jesus Christ be the head of all our households, both in our households at home and in our household of faith.

Notes
1. Bruce J. Malina and Richard L. Rohrbaugh, Social-Science Commentary on the Synoptic Gospels (Minneapolis: Fortress, 1992), p. 8.

2. Malina and Rohrbaugh, p. 7.

3. Everett Ferguson,
Backgrounds of Early Christianity (Grand Rapids: Eerdmans, 1987), p. 46.

4. Andrew T. Lincoln, The Letter to the Colossians: Introduction, Commentary, and Reflections , in The New Interpreter's Bible , Volume XI (Nashville: Abingdon, 2000), p. 656.
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The Mission of Loving Enemies July 28 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=The Mission of Loving Enemies July 28 2002.rtf@CB5
The Mission of Loving Enemies
2 Corinthians 5:14-21
Sermon by Dan Schrock
July 21, 2002

Last summer, delegates of the General Conference Mennonite Church and the Mennonite Church made the last in a series of decisions to form the Mennonite Church USA. The central purpose and organizing principle of our denomination is to become more missional.

Most Christian groups claim to be missional in some sense. The patterns of Christian mission that I see here in the United States look mostly identical to me, no matter whether they come from mainline groups or evangelical groups. For instance, consider the rapidly growing mega-churches around the country which are so often talked about in excited and reverent tones. The formula for many of these churches, whether Methodist or Baptist or something else, often goes something like this: find yourself an exciting preacher who knows how to draw crowds, locate in a new, rapidly growing suburb, get a praise band, start an effective small group ministry, create lots of programs, hire an advertising firm, and watch your church grow like wildfire. Thanks to vacations and occasional sabbaticals, I've been able to spend a little time in some of these churches. Without question, they tend to be exciting places. But I've noticed that these churches sound and feel much the same, no matter whether they are mainline or evangelical, white or African-American. A sermon from one could just as easily be preached in another. The brochure that lists small groups looks amazingly like the brochure from the mega-church across town. The outreach programs in one look like the daughter of outreach programs in another church.

Surely there is no great harm when Christians borrow and copy from each otherwe do claim to worship the same God, after all. I admit that my evidence is merely anecdotal; but in all the visits I've made to these rapidly growing churches, I've never seen or heard any evidence that anyone was paying attention to the following passage of scripture from the apostle Paul. Listen to it now.

For the love of Christ urges us on, because we are convinced that one has died for all; therefore all have died. And he died for all, so that those who live might live no longer for themselves, but for him who died and was raised for them.

From now on, therefore, we regard no one from a human point of view; even though we once knew Christ from a human point of view, we know him no longer in that way. So if anyone is in Christ, there is a new creation: everything old has passed away; see, everything has become new! All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ, and has given us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting the message of reconciliation to us. So we are ambassadors for Christ, since God is making his appeal through us; we entreat you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God. For our sake God made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.
(NRSV)

Paul's theological reasoning in this passage has five simple steps. First, Paul implies that we were once enemies of God, badly in need of reconciliation with God (see also Romans 5:10-11). Second, God in Christ loved us enemies enough to die on the cross. Third, Christ's death has now made peace between us and God. Fourth, this love and peace from God change things so completely that we can only call it a new creation . And fifth, we, the newly reconciled ones, are now Christ's ambassadors , offering God's love and peace to our fellow human beings.

This is radical theology. Maybe that's why I've never heard it in rapidly growing mega-churches. For some reason, most Christian groups in North America miss the significance of this passage, whether Catholic, Orthodox, or Protestant, whether conservative or progressive. In case you didn't catch it, let me summarize it this way: Paul proposes that Christianity is about loving enemies. Period. Most Christians say that Christianity is about salvation from sin. Well, yes, that is true; but in this passage Paul defines the
nature of sin and salvation. Our ``sin'' is being enemies of God, nothing more, nothing less. And God's ``salvation'' is loving us enemies and creating peace between enemies, nothing more, nothing less. Loving the enemy is not an optional ingredient of the Christian gospel. Loving the enemy is the gospel of Jesus Christ. Loving the enemy is the flour God uses to make the bread of the gospel. If you leave the flour out, then you can't bake bread. Loving the enemy is the ball you use to play the game. If you leave the ball out, the game can't even begin.

Someone once said that all theology is biography, meaning that what we believe about God comes from how we have experienced God in our own life. If this is trueif Paul's theology comes from his biographythen what personal experience led him to write this passage in 2 Corinthians? What story lies behind this theology?

Fortunately, we know enough about Paul's life to guess which of his personal experiences made him say that the good news of Jesus Christ is about loving the enemy. Plainly put, Paul himself was once an enemy of God, and through the extraordinary power of love, experienced a new creation.

You surely remember the story from Acts 7, 8, and 9. Paul was then a young man named Saul. Saul was a good man, a righteous and holy man, who believed with all his might that he was obeying God to the letter. By every measurement Saul was religiously perfect. He had received the best religious training available. He knew his ``Bible'' so well that he could quote long passages from memory. He went to church faithfully. He followed all religious requirements to the last detail. This story of Saul reminds us that people who seem to be holy, who believe themselves to be very close to God, who are convinced they know what God wants, may actually be very far from God.

Saul was so holy that he started excommunicating heretics, going from house to house arresting these heretics and locking them up in prison. One day on his way to a new round of excommunications, Saul was overwhelmed by heavenly light, knocked off his high horse, and temporarily blinded. It was then that Saul found out he was actually an enemy of God and needed to change his ways. To use the language he later used in 2 Corinthians, Paul became a new creation through the love of Christ, changing from Saul the enemy into Paul, loyal friend and fervent disciple of Jesus Christ.

We know this first part of the Damascus Road story quite well, but we sometimes forget the second part of the story. It was not enough for the love of Christ to overwhelm Saul out on the road. Saul also needed to meet an ambassador of Christ's love, a flesh and blood human being who could demonstrate Christ's love for Saul. If Saul, the enemy of Christ, was going to experience the full love and forgiveness of Christ, he had to experience it through another human being. And so Jesus Christ enlisted the ambassadorial services of Ananias. So far as we know Ananias was not a greater preacher or teacher, not a leader in the church, not well-educated, not anything great or special. The book of Acts portrays him as an ordinary, run-of-the-mill disciple of Christ.

Immediately after Christ knocked Saul off his righteous horse, Christ paid a visit to Ananias. ``Ananias,'' he said, ``I want you to leave your house and walk over to your friend Judas' house on Straight Street. A young man named Saul is there. Go lay your hands on him and pray for him.''

``What!?'' replied Ananias. ``Saul? I've heard about him. He's an evil man! He's our enemy! He's been throwing us Christians into prison!''

``Yes,'' said Christ, ``that's the man I mean. I have chosen Saul, your enemy and my enemy, to become a leader in the church. Go and demonstrate my love to him!''

So Ananias went. When he arrived, he laid his hands on this most violent and nasty of enemies, and said, ``Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus has sent me so you may see and be filled with the Holy Spirit.''

Listen to that greeting! ``Brother Saul.'' Notice that personal touch! ``Laid his hands on Saul.'' Can you imagine what courage, what grace, what inner change it took for Ananias to greet Saul as a ``brother,'' and to lay his hands on muscles that had thrown other Christians in jail? Saul was a murderer! From the viewpoint of every Christian then alive in the world, Saul was an evil man. And now he was a ``brother''?

What happens to Ananias is nothing less than a conversion experience. If you want, you could call it a second conversion. Ananias was already a follower of Jesus who accepted the gospel as he understood it. But that was not enough. Now Jesus Christ asks Ananias to love his arch-enemy, an act so odd, so counter-intuitive, so radical, that we need to call it a second conversion experience. The story implies that when Ananias first became a Christian, he did not yet perceive that the gospel was about loving enemies. Only now does Ananias come to understand that God also wants him to love his enemies.

In the middle of last month I began a motley collection of sermons on peace and loving our enemies. In this collection I have tried to trace a prominent Biblical theme which most Christians would rather not notice, or if they do notice, would rather not take seriously. But now, in the last sermon in this collection, let me sum up what I have been trying to trace. Forgive me, but I am going to word this provocatively. The best summary of the good news of Jesus Christ is not that we get saved and go to heaven, even though in fact we do get saved and we will go to heaven. A much more accurate summary of the good news of Jesus Christ is that God loves us, a bunch of enemies, and makes peace here and now. That means that the mission of the churchour missionis also to love our enemies. The vision statement of the Mennonite Church USA says that ``God calls us to be followers of Jesus Christ, and by the power of the Holy Spirit, to grow as a community of grace, joy, and peace, so that God's healing and hope flow through us to the world.'' I propose that the good news of Jesus Christ, the mission of the church, and this vision statement, boil down to two pithy words: loving enemies.

In our pursuit of becoming a more missional church, what if we focussed on loving enemies? What if we joined the apostle Paul in understanding that to be the sum and substance of Christian faith? What if we, the Berkey Avenue Mennonite Fellowship, decided that our mission is to love enemies?

Ananias, an average, ordinary Christian, left his house not to kill the enemy, but to aid and comfort the enemy. As it did for Ananias, living the gospel of Jesus Christ may pull us out of our comfortable homes to go visit enemies, to name them brother and sister, to touch them with our hands, and to pray for them. But it is with such actions that the old passes away, and a new creation is born.
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The Prayer of the Righteous October 20 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=The Prayer of the Righteous October 20 2002.rtf@CB5
The Prayer of the Righteous
Luke 18:9-14
Sermon by Dan Schrock
October 20, 2002

He also told this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous and regarded others with contempt:

``Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The Pharisee, standing by himself, was praying thus, `God, I thank you that I am not like other people: thieves, rogues, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week; I give a tenth of all my income.'

``But the tax collector, standing far off, would not even look up to heaven, but was beating his breast and saying, `God, be merciful to me, a sinner!' I tell you, this man went down to his home justified rather than the other; for all who exalt themselves will be humbled, but all who humble themselves will be exalted.''
(NRSV)

Jesus has a knack for making people feel uncomfortable. When Jesus told this parable in the 1 st century, a lot of people standing around must have shifted nervously from one foot to the other. To get a flavor of how this parable probably affected those who originally heard it, I would like to paraphrase it into a modern idiom:

Two men walked into the local church to pray. The first man was Billy Graham, who strolled to the front of the sanctuary and prayed like this: ``O God, I thank you that I am not like other people. I do not abort babies. I do not have sex outside of marriage. I do not divert donations to my ministry into my personal bank account. And I am definitely not like that scoundrel in the back of the sanctuary. I have traveled around the world for decades to preach the gospel faithfully; and I have persuaded millions of people to turn their hearts to Christ.''

The second man to enter the sanctuary was Osama bin Laden. He did not even approach the worship table at the front, did not even sit down in the last row of benches, but remained standing by the rear wall, just inside the entrance. With his face bowed and tears rolling down his cheeks, he prayed, ``God, be merciful to me, for I have sinned!''

And Jesus said, ``I tell you, Osama bin Laden went home justified, and not Billy Graham. For all who elevate themselves will be humbled, but all who humble themselves will be elevated.''

A scandalous parable: why would Jesus put the seal of approval on a rascal, but withhold approval for a good, dedicated, and upright person like the Pharisee? The Pharisee is a good man. He's done nothing evil: he's not stolen anything; he's not slept with someone else's wife; he's never committed acts of terror. Pharisees actually exceeded the expectations of goodness. Jewish law at the time only required that a person fast once a year, on the day of Atonement. But Pharisees fasted 102 times a year, twice every week. The law only required that a person give God a tenth of all he or she earned. But Pharisees also gave to God a tenth of everything they bought. Yet the Pharisee has a problem, a problem that prevents God from granting him righteousness.

The Pharisee's problem is sometimes my problem too. When I was a student at Goshen College, one of my Bible professors was Dennis MacDonald. One evening Dennis gave a special talk to tell us his life story. One story he told us happened during 1968, his senior year of college, while he was a student at Bob Jones University, the arch-conservative school which then required all men to wear ties and all women to wear dresses. Things were pretty strict at Bob Jones. It was strictly prohibited for a man and a woman to hold hands on the university sidewalks, and for a black person to be admitted as a student.

One day in the spring of 1968, while the whole student body was gathered for morning worship in the chapel, the president of the university strode to the pulpit and announced that Martin Luther King, Jr. had just been assassinated. In response nearly the whole student body spontaneously rose to its feet and offered a standing ovation.

While hearing Dennis MacDonald tell this story, I silently said to myself, ``Thank God I am not like one of those awful, racist Christian fundamentalists!'' And in that moment, I fell to the sin of comparison.

Take the time 20 years ago, when I began to preach every Sunday night in a Haitian Mennonite church in Miami, Florida. L'Eglise Ebenezer de la Reconciliation Cretienne, they called it, the Ebenezer Church of Christian Reconciliation. O, how I loved that name, a good Biblical, Mennonite name that captured the heart of Jesus' gospel. But I forgot to live its implications, because every Sunday evening, for nearly three long years, as I stood up to speak to these 20 refugees who had fled their country and came to Florida on leaky boats, nearly dying in the attempt, dirt-poor men and women who had virtually no education and no income, Christian sisters and brothers who sneaked around Miami with the Immigration and Naturalization Service nipping at their heels because they had no green card and no legal status of any kind; I looked down at them from the pulpit and thought to myself: ``Thank God I'm not one of them.'' And I was guilty again of the sin of comparison.

Or take the time during one of my classes at Chicago Theological Seminary, when a fellow student admitted to us that during her short life she had managed to break each of the 10 Commandments. My chest swelled as I exclaimed to myself, ``Ha! I've only managed to break a few of them!'' Once more, I committed the sin of self-righteous comparison.

The Pharisee's problem is that he got his prayer all wrong. Thank God,'' he says, ``that I am holier than all these scummy people around me. Thank God that I have behaved my way into God's kingdom. Thank God that through my own actions I have earned God's blessing.'' His prayer is like the statement of one Rabbi Simeon ben Jocai: ``If the world has only two righteous men, then those two men are my son and me. And if there is only one righteous man in the world, then I am that man.''

Maybe you have sometimes prayed like that Pharisee. To be sure, you probably weren't quite that blatant about it. We sophisticated types are usually more crafty, more subtle. But underneath it's the same prayer. We who inherit the Anabaptist traditions of Biblicism and discipleship and obedience are easily tempted by this kind of prayer. Unlike other Christians, at least we take the Sermon on the Mount seriously. Unlike those hawks across the street, at least we didn't put a sign in our front yard last year that said ``Nuke Osama!''

Jesus says the prayer of the righteous paradoxically comes from the lips of those who deeply sense their own unrighteousness. The tax collector in Jesus' parable has no illusions about himself. He has definitely screwed up and he knows it. He has participated in a cruel, corrupt system. He has robbed people by charging more taxes than they really owed. He has betrayed his own people. He is religiously unclean. And his prayer is simple: ``God, have mercy on me, a sinner.''

Such simple prayers have great power. In the 1800s an anonymous Russian man published a book entitled
The Way of the Pilgrim . Even though the author never tells us his name, he does say a lot about his spiritual pilgrimage.

Born in a small Russian village in the 1800s, the pilgrim had a hard life. His parents died when he was two. He had an accident and lost the use of one of his hands. Shortly after he got married, his and his wife's hut burned down, leaving them only with the clothes on their backs and a Bible. Not long afterward the pilgrim's wife caught a fever and died within nine days.

In the depths of despair, the man wandered aimlessly from place to place with the Bible under his arm. One Sunday in church while reading from 1 Thessalonians 5:17, two words leapt out at him: ``Pray constantly.'' How was that possible? Wherever he went, he asked people to teach him how to pray without ceasing.

Finally he visited a monastery where the abbot was known for his wisdom and devotion. ``Reverend Father,'' the pilgrim said, ``I would like you to give me spiritual advice. I read we should pray without ceasing, but I don't know how to pray that way. Please explain this to me.''

At this the abbot took from the shelf the
Philokalia , a book on prayer. Turning to the writings of St. Simeon the New Theologian, he read out loud to the pilgrim, ``Sit alone and in silence. Bow your head and close your eyes. Relax your breathing and with your imagination look into your heart. Direct your thoughts from your head into your heart. And while inhaling, say, `Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me,' either softly with your lips or in your mind.''

Delighted to have an answer at last, the pilgrim began that very evening. Although the prayer was simple, he soon found it hard to keep going. But the abbot encouraged him, and the pilgrim learned he could silently repeat this prayer while doing other things. Eventually strange things began happening. ``A kind of blessed warmth spread throughout my whole breast,'' he wrote. It seemed as if he now said the prayer with his heart as well as his mind. It became as familiar as breathing: ``Sometimes I experience a burning love toward Jesus Christ and all of God's creation. Sometimes I shed joyful tears in thanksgiving to God for His mercy to me, a great sinner. Sometimes difficult concepts become crystal clear and new ideas come to me which of myself I could not have imagined. Sometimes I feel great joy in calling on the name of Jesus Christ and I realize the meaning of the words in Luke 17:21: `The kingdom of God is within you.'

This, then, is the kind of prayer that God rewards, this the kind of person blessed with God's pleasure. As Jesus observes in Matthew 5:3, ``Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.''

Let us pray:

O God of rascals and scoundrels, have mercy on us, have mercy on us, have mercy on us. We acknowledge our unworthiness even to call upon your name, for we have relied on our own goodness and not on you. Instill in us poverty of spirit. We throw ourselves upon your amazing grace. Amen.

Note

Adapted from Ernest Boyer, Jr.,
Finding God at Home: Family Life as Spiritual Discipline , (San Francisco: Harper & Row, 1988) p. 85ff.
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Purity May 26 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Purity May 26 2002.rtf@CB5
Purity
Matthew 5:8
Sermon by Dan Schrock
May 26, 2002

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. (NRSV)

At the Schrock household, the four of us try to achieve a certain level of purity by frequent and careful washing. We wash our hands before we sit down to eat a meal. Two of usI won't say which onesare absolute fanatics about washing our hands carefully before eating or touching anything. As with our hands, so also with our utensils. We wash our cups and plates, pots and stainless steel kettles carefully. A few months ago in Columbus, shortly before moving here to Goshen, I remarked to Jenny that for the first time in eleven years we are going to have a dishwasher in our house, ``guaranteed to destroy 99.9% of germs.'' Thanks to our dishwasher, I wondered if maybe we will be healthier in Goshen, with less colds and flus than we had in Columbus.

We inherited this passion for purity from our elders. My mother was particular about the cleanliness of her body and especially of her house. Arch-enemy number one was dirt in all its concrete manifestations: sweaty bodies, germy hands, crudy floors, contaminated bathrooms. We used a phenomenal amount of hot water and cleansing agents in our quest for purity. Where did my mother get this? She inherited it from her mother, of course. I don't know where it all started exactly. As I peer back into the mists of history, I see an unbroken line of matriarchs, raging against dirt.

About a year ago we four Schrocks achieved new heights of purity unavailable to our ancestors, thanks to Fit. For a very long time, we have thoroughly washed and scrubbed our food under cold running water in the kitchen sinkpotatoes, carrots, broccoli, cauliflower, you name it. But one day while Nicholas and I were grocery shopping, I happened to see a new product next to the oranges called Fit, a fruit and vegetable wash made from ``100% natural sources'' like ethyl alcohol and baking soda, guaranteed to remove ``98% more chemicals and wax than water alone, rinses away, leaving the taste nature intended,'' or so the label claims. I bought some, and now we wash all our apples and pears, grapes and bell peppers in Fit.

We Schrocks exactly fit Mark's description of the Pharisees in Mark 7:3-4: ``For the Pharisees, and all the Jews, do not eat unless they thoroughly wash their hands, thus observing the tradition of the elders; and they do not eat anything from the market unless they wash it; and there are also many other traditions that they observe, the washing of cups, pots, and bronze kettles.'' It seems we Schrocks would have made excellent Jews.

The quest for purity was the essence of Jewish faith. We sometimes think the essence of Jewish faith was keeping the law: that the primary goal of a good Jew was to obey all the laws handed down from Moses and the rabbis. Or after reading prophets like Amos and Micah, we sometimes think justice was the essence of the Jewish faith. But neither is fully accurate; the essence of Judaism was neither law nor justice. The heart and soul of Judaism was actually the quest for purity. Obeying the law was merely the means to becoming pure. You kept the law because it covered you with a blanket of purity. You treated the poor with justice because it made you pure in the eyes of God. You offered sacrifices because they purified you in the presence of God. Why this pursuit of purity? Because God was pure; and if you wanted to be in fellowship with God, then you had to be pure also. In Jewish thought, purity and impurity simply couldn't have fellowship with each other. Pure and impure couldn't be in covenant with each other. A pure and holy God would not tolerate an impure and unholy people. Therefore make yourself pure, so you can be in fellowship with God.

By the time of Jesus, the quest to make yourself pure was completely missing the point, or at least that's what Jesus thought. Jesus' fellow Jews were obsessed about external purity and oblivious to internal purity. ``Listen to me, all of you, and understand,'' said Jesus one day, ``there is nothing outside a person that by going in can defile, but the things that come out are what defile'' (Mark 7:14-15). In other words, says Jesus, it's not the dirt around you that's the problem. The source of impurity is not sweaty bodies, germy hands, crudy floors, or contaminated bathrooms. The source of impurity is not outside of you, but inside of you.

The disciples don't get it, and later that day in private they ask Jesus to explain himself. What do you mean, the problem is inside of us? Do you mean to say we don't have to wash our hands in antibacterial soap, wash our food in Fit, and sanitize our dishes in those new-fangled dishwashers? We thought that's what God wants from us! You know the old saying, Jesus, cleanliness is next to godliness!

To make himself clear, Jesus gets earthy. Think carefully about what actually happens, he says. Suppose you eat an unwashed, unpeeled carrot. It goes in your mouth, down your esophagus, through your stomach, out your colon, and into the toilet. It comes in but goes right out. Is that where theft, murder, greed, or envy come from? Do you get envious by eating an unwashed carrot? Obviously not! An unwashed carrot has no power to make you impure. We Jews have been focusing on the wrong body parts altogether. Purity is not about the digestive tract. Purity is about the heart! Your heart is where the work of purity happens (Mark 7:17-23). You should know that in the Jewish understanding of the human body, the heart was the seat of thinking, of perception and understanding. You thought with your heart.

And so we come to Matthew 5:8, our text for this morning: ``Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.'' Jesus proposes that if you want to be in fellowship with God, if you want to see God, then be pure in heart. In the words of Psalm 86:11, to be pure in heart is to have an ``undivided heart,'' to concentrate exclusively on God. To what shall we compare purity of heart? It is like an eye that sees only one thing (Matthew 6:22). Or again, it is like a jeweler who finds one diamond of great value, and then sells everything to buy that one diamond (Matthew 13:45-46). Purity of heart is what Jesus means when Martha complains that her sister Mary is not doing enough work around the house. ``Martha, Martha,'' Jesus says, ``you're distracted by too many things! There is need of only one thing. Sit down next to your sister and concentrate on listening to me!'' (Luke 10:38-42). Purity of heart is what Paul means when he writes to the Philippians: ``Beloved . . . this one thing I do . . . I press on toward the goal . . . [of] Jesus Christ'' (Philippians 3:13-14). The 19th century Danish Christian philosopher Soren Kiekegaard summarized it succinctly in the title of one of his books, Purity of Heart Is to Will One Thing.
What is purity of heart like? Maybe it's like this. One morning over a year ago I woke up long before I wanted to and could not go back to sleep. My mind was racing about this, that and the other thing, things I had to do, places I had to go, people I had to meet. I tossed and turned, flipped and flopped, to no avail. Then I heard Nicholas stirring, who at the time slept in his own bed at the foot of our bed. I sat up and in a quiet whisper asked him if he was awake.

``Yes,'' he replied.

``Well, would you like to come up here and lie down beside me for a while?''

``Yes!'' he replied again, and gleefully jumped from his bed to mine. As soon as we snuggled down under the covers, I noticed that my mind, which had been racing for the previous half hour, was now stilled, and was drawn to prayer. Something about having Nicholas there brought concentration, a few minutes of purity of heart. And I went back to sleep.

Or maybe purity of heart is like the following story from the childhood of Ken Kaisch. I'll tell it in his own words. He writes:

``I was sitting in the 5th grade at Hunter Elementary School in Fairbanks, Alaska. Late on a mid-winter afternoon, after we had completed our assignments for the day, Mrs. Stohl [our teacher] asked the class a simple question. She pointed to the large expanse of window and asked us to look at the snow with her. `Class,' she asked, `what color is the snow out there?' We looked at each other with the knowing looks of smart-aleck fifth graders everywhere and replied, `The snow is white, Mrs. Stohl. Can't you see?'

``Remember now, it is midwinter in Fairbanks. At that time of the year, the sun comes up around 11:00 AM, a disk of cheerless orange which barely clears the southern horizon, and sets around 2:00 PM. By the time school lets out, the sky is dark. The scrub spruce forest across from the playground is a gloomy black. As we looked out at the snow on the playground, she asked again, `What color is the snow out there?'

``This time, we actually looked at it, with our smug, know-it-all attitudes beginning to crack a bit around the edges. `White,' we all said in exasperation. `The snow is white! Look for yourself, Mrs. Stohl.' She replied, `I am looking, and it is not white.'

``Mrs. Stohl was an exceptional teacher. Gray-haired and grandmotherly, everyone in the class loved her. She was kind and fair and openhearted; in short, the very best sort of teacher. All of us felt lucky to be in her class. But what do you do when you're 10 years old and the teacher you adore looks out at a snowdrift that you know is white and says, `The snow is not white'?

``As we puzzled on this in stunned silence, Linda, the quiet girl who was the artist among us, spoke up softly. `You're right, Mrs. Stohl, it isn't white. It's blue.'

``The silence was incredibly intense and vibrant. And then, as if scales had fallen from our eyes, we all saw the snow.

``We saw that it was blue, and even many shades of blue. And once we realized that it was many colors, we saw the purples, the grays, the blacksall of the beautiful colors that adorned the snow that afternoon. And in all of our looking, we did not see any white.''1

Maybe that's what purity of heart is like. It clears away our distractions, focuses our perception, and enables us to see things we never thought we would see. Even to see God.

Note
Adapted slightly from Ken Kaisch, Finding God: A Handbook of Christian Meditation (New York: Paulist, 1994), pp. 5-6.
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Recognizing the Christ December 29 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Recognizing the Christ December 29 2002.rtf@CB5
Recognizing the Christ
Luke 2:22-38
by Anita Yoder Kehr
December 29, 2002
First Sunday after Christmas

When the time came for their purification according to the law of Moses, they brought him up to Jerusalem to present him to the Lord (as it is written in the law of the Lord, "Every firstborn male shall be designated as holy to the Lord"), and they offered a sacrifice according to what is stated in the law of the Lord, "a pair of turtledoves or two young pigeons."

Now there was a man in Jerusalem whose name was Simeon; this man was righteous and devout, looking forward to the consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit rested on him. It had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death before he had seen the Lord's Messiah. Guided by the Spirit, Simeon came into the temple; and when the parents brought in the child Jesus, to do for him what was customary under the law, Simeon took him in his arms and praised God, saying,

"Master, now you are dismissing your servant in peace, according to your word; for my eyes have seen your salvation, which you have prepared in the presence of all peoples, a light for revelation to the Gentiles and for glory to your people Israel."

And the child's father and mother were amazed at what was being said about him. Then Simeon blessed them and said to his mother Mary, "This child is destined for the falling and the rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be opposed so that the inner thoughts of many will be revealed--and a sword will pierce your own soul too."

There was also a prophet, Anna the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She was of a great age, having lived with her husband seven years after her marriage, then as a widow to the age of eighty-four. She never left the temple but worshiped there with fasting and prayer night and day. At that moment she came, and began to praise God and to speak about the child to all who were looking for the redemption of Jerusalem.
(NRSV)

I love this particular part of the Christmas story, this part when two holy people, holy through faith and wholly dedicated to God, get to see the object of their longing and desire before they depart this earth. Luke's story of the amazing birth of Jesus begins with dumbfounding surprises for Elizabeth and Zechariah and then for Mary and Joseph, but it ends with two people who have been waiting for and expecting this very miracle to happen. And because they've lived in expectation, Simeon and Anna recognize the Messiah when they meet him, as an infant, borne into the temple by a very young and very poor man and woman.

This last part of Luke's story of Jesus' birth contains all kinds of significance and symbolism. There are the parallels between this story and the Old Testament story of Hannah dedicating Samuel to the Lord's work with Eli in the temple. And there are the parallels between this story and the naming and dedication of John the Baptist earlier in the gospel of Luke. In this passage, there's also the emphasis on the parents' fulfilling the law at the temple in every aspect with this child. First, the circumcision and the naming took place when the child was eight days old. At
this naming, we are reminded that the name was given by divine messenger. Then, 40 days after birth, Mary returned for her purification so that she could once again enter the temple, giving an offering of ``a pair of turtledoves or two young pigeons.'' The Old Testament says that the preferred price is a lamb, but the poor could offer the pair of birds. And so, this offering has further significance: The Messiah was born among the poor and to bring good news to the poor, in fulfillment of the prophecies of Hannah, Isaiah, and Mary herself. Finally, Jesus was presented to the Lord, ``consecrated,'' Luke says. And just to make sure that we know that everything was done to fulfill the law and the prophets concerning this child, Luke emphasizes it one more time in verse 39: ``When they had finished everything required by the law of the Lord , they returned to Galilee, to their own town of Nazareth.'' And it is in the midst of doing all of that everything required by the law of the Lord, that Mary and Joseph meet Simeon and Anna.

Now Simeon and Anna also did a number of significant and symbolic things. Simeon clearly identified Jesus as the Messiah, the One whom the Holy Spirit had promised that he would see before he'd die. Simeon named Jesus as the savior for the Jews and for the Gentiles. He prophesied that Jesus would cause some to rise up and some to fall down, just like the stone mentioned in Isaiah 8:14 and later in Romans and 1 Peter. He said that Jesus would be a sign that many would oppose, and that the thoughts of everyone would be revealed by whether they'd be for or against him. And Simeon told Mary that the opposition to Jesus would become so intense that the pain of it would pierce her own soul, even as it would pierce the soul of her son.

Anna also proclaimed Jesus as the Messiah. She praised God as she looked upon the child, and she began to speak about him as the one who would fulfill the hopes of all who were looking for the redemption of Jerusalem. Anna and Simeon underscored the identity of Jesus
the Christ , Jesus the Messiah , Jesus the bringer of salvation to the whole world just as the angels had declared to the shepherds. These are really important messages; they are at the heart of the gospel. But, as important as they are, the prophecies are not the things that excite me about this story. The thing that I find so intriguing is that Simeon and Anna recognized the child as the Christ the minute they met him. And I have always had to ask, ``How did they do that?''

Think back to those two other couples whose stories precede Anna's and Simeon's. Zechariah and Elizabeth, Mary and Joseph got word of their surprises from divine visitors. ``Forewarned is forearmed'' goes the old saying. The angels' visits were supposed to enable the four of them to understand and to cope with and to interpret the completely unexpected events that were going to happen. Even so, the most educated one among themZechariahcouldn't accept what he'd heard and so he received further evidence: he couldn't speak for the nine months of Elizabeth's pregnancy. Perhaps he needed a good lesson in listening and watching and believing that God means what God says?

But Simeon and Anna did not have the benefit of angelic messengers to tell them what they were seeing. Those two instantly and simply
recognized that little baby as the One on whom they'd placed all of their hopes.

There's a lot of research underway right now on ``recognition,'' much of it on how machines can mimic the recognition capability of humans. There's research on recognition of speech, faces, objects, motion, space and time. There's research on the recognition of all kinds of different patterns. There's research on the way that recognition of situations affects the way that we make decisions in new situations. The underlying question for all this research is how we humans are able to recognize something or someone as familiar or as someone or something we will be able to know and understand.

I would guess that all of you have stories of recognition. Some of you might have stories about not recognizing someone that you should have known, perhaps because you were in an unfamiliar context or perhaps because the other's looks had changed so much. About ten years ago, Bryan and I were with a group of college and high school friends, but I simply could not place one of the men in the group. He just didn't look familiar to me at all: quite tall, hair brushed back and with a little bit of gray in it, angular face, no glasses. It wasn't until he spoke that I recognized him by his voice: ``Aha! That's Dale Snyder!,'' I thought. ``I wondered why Anita was here by herself!''

Some of you might have stories of recognizing something in the spirit of a person whom you'd never met before, something that identified that person as a potential friend or as someone whom you knew you could get along with really well if you had the chance. Some of you might have twin stories: about the way you can or can't tell a pair of twins apart from one anotherwhat you always look for or what you always get mixed up. Some of you might have stories from living in different cultures and at first not being able to distinguish among individuals but then, after awhile, wondering how you hadn't been able to see the differences that become so obvious with familiarity and relationship!

The ability to recognize what is familiar is so in-grained that we don't usually think about it. And yet, it's amazing that we can discriminate so clearly between what we have seen or heard before and what we are seeing or hearing for the very first time. The human ability to
recognize has some mystery to it, but it also usually requires some prior knowledge or experience which enables us to identify what we're seeing or hearing or participating in.

So, did Anna and Simeon have some prior knowledge or experience that enabled them to recognize Jesus as the Christ, to be able to identify the spiritual reality and significance of what they were seeing? Perhaps the foundation of their recognition was their expectant hope in salvation: they trusted in the steadfast faithfulness of God and in the promises of God as proclaimed in the Hebrew scriptures. They lived in a country occupied by Rome, and they looked forward to the consolation of Israel promised by the prophet Isaiah. ``For the Lord will comfort Zion; he will comfort all her waste places and will make her wilderness like Eden….'' (51:3) Simeon and Anna expected God to act! Based upon their expectant hope, then, Simeon and Anna prepared themselves to recognize what God would do.

Simeon was one upon whom the Holy Spirit rested. According to Luke, he joins Zechariah, Elizabeth, Mary, and John the Baptist as persons blessed by the Spirit. And Simeon was
obedient to the direction of the Spirit. Our text says that Simeon was guided to the temple by the Spirit that day when Mary and Joseph brought Jesus to fulfill all those duties of the law. And surely it was by the Spirit that Simeon offered that prophetic testimony about the significance that Jesus' life would have to the salvation of all humankind and about the difficulty that Jesus would encounter along his way.

Simeon also
watched . In verse 25, Simeon is looking for the consolation of Israel because the Holy Spirit had promised him that he would not see death until he had seen the Messiah. As Simeon praised God that day, holding Jesus in his arms, he said, ``I no longer need to watch, for now my eyes have seen your salvation….'' Simeon had remained alert and watchful, not doubting that he would indeed see what he had been promised.

And, finally, Simeon
acted upon his convictions. When he saw Jesus, he took him in his arms; he praised God, sure of the truth of what he was seeing; he blessed the child and his parents; and he prophesied according to the Spirit. He didn't keep his discovery to himself. He recognized the Messiah, and he proclaimed the good news.

Anna wrapped her life up in
worship . She lived at the temple, probably going home every night to sleep but returning early and leaving late. She fasted, and she prayed. She was a prophet of God. Her life was wholly devoted and so attuned to God that when she came into the temple that morning and saw the child, with Simeon holding him and proclaiming good news, Anna joined right in with the praising. And she, too, acted in faith, speaking of hope which focused on the child Jesus. She recognized the Messiah because her knowledge of and her focus on God allowed her to identify God's handiwork in the birth of this child.

This passage that Jeannie read for us this morning ends the story of the birth of Jesus Christ according to the gospel of Luke. So, it's fitting that it should come directly after Christmas, before Epiphany, and before we begin to remember how Jesus grew to become the Savior of the world through his life and death and resurrection. The last words of our text say, ``the child grew and became strong; he was filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was upon him.'' It makes a nice finish for the Advent season of anticipation and the Christmas celebration, doesn't it?

And yet, I wonder. Can we let this story of Simeon and Anna increase our anticipation rather than finish it off? For might we not be in situations similar to theirs? We live in a teetery time. War threatens, likely with Iraq but who knows what will happen with North Korea? Cultural expectations of moralityof what is good and what is sinseem to be ever more changeable. Our world keeps getting smaller, and the disparity between the rich and the poor keeps getting wider. We find ourselves caught by materialism and busyness and individualism, and we don't quite know how to escape the web they spin. And yet, we say we trust in the steadfast faithfulness of our God and we say we trust in the salvation that God has provided through Jesus Christ. We say we trust that God is at work even in this very teetery time. Can we join Anna and Simeon in being alert to what God is doing right now? Right here? Among us and around us?

In the next year, how do you expect God to work in your life? How do you expect God to work in our congregation? In our community? In our nation? In our world? How are you preparing yourself to recognize God? What can we learn from the prophets Simeon and Anna?

First of all, we remember that the Holy Spirit is no longer given only selectively to a few special people; on the day of Pentecost, the Spirit was poured out upon men and women, young and old, on all those who believe in the name of the risen Lord Jesus Christ. How can you be obedient and sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit, who was given to you to be your comfort and your Counselor?

Second, Simeon watched with eyes wide open. Can you keep your eyes wide open, focused on God, looking for God's very real presence among us?

Third, how do worship and prayer and fasting fit into your life? Where does your devotion to God begin, and where does it end? I'll admit that fasting is a tough one for me! But I wonder: can Anna model anything new for us? I don't expect to see any of you here everyday when the doors open, but are there otherperhaps newways that you can worship and pray that will deepen your roots of faith and increase your alertness to the movement of God?

And finally, what about acting in faith? When Simeon and Anna recognized God's handiwork, they responded to it: They praised and they proclaimed and they prophesied with boldness! When you see God at work, how will you respond? Maybe we're not all prophets, but we can all praise and we can all testify to the truth of God's faithfulness. Perhaps acting in faith gives us the prior knowledge and experience we need in order to recognize God at work again among us.

As we
end our celebration of Advent and Christmas, can we also begin a new year of anticipation and recognition founded upon our hope in the steadfast faithfulness of God's salvation? Jesus Christ has been given to the world for salvation once and for all, and Simeon and Anna recognized that gift when it came, but God continues even now to move and act and work. May we all be able to say with Simeon, ``Sovereign Lord, as you have promised you now dismiss your servant in peace, for my eyes have seen your salvation, which you have prepared in the sight of all people….'' Amen.
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Running the Race June 9 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Running the Race June 9 2002.rtf@CB5
Running the Race
Hebrews 11:1-3, 12:1-3
Sermon by Anita Kehr
June 9, 2002

I have struggled and prayed to find words to offer to you this morning. The many, many scenes of this week have been cycling through my mind like the ever-changing images in a kaleidoscope. I remember. I remember a line-up of graduates spread across the front of this meetingroom, glad to be moving on to new things. I remember the answering machine message that says, ``Something tragic has happened; Rochelle Wyse, sophomore student at Bethany, was killed today.'' I remember the elders praying on behalf of the congregation. The laughter and thoughtful discussion in a meeting I had with two folks who are interested in becoming members at Berkey. The sound of the voice of Verl and Vesta's granddaughter, telling me that Vesta had fallen and was in the hospital. The lamplight on the hospital's parking lot and a few words with Rick Hostetter. The scene of construction and remodeling in Daniel and Brenda's home and the words, ``Our world changed yesterday.'' The blessed faces of those who are deciding to be baptized as disciples of Jesus, as they ask profound questions about death and resurrection. The faces of Verl, Vesta, and their daughters as they wait for surgery. Eighth graders walking across a stage, receiving certificates and flowers and joyfully embracing the knowledge that they're now officially high schoolers. The words on the computer screen that read: ``Today brings good news! [Christoph's] pesky little abnormal cells hold no malignancy!'' ``We are PRAISING THE LORD for the positive report….'' Marty Hodel's ``Caring Bridge'' report on Christoph (June 6) and e-mail from Sherm Kauffman (June 7) The tears that slid down my face during a funeral for a child of 16, gone too young, and remembering that she is not the first bright light extinguished this year. Listening to Betty and Chuck prepare both for this afternoon's service of anointing and for the important decisions in the week ahead. Visiting openhouses with good food, good conversation, bubbling anticipation, looking forward to the events of this afternoon. Sitting down to write a sermon and wonderingout of the collage of feelings and experiences and discussions that have swirled through our congregation this weekwhat words do I offer you this morning?

``Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. Indeed, by faith our ancestors received approval…. Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin that clings so closely, and run with perseverance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the sake of the joy that was set before him endured the cross, disregarding its shame, and has taken his seat at the right hand of God.''

These words, written by an eloquent and unknown early Christian in a homily that we call Hebrews, these words I offer to you.

I offer them to you first of all because they say something about faith and about hope. Faith as described in Hebrews is not a baseless claim. It's not a figment of a particularly beautiful imagination or the result of an especially determined will. Rather, faith is the celebration of hope focused upon reality unseen; it is the determinationthe proofof events that are yet to come.

That's hard for us to understand. How is reality real if it's neither visible nor yet happened? And yet that's what these words claim. Fred Craddock, a professor emeritus at Candler School of Theology, says that ``translators [of this verseHebrews 11:1are never satisfied even with their own renderings of the two key but very complex terms,'' Fred Craddock, The New Interpreter's Bible, p. 131, Nashville: Abingdon, 1998. the ones that have to do with assurance and conviction, with substance and evidence. The difficulty comes for the translators (and for us), I think, because we don't know how to talk about the reality of what we can't see. We continue to limit ourselves to really believing only in what we can experience with our senses, in only what we can see, hear, touch, taste, smell. And yet faith in the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit is faith based on reality: faith is not taking a leap off a cliff and jumping into thin air. Rather faith is stepping out onto firm, steadfast earth, an act that does require an exercise of our will to trust, to celebrate, to hope. But then, after taking that step, finding out that the ground won't give way beneath us so that the next step is easier. Faith begins by an act of decision to accept the love of God because we've seen God's faithfulness in the stories of those who have gone before usthe stories that fill the rest of chapter 11 as well as the other faithful who meet usbut our own faith grows strong by the discovery that God is steadfast and faithful with us, too.

I offer these words from Hebrews to you as a reminder that each of us who has taken hold of the reality of faith has a race to run… but the race for each of us is different. The course laid out for me is different from anyone else's, even the one laid out for Bryan, although we've already run quite a long way pretty much side by side. I do not know what lies ahead for me in my race. Our race is like a cross-country marathon, I think. For each of us, our particular course will likely take sudden twists and turns, and unexpected rewards and obstacles will meet us along the way. We've seen the twists and turns, obstacles and surprises in the kaleidoscope of this past week. Wherever the race takes us, though, the call is clear. ``Don't be distracted,'' ``get rid of anything that slows you down,'' ``keep your eyes up!'' ``Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God.''

Furthermoreno matter how unique our race is, how many twists and turns and obstacles there are, we are not breaking new territory. Jesus has pioneered the way for us. The Word became flesh and dwelt among us. Jesus became human and continues to share with us the experience of our humanity. When I imagine Jesus pioneering the way for me, I see him ahead of me on my racecourse, taking out his machete and hacking down underbrush that's gotten too overgrown for me to make it through by myself. I imagine him scouting the way ahead and going through the thorny places first, coming back and helping me get through them, too. Andthis is most importantI know that Jesus has already made it all the way to the end of the course, and he knows that it can be done. He testifies to the reality of the prize at the end of the racein fact, Jesus makes both the prize and reaching the prize possible. He's the leader, the champion.

John Nolland translates these beginning verses of Hebrews 12 this way: ``Let us run with endurance the race prescribed for us, fixing our eyes upon Jesus, the champion in the exercise of faith and the one who brought faith to complete expression. '' Nolland, John, Word Biblical Commentary , Volume 47b: Hebrews 9-13, Dallas, Texas: Word Books, 1998. Jesus has already led us into the way of faith and has shown us what perfect faithfulness means. Jesus is the pioneer and perfector of our faith. Jesus enables our own endurance.

And with Jesus, there's this cloudthis crowdof witnesses mentioned in 12:1. I love this picture. We're in our race, and sometimes it's just unimaginably tough. And surrounding usI'm imagining bleachers lining both sides of the racecourseis this crowd of people who have already finished their own races. And I don't think that they're just solemn spectators. No, they're acting like I've seen some of you act at the various athletic events at which I've been able to observe youand like I admit to acting myself. They're cheering us on. They're shouting instructions. They're covering their faces with their hands when they see us take a wrong turn… but then they peak through anyway and start up their cheering again. This cloud of witnesses testified to God's faithfulness in life, they finished their own races, and now they're urging us to stay faithful to our own course. They are our ancestors in faith who have gone before us. Their presence reminds us that we really are not breaking any new territory, that we can finish the race and reach the prize. They remind us to keep our eyes on Jesus, so that we may not grow weary or lose heart.

And think about this: Even as we're running our own race, we are also providing a witness for those who run with us now and for those who will come after. We are testifying to God's faithfulness as we make our way along our own racecourse. Someday, after we've finished running with endurance the race set before us, we will join the cloud of witnesses, although I think sometimes that we begin to serve as members of that crowd right now. Our witness for those who are also running the race begins a long time before we reach the end of our own race. Indeed, the manner in which we runwhether we keep our eyes upon Jesus, how we meet those stubborn and daunting obstacles that block the course, what we do when the course is smooth and evenacts out a witness. And as we run along, we call encouragement to each other; sometimes we may lend our strength to those who are faltering; sometimes we remind each othergently or not so gentlyto get our eyes off of our feet and back up onto Jesus. Sometimes, we even help each other get rid of the extra weight that is dragging us down. And sometimes we receive challenge and reprimand and help from the other runners along the way. Even though each of us has our own course to run, we're not running it alone.

Now I assume that at least some of you know that the 2002 World Cup Soccer Tournament is taking place right now in South Korea and in Japan. Asia has never turned out any big soccer powerhouses; those usually come from Europe or Latin America. Well, this past week, on Tuesday, Japan played its first game of the tournament, against Belgium.

It was an exciting game. The stadium was filled with dedicated Japanese soccer fansparents with their children, young couples, elderly people, youthwaiting to see their national team play and wanting to do all they could to help. They were noisy before the game even began. Belgium went up by a goal early in the second half, but the Japanese crowd refused to quiet; they sang non-stop, and when Japan's Takayuki Suzuki tied the game, Associated Press writer Naomi Koppel reported that the noise was deafening. Then, when Junichi Inamoto put the ball in the net to give Japan the lead, ``the roar could almost be heard in co-host South Korea,'' she wrote. As the clock ticked on and neared the 15-minute mark, the crowd began to entertain thoughts of a true win… too soon, it appears. Belgium came back to tie the game.

Again, the crowd didn't give up. The fans cheered and roared and sang, until with only four minutes left, Inamoto chipped in a goaland the crowd went berserk. It was a fairy tale, Hollywood ending… for a minute. The referee called back the goal because of a foul earlier in the play. The game ended in a tie, but the fans cheered wildly anyway. It was the first time that Japan had earned a point in World Cup play, and the fans were so proud! Even though a win would have been even more satisfying.

Both the Japanese team, and their opponents, the Belgians, recognized the power of the crowd. The Belgian coach said, ``The public was fantastic, better than a 12th player. In the most important competition in the world, to have a public as supportive and as positive as the Japanese werewell it's the first time I've come across a public of that quality.'' Associated Press and Reuters news reports, sports.yahoo.com, June 4, 2002.

In the kaleidoscope of the events of this past week, the crowd noise has provided the background noise to my observations. I have been aware of the help of Jesus, and I have been aware of the presence and witness of the congregation in all of these different scenes. May we look first and always to Jesus, the champion of the exercise of our faith, in order to follow his lead to the prize. And let us also encourage and be encouraged as we run with endurance and perseverance the race set before us, whatever the course holds.
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The Church as Family November 17 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=The Church as Family November 17 2002.rtf@CB5
The Church as Family
Matthew 12:46-50
Sermon by Anita Kehr
November 17, 2002

While he was still speaking to the crowds, his mother and his brothers were standing outside, wanting to speak to him. Someone told him, "Look, your mother and your brothers are standing outside, wanting to speak to you." But to the one who had told him this, Jesus replied, "Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?" And pointing to his disciples, he said, "Here are my mother and my brothers! For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother." (NRSV)

I wonder: What is the purpose of church? Why do we gather together as congregations? Why do we focus on Christian community?

Let me propose an answer to this question with a statement that I believe I have said from this spot at least once before: The purpose of the communitythe purpose of churchis to nurture souls: to invite faith and then to cultivate growth in faith. The church is not an end in itself; it is not the goal that we're aiming toward. Instead, the church community is the
means to an end; it is one important way that we move toward the goal of inviting and nourishing faith. It is a vehicle for carrying out the mission Jesus gave to us: to go into all the world, making disciples, baptizing, and teaching. And for the very reason that community is a tool rather than the finished product, using the metaphor of ``family'' for the church can help us to embrace the mission and purpose of the church community. The family is also a means to an end: the purpose of families is to nurture and encourage growth in the members of the family. Families are not formed for the sole sake of forming families!

Now let me be real honest with you. At this particular moment in both Mennonite and wider Christian history and thought, using ``family'' as a way to talk about church is discouraged. When it came time to write my seminary ``integration paper,'' the composition that was supposed to show that I had learned how to apply my education in Bible study, theology, and church ministry, I chose to write on this topic: using the family as an important guiding image for the church. As I shared my choice of topic with other students and with professors, I regularly got negative responses. Some folks were subtle, and others were pretty straightforward. And in the years since, I have continued to hear objections, all of which cluster in several different areas. Today, I'll raise two. First, some have said that using family language for the church must bring exclusivity; there is no way that a congregation that views itself as a family can be inviting or missional. Second, many families are dysfunctional and have deeply hurt their members; why in the world would we want to use that image for the church? We'll come back to these objections, but first you have to know what I'm talking about when I'm talking about church family.

First of all, family implies a common ancestry or parentage. In the church, among believers, that common parent is God. We were created in the image of God, loved by God, and when we turn and receive God's grace and forgiveness and salvation, we are given son and daughter status by God. We're adopted by God through the atoning work of Jesus Christ. The common commitment to God through Jesus Christ then becomes
the primary and defining commitment within the church. We heard those words in the text that Steve read for us this morning. (review) All other relationships and commitments become secondary to the relationship with and commitment to God. This is a hard word, but this same call to humans to give their first allegiance to God above all other commitments runs throughout the Bible, beginning when God calls Abraham to leave his native land and family in order to receive God's promise. When Jesus says that obedience to God is the only criterion for membership in the family of God, he is directly following the tradition and message of the prophets of the Old Testament. (Anchor Bible Commentary: Matthew , p. 162)

Second, when I'm talking about church family, I'm noting that it is in the context of families that individuals develop their identity. In biological families, children take on the worldview and cultural expectations of their parents, brothers, and sisters. They learn about themselves by interacting with the rest of their family. They may certainly rebel against what they've learned, but they're rebelling against the way that their family has attempted to shape them. The
church family nurtures the parent/child relationship between God and human. In Genesis 1, we read that humankind was created in the image of God. While this particular scripture passage does not use the language of parenthood for God, there are parenting implications. In a fundamental way, children are nurtured to be like their parents, although they do not become their parents. By grace through faith we, as Christians, are nurtured in our church family to become more and more like our heavenly parent. We are nurtured into a sense of Christian identity. We learn about and take on a worldview that is shaped by our relationship with God through Jesus and in the power of the Holy Spirit. Our identity as Christians is also nurtured by our accountable relationships with brothers and sisters in the faith. We are caring for the souls of our brothers and sisters.

Third, when believers share that over-arching commitment to God through Jesus and in the power of the Holy Spirit, they are able to maintain commitment to one another, even when holding different understandings of how that commitment will be lived out. That common commitment allows believers to form relationships and networks of support for one another and to explore the diversity of gifts within the church family. At the same time, focusing on that commitment to God allows Christian communities to set appropriate boundaries and to provide a clear definition for the
meaning of ``Christian.''

And finally, when I think these first three understandings of church familythe common commitment to God through Jesus, the development of Christian identity, and the way that commitment and identity can maintain relationship in the midst of diversitythen it seems to me that a church family should be a place of invitation, welcome, and hospitality. All of us enter the church in the same way: through the saving work of Jesus. We are
adopted into the family of God at the point that we turn to God in repentance and accept forgiveness and grace. This adoption is open to everyone; no one is excluded from entering the Christian family. And, as a family, we expect growth and change. If, in ten years, my biological family is functioning just the same way as it is now, with Bryan and me, Maya, Elias, and Hannah all living in our house south of Goshen, I'll be a little worried. I hope and expect that our family will change. In ten yearsat least in theorytwo of the children should be done with college and the last one should be nearly finished. They will be establishing their own households, married or single, bringing their own friends into the network of our family. The dynamics of our relationships will change. While I'll always be the mother of our children, I'll have to respect their autonomy in a different way than I do now. Bryan and Iagain, in theory should have a bit more space in our lives. If our family does not change, and does not keep on changing, then we are not in a healthy situation.

The same is true of the church family. We invite men and women to faith, and as they receive adoption into the family of faith, we develop new sister/brother relationships. We nourish faith in one another, and that resulting growth may lead to sending out some of our brothers and sisters to other settings and work. The mission of our church family is to invite others to experience the hospitality and mercy of God that we ourselves have experienced. We cannot be a family that shuts our door to strangers and turns the lock to protect ourselves from the outside; instead, we must be an open-door family, one that invites and welcomes and nourishes and supports and serves.

So, if the church family is formed by the common commitment that members have to God and if it then forms the identity of its members as Christians, if that common commitment provides both freedom and boundaries and if the health of a church family is measured by its hospitality, mercy, and dynamism, then why shouldn't we talk about the church in the language of family? However, the opposite question is also pertinent: If there are many, many biblical metaphors for the community of faithimages like the kingdom of God; the new creation; the new humanity; the people of God; the shepherd and flock; salt, light, and city; a spiritual house; the body of Christthen why even bother with the concept of the church family or the family of God? The answer to both of these questions, I think, has something to do with the objections that are raised to the image itself as well as with our own cultural moment.

Our time in U. S. history is one in which individualism, isolation, and fragmentation governs our cultural way of life. We do not like anyone else telling us what we should or should not be doing. We are willing to be responsible for ourselvesusuallybut to be responsible to anyone else, to answer to anyone else for what we believe or practice, is a lot less appealing. The idea of developing primary and accountable relationshipsfamily ties
voluntarily with people who are not from our biological family seems foreign. At the same time, however, because of this individualism, isolation, and fragmentation, there appears to be a deep cultural thirst for connection, for belonging, for a place of loving acceptance. Why can't we, as believers, take seriously that mission of providing connection, belonging, and acceptanceproviding familyto a lonely world?

The objections to the language of family applied to the church grow out of our time and culture as well. The first and most frequent onethe accusation of exclusivitygrows out of a fear that calling the congregation a church family will mean that it is a closed system: one in which few enter and fewer yet will ever leave except by death. However, we've already seen that a healthy family constantly changes and grows. A church family must be nurturing and caring as well as inviting and hospitable.

The exclusion of single persons in a ``church family'' often emerges as a clear concern. How do singles fit within a church that uses family imagery as a guiding model? My response is that persons who have fewer other primary family groupsat least where they're living and workingcould, potentially, experience the
most connectedness and nurture in a congregational setting. Remember, the relationship that forms the church family is the common commitment to God through Jesus Christ. That relationship is not limited to persons who are married. Single persons should be able to experience love and comfort and nurture and support in congregational family. They should also be able to offer love and comfort and nurture and support within that family. And when they're not included fully, then it's because the congregation is focusing on the biological family networks rather than the common commitment to God, and a reorientation is necessary.

The second objection that is raised is the common dysfunction of biological families and the inappropriateness of applying a dysfunctional image to the church. Surely there's truth to that objection: families have been dysfunctional as long as there have been families. Look at Cain and Abel. Research as well as plain old observation has shown us that great harm can be and has been done within the relationships that should be the most nurturing and empowering.

Our churches have, as well, faced the reality of dysfunction and abuse. We have seen both inappropriate authoritarianism and inappropriate passivity. We have seen the schisms and divisions that litter our church history. Some of us have wondered whether healthy church life is even possible.

To face the ills and sins of our families and churches is important. Pretending that these things do not exist solves nothing. However, the fact of dysfunction does not rule out the legitimacy of using the image of family for church life. The church must be able to offer hope and a new, supportive family network to survivors of abuse and dysfunction. Christians are called to form communities marked by counter-cultural standards for relationship: mutual respect, love, and concern. The church can help survivors recover the ability to trust as they experience care from their mothers, fathers, sisters, and brothers in Christ. Care for all members of a congregation must be marked by integrity and accountability. And when it is not, then the church is sick and needs help and healing.

And, in a backwards sort of way, the image of family can be helpful to us as growing and maturing Christians. Without condoning any sin, we recognize that we live in a fallen world. My biological family growing up was not perfect; the family that Bryan and I have formed is not perfect; and I do not know any perfect family. (If you know any, I'd be glad to meet them.) As families, we do the best we can with the knowledge and understanding we have at our disposal. In the same way, I've never seen a perfect church. The church is called to do the best it can with the knowledge and understanding and maturity it has at its disposal. If we are careful to put neither ``family'' nor ``church'' on a pedestal of perfection, we will be better able to offer appropriate grace to one another and even to ourselves.

Now, you may wonder where I'm going with this. Why are we talking about the church family after a sermon on singleness and a service of marriage re-covenanting and before next week's sermon that will explore the concept of households as a way that we organize ourselves sociologically? Here's what I want to say. It is so importantwhether you're married or not, and whether you have a good relationship with your biological family or notit is so important to develop primary relationships with Christian brothers and sisters, basic relationships of trust and accountability, of love and respect, marked by hospitality, welcome, and service. These are basic and foundational relationships, as foundational and formative as the relationships within biological families. Singles, marrieds, expanded households are nurtured within the network of these relationships. We become brothers and sisters to one another; indeed, we read all those ``one-anothering'' scripture passages in Paul's letters and we are to behave with one another, to call each other to become new creatures. It is within these relationships that we receive nurture for our souls and where we offer invitation, nurture, and support of the souls of others. Within these foundational
family relationships, we begin to fulfill the very purpose of Christian community.
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Examining September 29 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Examining September 29 2002.rtf@CB5
Examining
Sermon by Anita Kehr
September 29, 2002

Did you listen to that story? It was a trap. You know it was a trap! It says right there in the Bible that it was a trap! The whole thing may even have been a set-up: perhaps a seduction, hidden observers, discovery, and then accusation. Certainly the set-up theory gains credibility when you think about the fact that a man wasn't dragged along with the woman. Even the Torah provided for punishment for adulterers of both genders. But here, in this incident, it was only a frightened woman, and those right and righteous men who dragged her before Jesus were ready and waiting. They wanted Jesus to say the wrong thing, to prove that he was a heretic, a false teacher, one who disregarded the Law of Moses that called for the stoning of adulterers.

Really, though, they couldn't lose. On the one hand, if Jesus didn't hold up the Law, if he didn't condemn the sin in the way that the Torah called for, then they'd get to send him before the Sanhedrin for punishment, and his disquieting voice would be stilled. On the other hand, if Jesus agreed to sanction the stoning of the sinner, he'd be discredited among his followers. Hadn't he already manipulated the law so much that it seemed as if anyone could get away with anything? Hadn't he talked over and over again about love and light and mercy and salvation? If he upheld the punishment of the adulteress, all those followers of his would abandon him in disappointment. The disquieting voice would be stilled… and the men would stone the woman. Perhaps they already carried the stones in their hands, light enough to be able to hurl them with power but heavy enough to do damage when they met flesh. Jesus could not win this one. The men were going to walk away victoriousno matter which way Jesus chose.

But of course, they did walk away. They dropped their stones, they turned around, and they left without hauling Jesus up before the priestsat least right thenand they left without stoning the woman. Why did they walk? What happened to make them leave in quiet embarrassment? Jesus asked them to examine themselves.

After the men's first outburst, Jesus hadn't said anything. He bent down and he doodled in the dust… thereby providing Bible scholars hours of endless enjoyment as they speculate about what Jesus wrote in the dust. Perhaps Jesus wrote from Exodus, ``Do not help a wicked man by being a false witness,'' or ``Have nothing to do with a false charge.'' Exodus 23:1 and 7 Or perhaps he turned to Jeremiah for inspiration: ``Those who turn away from you will be written in the dust….'' Jeremiah 17:13b Or maybe he just drew his finger through the dirt aimlessly while he waited to address the challenge that had been thrown down before him.

All the while, the men continued to yammer at Jesus. And when he finally stopped his dust-drawing and straightened up, they stopped their talking and listened expectantly. And Jesus said, ``Let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.'' And then, after issuing that simple invitation to the men to examine themselves, Jesus stooped down and once again began to doodle in the dust. In the silence that had fallen, the men dropped their stones one by one, turned around, and left.

Have you ever wondered why the men left? I have. I can think of all kinds of alternate conversations that could have taken place. For instance, ``I try, Jesus, I really do. You know that I do my best to keep the law. In fact, isn't that why I'm here now? You're the one who's not keeping the law!'' Or, ``But Jesus, my sins aren't as big as hers. I sure have never slept with someone I'm not married to!'' Or, ``You have no business saying anything to me about sinning. That's between me and God. You can't condemn me.'' Or… what? There are many other ways this story could have gone, many ways that perhaps are like the ways that I've responded when I have been asked to examine my own life. Why did the men leave?

I don't know the answer to that question, but I have a few guesses. Perhaps the men's awareness of their own sin was so clear because the rules were so clear. Each of them could immediately remember the last time they walked too far on the Sabbath or picked up too much weight or ate a forbidden food or didn't fulfill some obligation in the way they were supposed to. That's one possibility. Perhaps another one is that Jesus' dignity and simple response suddenly contrasted brilliantly with the base motives that had gathered those men. Another possibility has to do with the way Jesus asked the question. I imagine Jesus looking at each of his potential accusers with a blend of authority, humility, and perception before he gave his invitation to them. Perhaps Jesus' very nature, his very presence, enabled the men to see themselves very, very clearly. Somehow, each of the men knew that he couldn't throw the first stone, and one by one they went away.

When they had all gone, Jesus was left, still writing on the ground and with the accused woman standing before him. What did she think and feel in that moment? Was she frightened? If Jesus sent the men away because of their sin, what would he do to her? St. Augustine describes this scene as misera et misericordia, the depth of misery meeting the depth of Mercy. Citation received from the on-line IVP New Testament Commentaries, John. Translation from Cardinal A. Lopez Trujillo, ``Reflections on the Holy Father's Encyclical…'' When Jesus straightened up again, he looked at the woman and set her free, not just from her accusers but from her sin. ``Woman,'' he said, ``where are they? Has no one condemned you?'' And when she responded with, ``No one, sir,'' Jesus said, ``Neither do I condemn you. Now go on your way, and do not sin again.''

When Jesus meets us, he asks us to look at ourselves. He asks us to consider our sin. He asks us to be honest with ourselves. He calls us to examination.

Now this examination is easier said than done. It is hard to look inside ourselves very deeply. It takes time. It takes solitude. It takes listening to God. It is sometimes painful. But it is absolutely necessary. When we do not examine ourselves by the light that Jesus provides for us, when we live an unexamined life, then we end up being moved and swayed in ways of unfaithfulness and disobedience that we neither understand nor are capable of challenging and changing. We are like people who begin wading into a lake that looks perfectly placid and still but who are suddenly pulled under and drowned by unseen riptides and powerful currents. We are swept along by what we did not see because we did not look very far beneath the surface.

I had an idea somewhere along the way as I was thinking about this sermon. I thought that Hannah and I could stand up here and have a dialogue with one another about what drives us crazy about each other. Unfortunately, Hannah seemed to relish the idea so much that I chickened out. The reason that we might have done this is because the things that send me up the wall about her tend to be the things that I don't like very well in myself. And the reason that I have come to know this is because after my brother helpfully, and repeatedly, shook his head and said, ``Eesh. You two are so much alike!,'' I took some time to think about his comments. The truthful realization that what makes me crazy in my children, in Maya and Elias, too, is what I wish weren't in myself has been helpful: I am humbler (well, at least sometimes humbler) because I am aware that the traits and attitudesthe blind spotsin other people that seem to set me off so quickly and passionately are also oftennot always, but oftenmy own blind spots, my own sin. They're the hidden currents that pull me under.

Last week Dan described one of the characteristics of God-given desire this way. He said, ``A God-given desire pulls us out of ourselves toward others and toward God. The search for our deepest desire is not a journey into ourselves, but a journey through ourselves to the center of our lives where God is. And when we meet God there, God then leads us back through ourselves toward others.'' Dan Schrock, sermon: ``Desiring.'' Preached at Berkey Avenue Mennonite Fellowship, September 22, 2002. It is this journey through ourselves that is the examination that Jesus asks us to conduct. We are asked to look at ourselves and to confess what is truthful about ourselves. I have described the process in my journal more than once as the process of peeling an onion: one layer comes off and then another and then another untileventuallyyou get to the center. Sometimes it really, really hurts to be truthful, to peel away layers of falseness.

But, LISTEN WELL! Jesus asks us to examine ourselves in his presence. Not alone and not in order to shame us but in order to receive mercy and grace and forgiveness and new life. The point of examination is not to heap guilt upon shame upon guilt. No. The point of examination in the presence of Jesus is to be freed to go and sin no more. The point of examination is to experience new life, to be able to move toward God and toward others in the freedom of forgiveness in the knowledge of God's love so that we can offer forgiveness and give love. The point of examination is to be able to see those currents that threaten to sweep us away, to be able to chart them and avoid being sucked under by them. And when we falterwhen we sinas we will indeed do, then Jesus who is Mercy remains standing there before us, inviting us to examine ourselves, to receive grace again, and to go and sin no more.

Examination in the presence of Jesus affects our relationship with others. When we take that journey through ourselves, we must emerge with humility. We can celebrate growth and progress, but we will also be aware of how much farther we have to go. We recognize that maybe we are not so much different from others, neither so much worse, nor so much more superior.

In the Anabaptist tradition, examination has often preceded communion, and the questions have been these: first, ``Are you right with God?,'' and second, ``Are you right with your brothers and sisters?'' To come to the communion table is to lay ourselves open in the presence of Jesus, to name the sins that are hindering our discipleship, our faith, our relationships in the body of Christ. It is at the communion table that we celebrate the presence of the redeeming and merciful Jesus Christ, the living Christ who forgives us of those sins and who remains with us in all times and in all places, leading us to new life. At the communion table, we examine the bonds of fellowship we have with our brothers and sisters, and we consider whether we have stretched, distorted, or broken those bonds with one another. We confess the need for mending. We drop the stones that we want to throw because we recognize that we are ourselves in need of grace. We recognize that we share so much! We share joy in forgiveness, and we share desire to become more and more faithful disciples. We share hope in the faithfulness of God. In our sharing, we grow in love for God and for one another.

Today we are going to celebrate communion. We will take the bread and the juice, and we will remember the body and blood of Jesus, broken and spilled on our behalf. We will take the bread and the juice, and we will celebrate grace and forgiveness and new life. We will take the bread and the juice… but first we will examine ourselves. We gather now in the presence of the depth of Mercy, in the presence of Jesus, in order to see and understand what we need to lay down, to give up, to receive healing forwhich stones we need to let drop from our hands.

Let us enter now into a period of examination and of confession in prayer:

Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on us, for we are sinners. (pause) Recall to our minds and our hearts in the midst of this quietness those areas of our lives in which sin continues to cling. Show us the places where you want to bring healing and new life. Are we right with you? Are we right with our brothers and sisters? Grant us humility of spirit so that we can see ourselves clearly, so that we can examine ourselves in the light of your mercy.

Jesus Christ, Son of God, we hear your words of freedom and grace, ``Neither do I condemn you. Go and sin no more.'' We accept your forgiveness with joyful thanksgiving.

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Healing and Anointing October 27 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Healing and Anointing October 27 2002.rtf@CB5
Healing and Anointing
Sermon by Anita Kehr
October 27, 2002

         My great fear almost all of the way through my years of seminary study was that I had maybe misunderstood God. What if I had crossed my wires and then uprooted our family, asking Bryan to leave his work that he loved in a community where he was loved to labor in a spiritually exhausting setting? What if God hadn't really called me to ministry, and I was letting my own desires get in the way? Even though it seemed as if I had received ample confirmation, I continued to wonder whether I had really heard God right. Most of the time, this fear lay low, like a low-grade fever, and I was unaware of it. However, periodically it broadsided me, and I would reel in anxiety.
         The first time I recognized and named this fear came in the middle of a session of spiritual direction during my second year of study. I don't even remember the question that the director askedperhaps it was even a question about what I was afraid ofbut my response caused me to begin to weep, suddenly, without warning: "What if there's nothing at the end of seminary? What if these years will have been for nothing?" I was struck down by sorrow and by fear. Another time, in the middle of a small group gathering during a time of sharing, the same words, the same tears came pouring out: What if I haven't really heard God at all? What if I've been in blind pursuit of something that I won't find? What if there's nothing at the end of this?
         By the time I reached the January of my last year in seminary, I was a wreck. Late in the fall, I had finished writing up the information that went to the ministerial placement office of the Mennonite Church, and I was beginning the waitthe wait to hear from congregational search committees and conference pastors. No one has ever accused me of having great patience, and those early days of waiting had already begun to stretch long while I waited to hear from … someone, but the phone remained silent. My January interterm class, which had involved three weeks of intense work and concentration, was finally finished, and I was, quite simply, tired. However, I decided that for the sake of networking, I needed to go to at least some of the Pastors' Week meetingsPastors' Week takes place between the end of interterm and the beginning of the spring semesterbut I really wasn't looking forward to going. But I felt as if it was something I ought to do. So I went.
Frankly, I remember very little of those meetings, except for one worship service in particular. AndfranklyI don't remember much about that worship service except that beforehand I had met a friend and shared with her about my fear and then during the service there was an opportunity to be anointed for healing… for healing of mind or heart or body or spirit. I was compelled then to go forward to give over my fear to God, and I received peace.
         The experience of that healing from fear was profound and quick. It enabled me to wait with at least a bit more patience, and I believe that the healing also released me to be able to discern God's will when it came time to make major decisions that spring. I was enabled to close a door to an opportunity when I needed to, even though there was nothing else immediately available. And, even though the months that followed that decision to say "no, this isn't right" were quite awfully painful, God gave me peace about the decision itself and graced me with the presence of the Spirit in the middle of the awfulness.
         This morning we will offer an opportunity for anointing, an opportunity to pray for one another for the healing of mind or heart or body or spirit. We will provide this opportunity in obedience to the instruction of James to pray in the community of faith for one another, to expect God to raise up those who are suffering, and to confess our sins to one another. We will come in the knowledge that God loves us and desires to make us whole; we will come in the attitude of letting go, of yielding ourselves to the will of God.
         In scripture, the act of anointing holds several different meanings. In the first part of the Old Testament, people received anointing to set them apart for specific roles or offices. Those called were anointed when they took up their kingly or priestly or prophetic mantles. Anointing signified God's selection of them and provided a reminder of God's presence with them.
         When we get to the poetry of the Old Testament, anointing becomes a sign of God's abundant blessing and favor. Remember Psalm 23: "You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies: you anoint my head with oil; my cup runs over." You anoint my head with oil; you bless me by your presence.
         Those Old Testament strands of meaning for anointing continue in the New Testament, both the sense of selection as well as the evidence of the blessing of God's presence. Jesus is called the Anointed One, the one chosen and set apart for the particular task of bringing salvation. Even as Jesus was anointed and set apart, so was he anointed with the blessing of God's presence which rested upon him. In Acts, Peter says that God anointed Jesus with the Holy Spirit and power and thus was enabled to go around doing good and healing all who were under the power of the devil because God was with him.
         In 2 Corinthians, Paul writes that God has anointed us, those who are followers of Jesus Christ, setting the seal of ownership upon us, and putting his Spirit into our hearts as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come. We are claimed for relationship with God, enabled to stand firm in Christ. This anointing describes a claim put upon us by God for a purposeto become beloved children and followers of Jesus.
Then in his first epistle, John writes that we have received an anointing from the Holy One, an anointing gives us knowledge and truth. This anointing is a sign of the blessing of the presence of God.
In Mark and James, then, we see the connection between healing and anointing: Mark records that Jesus sent the disciples out and by the power of God, using the symbol of God's presence, they anointed sick people with oil and healed them. In the same way, in the text that Ora read this morning, James instructs those who are sick to call the elders of the community of faith to anoint them and to pray for them in faith. James writes, "The Lord will save the sick and raise them up… and anyone who has committed sins will be forgiven."
For you see, God's healing encompasses all of us, not just our bodies, but our hearts, our minds, and our souls. Perhaps especially our souls.
You know the story of the paralyzed man whose friends desperately wanted him to be healed by Jesus. Since they couldn't get into the very crowded house where Jesus was teaching, they climbed up onto the roof, removed enough of the roofing tiles so that their friend's mat would fit through the new hole, and they lowered him down right in front of Jesus. Jesus looked at the man, he looked up at those faithful friends, and then what did he say? He didn't say, "Wait your turn." He didn't say, "Get up and walk." What he did say was, "Friend, your sins are forgiven." That was Jesus' first priority: healing the soul, taking care of the sin that separated the man from God. It wasn't until the Pharisees and teachers of the law started muttering about Jesus' presumptionhis arrogancein claiming forgiveness of sins for the paralyzed man, that Jesus healed the man physically. Which is easier, he asked, to forgive or to heal? And as a way to show his authority to forgive sins, to heal the soul, Jesus also healed the body of the man, who stood, took up his mat, and walked home praising God. This demonstration did not mean that the man's illness was a result of sin. Rather, Jesus demonstrated his authority over all things on heaven and on earth, an authority given to him by God, an authority that can address all of our needs: those of body and soul, heart and mind.
When we come to God for healing we come with persistence. Do you remember the Canaanite woman who argued with Jesus for her healing?; "Even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from the master's table," she said. And do you remember the times in the Bible where someone's petitioning changed God's mind, like when Abraham petitioned for the salvation of Lot? But when we come for healing with persistence, we also come with an attitude of yielding to God, of giving ourselves over again to the merciful hand of God. There is a refrain in scripture that begins in Isaiah 6 and continues into the New Testament. Its wording changes a bit each time it's used but it goes something like this version from Matthew: "You will indeed listen, but never understand, and you will indeed look, but never perceive. For this people's heart has grown dull, and their ears are hard of hearing, and they have shut their eyes, so that they might not look with their eyes, and listen with their ears, and understand with their heart and turnand I would heal them." The turning is critical: the turning toward God, the opening of eyes and ears, the softening of the heart, the knowledge of our need.
Anabaptists had a word that they used for this softening of the heart, this yielding of our will to God's. They called it Gelassenheit, and Arnold Snyder has described it as the ancient and universalnot just AnabaptistChristian path of learning to submit to the will of the living God. (Mennonite Life, September 2000) I think it's a kind of letting go, a development of profound trust in the goodness of God's will for us.
Again, when we come for healing with persistence and with yieldedness, we will not necessarily be relieved of all of our suffering. The book of James, where we began this meandering exploration of anointing and healing, begins in chapter 1 with an exhortation to face our trialstrials of any kindwith joy. The raising up, the healing, that our own passage in chapter 5 refers to may be as much the gift of grace to persevere or the resurrection from death in the fullness of time as it is physical healing in this life. James doesn't make a distinction between the different kinds of healing; God heals and sustains in many, many different ways.
In our own congregation, we have witnessed miracles of physical healing. There is no other way that we can describe some of the things that we have seen. We have witnessed miracles of spiritual healing. We have also witnessed the healing that comes with the continuing and sustaining presence of God in the midst of suffering and pain.
Craig Satterlee is an ordained Lutheran minister and a professor of preaching at the Lutheran School of Theology in Chicago. He has also been legally blind since birth and has only about 20 percent of normal vision. Every so often throughout his life, he has encountered other Christian believers who tell him that if he just had enough faith, his sight could be recovered. As a result of these encounters and exhortations, Craig has come to broaden his conception of healing, moving from "`the notion of healing-as-cure to a view of healing as God's presence in suffering.' There can be healing and wholeness, he says, even where there can be no cure…." Craig is often introduced as a pastor who believes in the power of prayer. About this introduction, he says, "I take that as a compliment, the way it's intended… but I don't believe in the power of prayer. I believe in the power and presence of God, [and] so I pray." (Quoted in Context, October 15, 2002)
Together we pray for one another because we believe in the power and presence of God. We believe that God has already conquered sin and has made our physical death momentaryperhaps even irrelevant in the eternal scheme of thingsbecause of the life and death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. We believe that God has provided the Holy Spirit to enable and sustain and empower us. We believe that God's mercy is sure and God's steadfast love is everlasting. We believe that the community of believers is formed partly in order to pray for one another. It is within the context of these beliefs that we enter into this service of anointing and healing today. And we come with gratitude for God's love and with expectation of God's work in our lives.
In a time of silence, consider these questions:
Where do you need to experience God's healing and wholeness and help?
What do you need to yield to God, to give over to God?
Where do you especially need a reminder of the blessed and blessing presence of God? How are you being called and set aside by God?
Let us pray in silence.
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How to Overcome an Enemy June 23 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=How to Overcome an Enemy June 23 2002.rtf@CB5
How to Overcome an Enemy
Romans 12:14-21
Sermon by Dan Schrock
June 23, 2002

Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them. Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. Live in harmony with one another; do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly; do not claim to be wiser than you are. Do not repay anyone evil for evil, but take thought for what is noble in the sight of all. If it is possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave room for the wrath of God; for it is written, ``Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.'' No, ``if your enemies are hungry, feed them; if they are thirsty, give them something to drink; for by doing this you will heap burning coals on their heads.'' Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good (NRSV).

When have you feasted your worst enemy? When have you spent the better part of a day in the kitchen, cooked a lavish banquet of filet mignon and lobster tail, potatoes Anna and steamed fresh asparagus with Hollandaise sauce, fresh bread and molded butter, baked Alaska and Jamaican Blue Mountain coffee; set out your best tablecloth and your best china, and then sat down to eat this lavish mealwith your most bitter, virulent enemy seated right there beside you? When have you invited your enemy into the privacy of your home and blessed them with a feast?

We rarely invite enemies to our house. Most of us more often invite friends and family to our house. In a few weeks from now, on the July 4 holiday, quite a few Americans will invite people over to their house for a barbecue in the back yard. The vast majority of these guests will be family members: grandmas and grandpas, aunts and uncles, children and grandchildren and cousins. This is well and good. Family relationships are strengthened by eating together. One might quip that the family who eats together stays together. Eating at the same table creates shared memories, bonds people together, and evokes joy and laughter. Food also puts people in better humor and sooths frazzled relationships. Which means that eating together improves relationships, heals the wounds of broken relationships. Eating together benefits both friends and enemies.

Of course your most bitter enemy might be a member of your own family. Many years ago I had a great aunt named Maude, who got along just fine with everyone in the worldexcept her two sisters. When she wanted to, Maude could be as sweet and kind as the next person. But when the conversation turned to one, or heaven forbid, both of her sisters, Maude immediately got nasty. She'd launch into a detailed tirade about the latest slight, the latest snub, that she had received from her sisters. Clearly, her sisters were her enemies, whom she had as little to do with them as possible. Our enemy might be a member of our own family.

What is Paul's solution to the problem of enemies? Feed them. Eat with them. Bless them with your food and drink.

In the 6
th chapter of 2 Kings, there is a marvelous story about eating with your enemies. Some years ago I discovered that some Christians don't even know this story is in the Bible. I don't recall ever hearing a sermon or having a Sunday school class on this story. It does not appear in the Revised Common Lectionary. We have a children's story Bible at home, but this story is not in it. However, you very likely know this story, because one of the things Jenny and I noticed very early on in our relationship with you is that the level of Biblical literacy in this congregation is significantly higher than in some other congregations we've belonged to. But I'd like to tell it anyway. The story is about international enemies, but applies to many types of enemies. For ease of hearing, I'm going to modernize a few details and extrapolate a few others. For example, the story talks about the nation of Aram, but I'm going to use the word ``Syria,'' because that's the nation which now occupies the land which long ago belonged to Aram. If you want to check the original, you can read 2 Kings 6:8-23 this afternoon.

Once during a war between the nation of Syria and the nation of Israel, the king of Syria called his generals together for a strategy session in the privacy of his royal tent. The king said, ``I have decided that we will move our army to Hazor, and from there attack the Israelis. We move today; order the men to start packing up.'' So the Syrian army moved to Hazor, just as the king ordered.

That same day, the prophet Elisha, who lived far away in the sleepy Israeli town of Dothan, sent a message to the king of Israel: ``The Syrian army is headed for Hazor. Unless you want them to attack you, leave that area at once.'' Now the king of Israel knew from previous experience that Elisha was a man of God, that God spoke regularly to Elisha, and that he, the king, had better pay attention to anything Elisha said. Therefore the king of Israel moved his army away from Hazor. Result? By the time the Syrians pulled into Hazor, the Israeli army was nowhere in sight.

Now this happened several times. The Syrian king and his generals would make battle plans in the privacy of the king's tent, and set out to engage the Israelis in battle, only to find out when they arrived that the Israelis had mysteriously vanished. It did not matter how many spies the Syrian king sent out, or how secretive the Syrians were. It seemed that the Israelis had inside information, as though they had planted a double-crossing spy right in the Syrian king's tent.

Finally the Syrian king got angry and ordered his generals into the tent. ``Which one of you sides with the king of Israel? One of you has to be leaking information! There's no way the Israelis can evade us like this unless one of you is a traitor!

One of the generals spoke up. ``My lord king, none of us is a traitor; no one in our army has been breaching security. The problem is Elisha, an Israeli prophet who lives in the village of Dothan, in the heartland of Israel. I don't know how he does it, but Elisha knows everything you say. He even knows everything you whisper in the privacy of your bedchamber. Then he turns around and informs the king of Israel.''

``We'll fix that guy!,'' the Syrian king retorted. ``Since you know all about this, I want you to take your division and capture this Elisha. Travel tonight under cover of darkness, surround his village, and at first light nab him and bring him back to me! Now go!''

The next morning at dawn, in the village of Dothan, Elisha's personal assistant woke up, got dressed, and strolled out the front door of Elisha's house to enjoy the sunrise. The sunrise was awesome, alright, but so were the Syrian tanks, field artillery, and armored personnel carriers that he saw surrounding the village. The assistant beat it back into the house, yelling, ``Elisha, the Syrian army has trapped us! What shall we do? We're defenseless!''

Elisha sat up in bed, rubbed his eyes, and yawned. ``Yes, Nathan, I know all about it. I knew yesterday morning that they were coming, and I knew they'd be surrounding us when we woke up. Don't worry about it. Let me get dressed and I'll go out and show you.''

A few minutes later with Nathan trembling behind him, Elisha ambled out into the middle of the street, folded his hands, raised his eyes to the sky, and prayed, ``Oh Yahweh, God of heaven and earth, take away Nathan's fear. Please open his eyes so he can see. Amen.''

As Elisha lowered his eyes to the ground, Nathan saw what he had not seen before: the landscape was covered with Yahweh's armies, division after division of heavenly tanks and artillery pieces on the ground, squadrons of fighter jets and attack helicopters in the air, not one of them made from metal, but all of them made of fire, Yahweh's holy fire, each of them piloted by angels, vastly outnumbering that single, puny Syrian division.

At that moment, the Syrian general, with a company of soldiers, dismounted and marched toward Elisha and Nathan, their machine guns ready to fire.

Once again, Elisha stood quietly in the middle of the street, folded his hands, looked to the skies, and prayed, ``O Lord God of heaven and earth, please strike these Syrians with blinding light. Amen.''
Suddenly the Syrians dropped their machine guns with howls of terror, clutching at their eyes, for they could no longer see anything. Tank drivers let go of the controls; gunners unhanded their weapons. Every Syrian soldier was rendered defenseless by blinding light.

Elisha walked up to the Syrian general and said gently, ``Friends, you have come to the wrong place. This is not where you want to be. Take hold of my hand, and my assistant's hand, and we will lead you to the man you are looking for.''

So off they walked down the road, Elisha and Nathan in front, holding hands with a whole division of hard-bitten Syrian soldiers blinded by prayer. Ten miles later, without the Syrians having any idea where Elisha was taking them, the whole procession walked into the city of Samaria, the capital of Israel. When everyone had entered the city gates, Elisha stopped, stood in the middle of the street, folded his hands, looked up at the heavens, and prayed for a third time: ``O Lord God of heaven and earth, open the eyes of these Syrian soldiers, so that they may see. Amen.'' And their eyes were opened!

Just then the king of Israel arrived. ``Elisha, this is great!'' he exclaimed. ``A whole division of defenseless Syrians! I want to kill them! Can I kill them?''

``Absolutely not!'' Elisha retorted. ``You may not kill them. Instead, I want you to prepare a feast for them. Feed them with the best you have, then send them back home to Syria.''

So that's what the king of Israel did. He prepared a feast for his Syrian enemies. Remember now that feasts take a while to prepare, especially when you're feeding an army. You have to butcher sheep and goats and cows and then barbecue them slowly on spits. You have to bake bread, cook lentils, wash grapes and figs, haul out casks of wine from the palace cellar, and set the tables. Even with lots of servants, it still takes hours and hours to get ready.

Therefore the king and his guests had plenty of time to socialize, both before and during the meal. They talked, got to know each other, told jokes, laughed, even played a few games.

You know what? By the time the meal was over, the Israeli king and the Syrian general, who sat beside each other at the table, discovered that they respected each other, maybe even trusted each other, just a little bit. The Syrian captains and lieutenants, sergeants and privates, who were commoners back home, felt honored that for once in their lives, they had been privileged to eat in the palace of a king. And the Israeli servants, who waited on them at the tables, went home that night and told their spouses and children about the miracle of eating.

And that's how the war ended. The Syrians no longer came raiding into the land of Israel.

So, what might happen if you and I feasted our enemies?

Oh yes, would you like to know what happened to my great aunt Maude and her sisters? Late in life, after a long period of refusing to have anything to do with each other, Maude and her sisters agreed to sit down together and eat a meal at Maude's house. At first the meal was strained; but eventually it worked like a charm. From the day of that meal, the three sisters dropped the tirades, drained the bitterness, and lived in peace until death.

Thanks be to God.
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I Pledge Allegiance June 16 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=I Pledge Allegiance June 16 2002.rtf@CB5
I Pledge Allegiance
1 Peter 3:21
Sermon by Dan Schrock
June 16, 2002

This water symbolizes baptism that now saves you alsonot the removal of dirt from the body but the pledge of a good conscience toward God. It saves you by the resurrection of Jesus Christ
(NIV).

When I was a child at the Parkside Elementary School here in Goshen, every Wednesday morning our teacher asked us to stand, face the American flag, hold our right hands over our hearts, and recite the Pledge of Allegiance which says, ``I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America and to the Republic for which it stands, one Nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.'' Even though I was only a child, I felt uncomfortable every Wednesday morning as I slouched to my feet, reluctantly moved my hand to the general vicinity of my heart, and mumbled through this Pledge of Allegiance.

I suppose I was so uncomfortable because of what I saw on TV every night.

Those were the 1960s, during the early years of the Vietnam War. Every night when our family sat down to supper, Mom and Dad turned the TV toward the kitchen table so we could watch the CBS Evening News with Walter Cronkite. Invariably the leading stories of the newscast were about what had happened that day in Vietnam. Between bites of roast beef and potatoes, we heard mortar fire coming through our TV, watched bombs explode on Vietnamese villages, and saw caskets of dead American soldiers being flown home to the U.S., each coffin draped in an American flag. Those sounds and images from the war created in my impressionable young mind a stark link between the American flag and death. The American flag was what you wrapped dead boys in. The flag stood for a misguided, never-ending war that no one seemed to be winning and no one seemed to be losing. The flag symbolized blind patriotism to a country which was killing its own young people.

And there I was, every Wednesday morning, mumbling my way through the Pledge of Allegiance, committing my childhood self to the United States of America, wondering what Jesus Christ might have to do with all of this.

Only years later did I realize my conscience was bothering me. My conscience was nudging me to ask whether I was going to continue pledging my allegiance to this country, or whether I would decide to pledge allegiance to Jesus Christ. When I became 18 years old, would I agree to fight in Vietnam for this country; or would I say no, I will not fight because I have a higher loyalty to Jesus Christ, who calls us to peace? As a child in elementary school, I was not old enough to answer that question. But when I became a teenager, I did answer it.. I received baptism, and pledged my allegiance to Christ.

In the New International Version of the Bible, 1 Peter 3:21 declares that when we are baptized, we are making a pledge to Goda pledge of allegiance. The letter of 1 Peter was written to new Christians who had recently left their pagan ways, received baptism, and joined the church. Again and again in different ways, 1 Peter helps these new Christians understand that they are now cultural nonconformists. Ever since baptism, their highest allegiance is now to Christ, not to the Roman Empire. These Christians are now holy (chapter 1), a chosen people (chapter 2) who belong to God and live by a different, more disciplined set of ethical standards than non-Christians live by.

This differentness begins in baptism. On the day of our baptism, we pledge our allegiance to Jesus Christ. We commit ourselves to follow him as best we can, for as long as we live. This is what you are doing today, pledging your allegiance to Christ, committing your best and highest and ultimate to him, for all the days of your life.

Something else is also happening today in your baptism. In a way, this is the most glorious thing of all: Jesus Christ pledges himself to you! When you accept baptism, Jesus is also committing himself to walk with you, to be with you, always. It's important for us to remember that Jesus commits himself to us, because the day may come when wewhen youwill suffer for your allegiance to him. The day may come when your ultimate allegiance to Christ will lead you to say no when this nation asks you to do something that conflicts with Christ.

That day came in 1940 for Clyde Mosemann, a Mennonite young adult. Life was going very well for Clyde, who was then 20 years old. He owned a new, two-toned convertible car, which on warm summer days he would drive down the road with the top down. Oh, glory be! He also had joint ownership of an airplane. He and some friends of his, all of whom had money and pilot's licenses, loved to fly. So they pooled their resources and bought a plane. They had so much fun flying that they soon bought a second plane with their own money.

Clyde could afford all these toys because he had an extremely well-paying job at Sensenich Brothers, a manufacturer of airplane propellers. A foreman in the factory, he made $70 a week during a time when the average worker was earning $15-20 a weekhe was earning about 4 times as much as the average person. His high wages not only allowed Clyde to pay his rent and food, but also to pay for some very expensive hobbies.

But it was 1940, just at the beginning of the U.S. involvement in World War II. By the end of 1940, the factory where Clyde worked had received a contract with the U.S. government to build propellers for U.S. army airplanes. This troubled Clyde's conscience. ``Christ taught us the way of peace,'' he said. ``Christ's kingdom is not of this world. He taught us to love our enemies. I had developed firm convictions about this from the time I was a boy at East Chestnut Street Mennonite Church. I felt uncomfortable accepting wages earned from production which was going for war purposes.''

When the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor in December 1941, Clyde and another Mennonite who worked at Sensenich Brothers decided they could no longer work at that factory with a clear conscience. So they quit their jobs.

That decision to quit radically changed the direction of Clyde's life. For one thing, it brought him a certain amount of criticism and ridicule from fellow workers at the factory, as well as from people in the community. They couldn't understand why Clyde would leave such a well-paying job, just for reasons of conscience, just because he believed Christ was more important. The other consequence of this decision to quit was that Clyde no longer had the money to afford his hobby of flying.

Clyde and his friend eventually moved to Florida and found a job at the Stokeley Canning Company, which paid $15 a week, an amount barely adequate to cover basic living expenses. But Clyde never regretted his decision, because something else happened too. For in Florida, Clyde also began volunteering at the Spanish Mennonite Mission in Ybor City. That experience, his first real experience working among people of another culture, helped him to understand needs in the broader society. The relationships he formed with people at the Spanish Mission created in Clyde a desire to work more among Hispanic people, and in 1953, the Mennonite church sent him to South America as a mission worker. The decision of conscience that Clyde made in 1941 because of his allegiance to Jesus Christ, moved him away from an easy, comfortable, and somewhat indulgent life to a life more sensitive to human need in the world. It altered the shape of his spiritual development. Looking back on his decision not to build military parts, Clyde said, ``In being obedient to Christ, he has blessed me in many ways and has opened a greater and fuller life for me. I was more and more exposed to the needs of a hurting world.''
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Today, through this act of baptism, you are saved by the resurrection of Jesus Christ. You are pledging allegiance to him; and he is pledging commitment to you. This baptism, which is the most important decision you will ever make, the most important act you will ever do, will bless you and open up for you a greater, fuller life.

With joy, we welcome you today into the company of Christ's people!

Note

Adapted from ``From the Flying Club to Civilian Public Service,'' in Seeking Peace: True Stories of Mennonites around the World, Struggling to Live their Belief in Peace. Full of Courage and Spirit! , ed. Titus Peachy and Linda Gehman P eachey (Good Books: 1991), 98-200.
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Jesus Method for Dealing with Enemies July 14 2002.rtf http://www.berkeyavenue.org/Worship/Archives:=Jesus Method for Dealing with Enemies July 14 2002.rtf@CB5
Jesus' Method for Dealing with Enemies
Matthew 5:38-48
Sermon by Dan Schrock
July 7, 2002

This past Thursday, the nation in which we live observed the 226 th anniversary of its declaration of independence from England. In the years leading up to that event, the American colonies and England had slowly become enemies, tussling over issues such as taxation and democratic representation. The enemies in that conflict were soon doing what most enemies have done throughout history: they tried to kill each other.

As time passes, we humans have invented more creative ways to kill each other. The ceaseless quest for military superiority has led to new weapons that are able to kill more people in less time. World War I saw the first widespread use of airplanes, tanks, machine guns, and mustard gas, at the time all relatively new inventions. World War II witnessed the first major use of aircraft carriers, rockets, and nuclear bombs. For the first time, World War II also used a newly nasty technique: massive fire bombing of civilian populations, a technique developed by an American, Curtis LeMay. Americans won that war partly because their creativity in finding new ways to kill enemies far out-classed the creativity of either Germany or Japan.

On September 11 of last year we witnessed a new and unimagined level of creativity in killing enemies. Someoneand we may never know whoasked a few simple but terribly creative questions: What would happen if we thought of a passenger jet as a military weapon, as a flying bomb? And what if we flew one of those flying bombs, loaded with fuel, into a skyscraper during work hours? How many people could we kill and how much property could we destroy?

On September 11 we all found out the terrible answers to those questions. The point is that planning for war is a tremendously creative enterprise. Even as we sit here this morning, someone somewhere in the world is probably trying to invent some new weapon, or new technique, for killing enemies. In the future we will surely witness previously unimagined devilment for doing away with enemies.

A very long time ago on a grassy hillside, a Palestinian Jewish man named Jesus of Nazareth proposed a radically different way of dealing with enemies. Instead of killing them, he proposed to love them. Instead of eradicating them, he proposed to transform them. His proposal was wonderfully inventive, displaying a kind of creativity at least as imaginative as anything a military officer ever devised. Listen to what Jesus proposed.

``You have heard that it was said, `An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.' But I say to you, Do not resist an evildoer. But if anyone strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other also; and if anyone wants to sue you and take your coat, give your cloak as well; and if anyone forces you to go one mile, go also the second mile. Give to everyone who begs from you, and do not refuse anyone who wants to borrow from you.

``You have heard that it was said, `You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.' But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be children of your Father in heaven; for he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the righteous and on the unrighteous. For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? And if you greet only your brothers and sisters, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same? Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.''
(NRSV)

Let's go through the first half of this text in exegetical fashion, commenting on Jesus' proposal.

Verse 39, which in the NRSV reads, ``Do not resist an evildoer'' is actually a poor translation of the Greek. A better translation of the verb
anthistemi , is ``do not retaliate,'' with the sense of not returning evil for evil. The overall meaning of this sentence, then, is that the followers of Jesus are not to strike back at people who do evil things, giving blow for blow, wishing evil for evil, using violence to retaliate against violence. When we understand the sentence this way, Jesus clearly leaves the door open for responding to evil with acts of positive nonviolence. Jesus is as concerned as anyone to resist evil. Indeed, his whole earthly ministry was spent resisting evil. But the issue in this passage is how to fight evil imaginatively, creatively.

Jesus then offers three examples of how he proposes to deal with enemies, and each refers to a specific situation in 1
st century Palestinian culture. The first example is what to try when someone slaps you on the right cheek. It turns out that slapping someone on the right cheek had a rather specific cultural context in the 1 st century. Slave-owners slapped slaves on the right cheek to subdue them; husbands slapped wives on the right cheek to insult them (alas, 1 st century society was still highly patriarchal); parents slapped children on the right cheek to make them behave, and so on. The purpose of smacking on the right cheek was to humiliate you, to put you in your place. In Judaism it was an attack on one's personal honor. So in each case, the person who did the smacking belonged to a higher social class than the person who got smacked.

Many of the people who followed Jesus belonged to the lower class and knew what it was like to be humiliated by the upper class. What does Jesus propose when someone whacks you on the right cheek? Turn your left cheek toward that person. Knowing the cultural message behind this is crucial. Hitting someone on the left cheek was what social
equals did. For instance, when one shepherd got mad, he might typically whack another shepherd on the left cheek, a soldier might smack another soldier on the left cheek, and so forth. When you hit someone on the left side of the face, you signaled that the other person was your social equal.

Sometimes I've heard pastors and other well-meaning Christians tell abused women that ``they should turn the other cheek'' toward their abuser. Way too often what they mean is ``go back to your husband or boyfriend, and take whatever abuse he dishes out to you. Be a Christian doormat, and let him wipe his feet all over you.'' I want to say very clearly that this is
not what Jesus means. Turning your left cheek is not an invitation for someone to continue abusing you. In fact it means just the opposite. In the 1 st century turning the left cheek was a non-verbal invitation for the perpetrator to stop abusing you as a social inferior and to start treating you as a social equal. The simple act of presenting your left cheek was an act of moral courage. It asserted your own dignity and asked the other person to change his or her relationship with you. The purpose of turning the left cheek was to create nonviolent social transformation.

The second example appears in verse 40: ``if anyone sues you and takes your coat, give your cloak as well.'' This alludes to typical 1
st century clothing which had two pieces, the outer garment or coat, and the inner garment or cloak. Once again, the cultural context is important. In what 1 st century setting would someone take a person's coat, or outer garment? The answer is in a court of law, specifically in debtor's court. Then as now, when you wanted to borrow some money you had to offer something to the creditor as collateral for the loan. For lower class people, the only collateral they could offer was usually their outer garment, because they often owned nothing else. To our ears this sounds strange because no creditor today would accept an off-the-rack fall coat from Walmart as collateral for a loan, but in the 1 st century creditors did. When debtors could not repay their loans, creditors would sue them and demand their coats as partial payment for the original loan.

It so happened that in 1
st century Palestine a lot of debtors were losing their coats because of a series of related economic problems that made it almost impossible for ordinary peasants to make a decent living. These economic problems included exorbitant interest rates on loans, heavy taxes which sometimes totaled 40-50% of income, absentee landlords, sharecropping arrangements, crop failures, and the like. Because the economy was so bad, debtors often could not repay their loans. So when they went to debtors' court, they usually walked out wearing only their inner garment, or cloak.

Jesus thought this economic system was unjust, because the response he suggests both criticizes the mess economic affairs had fallen into and creates a marvelous opportunity for changed relationships: when your creditor sues you and takes your coat as payment for the loan, then take off your inner garment and walk out of court stark naked. I am not making this up! Jesus is suggesting public nakedness! Why? Because the creditor has already taken everything you own: your house, your land, your tools, and even your coat. So why not graphically illustrate how low and destitute he has made you? Why not take all your clothes off? This is a unique opportunity for you to unmask a whole economic system which claims to be just and fair but in reality is grinding you down into abject poverty.
Now there is another little cultural fact you should know. In Jewish culture, nakedness shamed the person who saw or caused the nakedness, not the person who was naked (Genesis 9:20-27). Therefore walking out of court naked did not bring shame on the person without clothes, it brought shame on the creditor who in reality caused this nakedness. In this way public nakedness graphically showed what debt really does to people. As in the case of turning cheeks, this act of stripping in public was an invitation for the other person to stop treating you unjustly and start treating you compassionately. Like the first example, the purpose of this second example was to create an opportunity for nonviolent social transformation: it asserted your own worth and asked the other person to change his or her relationship with you.

The last example Jesus gives is the one about going a second mile. In the 1
st century any Roman soldier traveling anywhere in the empire could force anyone who was not a Roman citizen to carry his backpack for one Roman mile (Greek: milion ), which was 1,618 yards long (142 yards shorter than the modern English mile). The Romans did not invent this practice, but borrowed it from the Persians. So that this law could be applied without an argument about where the mile began and ended, major highways throughout the empire had mile markers at regular intervals. The law had been enacted to move soldiers more rapidly around the empire, on the theory that troops could walk faster and arrive more refreshed for battle if they didn't have to carry their 65-85 pound backpacks the whole way.

Among Rome's subjugated peoples, this law was universally despised. While you were quietly harvesting your barley, a Roman soldier could come up and demand that you carry his backpack a mile down the road. It was a nuisance and a bother. Without any choice on your part, it forced you to drop whatever you were doing and give the empire a half hour of your precious time. Most of all, it reminded you in a visceral way of Rome's superior military power. Jews and other subjugated peoples hated it.

Crafty, brilliant strategist that he was, Jesus suggested a simple response. When you get to the end of the mile, tell the soldier you'll carry his backpack another mile. A crafty and brilliant responsebecause Jesus knew very well that at this point another law took effect which said that no soldier could force the same person to carry his pack two miles in a row; and if the soldier did, then his commanding officer could inflict severe penalties on the soldier for doing so. No soldier in his right mind, therefore, would ever force someone to carry his backpack a second mile. But what might happen, asks Jesus, if someone unexpectedly
volunteered to carry the backpack one more mile? It's hard to say, but at least such an act would have caught the soldier by surprise, almost forcing him to look the civilian in the eye, to notice the civilian's humanity, and to re-evaluate the social patterns that had brought them to this point.

In each of these examples, Jesus proposed an inventive, daring, but nonviolent response to enemies which in the 1
st century would have been completely unexpected. The element of surprise is an important characteristic of all 3 examples, because surprise has tremendous power for opening up new possibilities in human relationships. These 3 examples are not laws which Jesus promulgates for all times, places, and cultures. No, they are culture and context specific, and probably won't work in any of the situations we find ourselves in here in 21 st century America. Instead Jesus intends these examples to be just that, illustrations which are intended to evoke in the minds of his disciples new possibilities for dealing with enemies.

We who belong to Christ are not to kill our enemies. We are to love them, in quirky, astonishing, creative, transformative, wildly imaginative ways. Jesus invites us to use the use the brain God gave us at creation and the Spirit God gave us at Pentecost to invent new, nonviolent responses to evil which no one expects and which carve out unprecedented possibilities for a new world. In our own cultural context and our own social situation, Jesus wants us to live the new world which he came to inauguratethe missional world of God's coming kingdom.
Note: The main line of interpretation for this sermon is based on Walter Wink, Violence and Nonviolence in South Africa: Jesus' Third Way (Philadelphia and Santa Cruz: New Society, 1987), pp. 12-34. Wink is professor of Biblical interpretation at Auburn Theological Seminary, New York City. For other exegetical details, see Hans Dieter Betz, The Sermon on the Mount (Minneapolis: Fortress, 1995), pp. 277-293; M. Eugene Boring, ``The Gospel of Matthew: Introduction, Commentary, and Reflections,'' in The New Interpreter's Bible , Volume VIII (Nashville: Abingdon, 1995), p. 194; and Robert A. Guelich, The Sermon on the Mount: A Foundation for Understanding (Waco: Word, 1982), p. 251. www.geocities.com/tuorfa =--> What the Enemy Least Expects<style type="text/css i.c12 {font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: 80%} span.c11 {font-family: Amerigo BT} b.c10 {font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: 80%} span.c9 {font-family: Courier New; font-size: 80%} i.c8 {font-family: Tim
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